Sunday, May 31, 2009



Wen Jie, Happy Birthday ^^

Sent him something I never did to anyone before. Lols.

*Paiseh for my sucky voice :x*

A guy who I know through the sabo of my kor. Known him since 10th of May. Had some misunderstandings earlier but then things are back to normal after that =) *grateful*

He is a quite interesting guy. Caring and funny. He will cheer me up when I’m sad. When I got scolded by my father or my sis, he will cheer me up. He listen to my problems and I must say that he is a very good friend of mine. I feel so grateful to know him and glad that we become good friends. I like chatting with him very much, feel relaxed when talking to him. As time pass by I find out that we both tend to think alike. We have so much in common *although he say is just small matters what we have in common* but that’s what matters.

I think I liked him. I tried to like him as my good friend but feelings are hard to control. Although I know I liked him but I also know that he has a girlfriend. I can only say its bad timing? However, I won’t do anything. I will just remain good friends with him. I only hope that he would share his problems and happy things with me. At least I can know what is happening with his life and cheer him up when he’s sad. That’s all I ever wish for. I will pray everyday and give my best blessings to him and his girlfriend ^^

Once again, Happy Birthday my dear good friend, Wen Jie ^^

Saturday, May 30, 2009


A friend of mine saw my msn title, told me he understands how I feel cause he is feeling the same way towards someone else. He is missing someone else too. Just that his someone else is someone who has boyfriend. Then I told him that there is nothing much we can do about it when We like someone who has a bf / gf. He told me that there is actually things we can do.

2 things can be done according to him.

  • “ Spanarlogy ”
  • Walk Away

You all might be wondering what is the meaning of “spanarlogy”. I was also don’t quite understand when he told me that. The 2nd option of coz lar its easily to be understand. First time hearing the word of “spanarlogy” and it really shocks me that such word exist. It’s just created by some people? Ok back to the topic.

“Spanarlogy” is actually origin from a canto phrase “撬墙脚". This is a not so ethical way but I cannot say it is wrong. Technically it means stealing other people’s boyfriend / girlfriend. However, everyone has their own opinion, some would say its very low class or evil for doing so. Some would say as long as he / she is not married to that person, there is still chances, and they would think they are just fighting for who they love, they are not wrong. For myself, I think it is very wrong. People are happy together with their gf / bf and why on earth you want to steal them? Just because you like them too? Even you won him over another girl, what’s the fun ? what you get? If he / she is able to grabbed over by you, then it is a sure that he / she might be grabbed by other people and ends with he / she left you with all those sadness and sorrows?

I know it is quite helpless when you like or love someone who already has a gf / bf. But sometimes we can just say its the wrong timing? Liking the right person at the right time. That’s what make things perfect. However, not everyone is that lucky to able to like the right person at the right time. There are also people who likes other people at the wrong time. They are not wrong, they just happens to liked someone at the wrong time.

Quote from the movie of “The Holidays”

Iris: I've found almost everything ever written about love to be true. Shakespeare said "Journeys end in lovers meeting." What an extraordinary thought. Personally, I have not experienced anything remotely close to that, but I am more than willing to believe Shakespeare had. I suppose I think about love more than anyone really should. I am constantly amazed by its sheer power to alter and define our lives. It was Shakespeare who also said "love is blind". Now that is something I know to be true. For some quite inexplicably, love fades; for others love is simply lost. But then of course love can also be found, even if just for the night. And then, there's another kind of love: the cruelest kind. The one that almost kills its victims. Its called unrequited love. Of that I am an expert. Most love stories are about people who fall in love with each other. But what about the rest of us? What about our stories, those of us who fall in love alone? We are the victims of the one sided affair. We are the cursed of the loved ones. We are the unloved ones, the walking wounded. The handicapped without the advantage of a great parking space! Yes, you are looking at one such individual. And I have willingly loved that man for over three miserable years! The absolute worst years of my life! The worst Christmas', the worst Birthday's, New Years Eve's brought in by tears and valium. These years that I have been in love have been the darkest days of my life. All because I've been cursed by being in love with a man who does not and will not love me back. Oh god, just the sight of him! Heart pounding! Throat thickening! Absolutely can't swallow! All the usual symptoms.

My recent movie – The Holidays

Recommended to watch. [if possible, try not to watch it alone, cause I watched it alone and it somehow makes me feel more lonely]

However, it was a good movie. I would love someone like Miles.

Friday, May 29, 2009

Starbucks – Chocolate Cream Chip


What is your favorite starbucks drink? Caramel Macchiato? Ice Caffee Latte? Or the new flavor Dark Berry Mocha Frappuccino? Mine is simply Chocolate Cream Chip. I’m loyal to it ever since I had the first taste of it. Simply irresistible. =D

Just a random picture that my friend captured while I’m taking photo of 3 Cups of Starbucks Chocolate Cream Chip. He just too wu liao at times :x

It is one of my favorite drink but it is quite expensive. RM14++ per cup? I wish to drink le. Gonna save money to drink =D

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Happy Dumpling Day


Finally~~ Bye Bye To P

Hello To Freedom from P xD 

Finally today is the day which my 2 years P license ends. Yay ^^ I don’t have to stick the P on the left side top of my car. xD Those drivers really loves to bully P holders, I can assure you that cause I’m one of the victim. x.x.

However, Happy Dumpling Day to all of you. =) This year mama also didn’t make dumpling so she bought some from my er jie fu de mama. Although I’m not a big fan of dumpling, but I also ate 1 ^^. Its tasty lar, just that I don’t really fancy about dumpling. I prefer my own recipe of cupcakes more. =P


Once again, Happy Dumpling Day Peeps ^^

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Ian Ting’s Farewell


Finally See Meng and Ian Ting has finish their final exams. Now they are just waiting to graduate once the result is out. However, this also means that Ian Ting is going back to Seberang Perai to live with her family. So we decided to held a farewell for her. We went to Kbox Embassy to sing karaoke. Had dinner at Fook Seng at 8pm and went to sing at 9pm.

I sang quite a lot of songs. Ah must not forget to mention Kin Ho came too. Kin Ho is me and See Meng de secondary school friend. It was our first time singing karaoke together and surprisingly he sing very well! ^^

He was so shy and don’t dare to sing so I looked at him and made him sing. xD Everyone laugh happily, but I know I’m not really that happy. Although I try to laugh together, but still I just somehow not that happy. Why? I have no idea. Something is bothering my mind maybe? I don’t know.

However, sing until 12:15am then Tuck Leong decided to go back cause he is so tired and tomorrow he has to work quite early and so he send me home first while others still singing until 1am.

It was a very emotional night. 

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Mee Rebus


Went dinner with papa and my brother at Golden Food Court. Feel like eating Mee Rebus, so I ordered a Mee Rebus and a plate of Nasi Lemak for my brother. My bro's nasi lemak came first and after he eat first spoon of nasi lemak, at that very moment, I can see regrets is written on his face. However, since we are ordering food from the same stall, therefore I can imagine how *tasty* it will be when my Mee Rebus come later. And after my first taste of this Mee Rebus, I must declare that this Nasi Lemak and Mee Rebus is the most yuckiest food I've ever eaten. This stall is next to the Chee Cheong Fun. :x Be careful peeps ^^

Monday, May 25, 2009

Tagged-By Joce

I got Tagged ♥ !! ^^
1. The person who tagged you is:
Jocelyn Ng Sze Lin
2. Your relationship with him/her is:
frens, good friend, ex-mei*lols*
3. Your first impression of him/her is:
shes hyper!
and cute and emo and happy!! ^^
4. The most memorable moments with he/she is:
audi time, on phone time, and on msn talking time. :x
laughing together wahahaha :P
5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you is:
Jie, Pei Me Audi? ^^
6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will...
i will loveeee them !! hehe <33
7. If he/she became your lover, what should he/she improve that:
nothing, just be herself lor..=)
8. If he/she becomes your enemy, what will you do:
give my best wishes and blessings for her from far
9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
no idea, wont be happening ba? i seriously don hope tat day will come ><
10. The most desired things you want to do for him/her now is:
On phone with her and laugh together.
11. Your overall impression on him/her is:
happy and hyper girl! Cute ^^
12. The characteristic you love most about yourself:
I'm myself, my recent testimonials from someone who I care is that I'm someone who's nice to talk with, friendly. Talking to me not stressful and quite relaxing. =)

13. The characteristic you hate most about yourself:
Thinking too much at times, ><
14. The most ideal person you want to be is:
15. For people who care and love you, say something to them:
I love u all, thanks for loving me, i appreciate it so much^^
16. Are you sexy?
nopee~ not at all x.x 
17. What am I doing now?
Singing songs, and waiting for tomato and my kor de reply. Both seem moody tonight. Maybe I should stop talking to them le. Abo later make things worst nia. ><


Sunday, May 24, 2009

Kar Ling

Went to Ipoh Parade with Kar Ling today. She told me she's going back to Kl on 27th so we decided to go out together. Meet up with Kar Ling in popular around 12:15. Paiseh, was actually very late de. Sorry Kar Ling ><. I'm late cause my mom's car tire tio some screws. Pomzat already so my bro have to go and change the tire for my mom. However, in the end we go parade by Jeremy's car. *Thanks Jeremy ^^*  He dropped me off in parade then went to Jusco with my bro.

Meet up with Kar Ling in popular, then went to buy some files *8 files* and a Buenos Eggie. 


Been wanted to try this Eggie since long time ago. In my memory, my first time eating this Eggie was when I'm 12 years old. That time my whole family went Aussie to attend my eldest sis's graduation. My eldest sis bought me this and it is very tasty. Tasty enough for me to remember and like it until now xD

I just open it and Yay! I get my toy. xD This is my toy. He's holding a camera to take my photo lols "Joking xD"


We have our lunch at Kenny Rogers. I ordered a Chicken Macaroni Cheese with a cup of lemon tea. Kar Ling ordered a Quarter Meal Serve with Black Pepper Sauce.


Chicken Macaroni Cheese


My Lemon Tea and Our Muffins *Vanilla & Chocolate Flavor*

After that we went to Hip Hop Arena to shop. We both saw a bag and we both seems to love it but its quite expensive though. One bag is RM 53.90. The sales girl say if we take 2 together, she will discount for us to RM 52 and so we bought. *heart pain nia, so ex for me le ><* Have to eat lesser to cover up the cost. x_x


My Bag, must use it wisely and carefully x.x

And lastly I want to scream~~~~ *Omg, Why So Hot Today? ><*


The End

Saturday, May 23, 2009

My Best Friend's Wedding

Cant really recall when is my first time watching this movie. It is indeed a very classic love story which on my favorite movie list top 5. This is a 1997 movie. In this movie, Julia Roberts as Julianne Potter, a quite famous food critics. She has a very close best friends who admired her for 9 years. His name is Michael' O Neal. They have been best friends for 9 years but they were nothing more than best friends.

One day when she was having food critics together with her another best friend, George, she heard the voice message left by her man, Michael, sounds desperate to talk to her. She called him on the night she heard Michael's voice messages. And she was very shock when Michael told her that he met someone and they are getting married in 3 days time. At the very moment she fell off the bed. So she told her another best friend, George to help act as her boyfriend. Everything went like roller coaster. She was plan to steal the charming bridegroom Michael O' Neal before his wedding. She did quite some stupid things. However, there are some quotes from this movie which I love so much.

I still remember the scene where Michael and Julianne spend one day together 'alone'. They both are on a ship with so many people on board. Michael said this "If you love someone, you say it, right then, out loud. Otherwise, the moment just passes you by. " However, Julia Roberts say it the phrase "the moment just passes you by" together with Michael at the same time. Beside this phrase, there is also this scene when it is almost ending le. It was the wedding night where everyone sit together having dinner together and giving some kind of 'toast' to the married couple for their wedding. Then its Julianne's turn to give toast. She said this " I had the strangest dream. I dreamt that some psychopath was trying to break the two of you up. Luckily, I woke up and I see that the world is just as it should be. For my best friend has won the best woman. I didn't buy you a gift. But this is on loan until you two find your song. " After she said that, then appears 2 girls singing on the stage. [I kind of love the song a lot, been trying to find it since I watch this movie, but couldn't, what I get in the end its only the original song sang by "The Way You Look Tonight" by Tony Bennett.]  It was a nice song though =)

P/s: Whoever wants to see this video, please use your earphone to listen, cause no idea why this video so soft. ^^

My Favorite Movie Top 5 ^^

Friday, May 22, 2009

Night Market


This is what I have for my dinner. Some *rubbish* thing but makes my stomach very full ^^

This stall is own by a pair of old gong gong and po po de. They are so old ler but they still selling it happily ^^

P/s: Their sauce very tasty ^^

Thursday, May 21, 2009

College Joker

Tonight seems to be a very peaceful night. Mei suddenly tells me that she wants to settle everything at one. Including doesn't want to call me as Jie anymore. ><

We were playing audition together at the time she told me about this decision of hers. I suddenly become very emo after she say so. I was like, *Why ar mei, ><* Although I'm sad that I'm not her Jie anymore, but she happy jiu hao lor. =)

I finally brave up myself and go to confront Chang Meng. He said he wasn't mad at its just he's been quite tired and sad lately due to her Great Grandma pass away. We've been friends for 4 year + nearly 5 years ler so I really cherish this friend of mine. The 3 Do Re Mi has brought a lot of laughter for me in my college time. I'm so happy to know this 3 guys. They will always be my funny junior.  Of cause including Chee Leong & also Soong Seng la =D

Meng & Me

                                Chang Meng and Me~

Me & Chee Leong 

                              Me and Chee Leong~

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

R a i n s

Nothing much happened today. Except that I think I said something that makes Chang Meng angry me. I'm so sorry. x.x

This is created cause I miss seeing Rains. She's been busy as always cause she needs to handle all the functions in Syuen Hotel. I'm glad I have her as one of my best friends. This picture reminds me our memories together. =)

Chee Leong's Birthday, Gathering with Calvin, and also Merdeka Eve 2007.

Rains & Me^^

This pretty girl has been suffered a lot from relationship, I truly hope she can find someone who loves her and care a lot for her. =)

We are best friends forever. I'll always be there for you when you need someone to talk to.

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

K o r e a n

Today had some talking with my kor before going for class. I'm glad that he willing to share some of his problems with me. =) However, I wish him all the best in solving his problems. Kor, if you need someone to talk, your mei is always there to listen to your problems ok? =)

P/S: Don't misunderstands, it's 100% pure brotherly love ^^

Ahem~ Today as usual, once I enter the college door, I will hear many *mousy* sound like *kissing* sound cause they are calling a mouse, which is ME~ Oh well, already used to it and it actually quite fun xD.

Heard Cecilia's laptop stroked by lightning, all her assignments intro were gone. Feel very sorry for her cause she has no computer to do her assignments le. She even say to live in college le since college got computer. Since she live near my house, I offered to lend her my laptop but she declines cause she feel paiseh.

I've also heard that Mr. Loke from MIS got married last week and was having honeymoon week with his wife. *Grats to you Mr Loke    *

Yay to my assignment , finally I found someone which I can do my interview for my purchasing assignment. Its week 6 already, left 1 month+ till assignment due date. Better do it fast to avoid last minute work AGAIN. I can assure you all, doing assignment last minute its totally NOT fun at all. >.>

Today when class finish, I was sitting together with Fiona and suddenly a guy came down from upstairs and say hi to her. I glance at him for like 5 seconds and I immediately thinks he look like someone. Looks like Jackie Chan's son, 房祖名. I was told that he is a Korean and came here to study together with his sis. I smiled at his sis and she smiles back =)

Went dinner with the usual gang.  *Me, See Meng, Ian Ting, and Tuck Leong* Cause see meng just finish her 1st final paper.

That's all for now. Buhbye

Monday, May 18, 2009

Nokia 6700

  Ok today has been a roller coaster day for me. I've never be so straight forward talking to someone who I know not so long without even go through my brain. I said everything on my mind at the very moment. Phew~

Suddenly everything is back to normal yesterday night and I feel very happy about it. xD I think it is time for me to change my phone le cause lately my phone is acting strange nia. That day went out with tuck leong and then my phone dropped on the floor. Since then the speaker is like sot sot. x.x But the phone I'm waiting is not out yet neh. Nokia 6700. Yesh its still Nokia once again. Cause I'm loyal de so paiseh to Sony ericsson :D

Here are some photos of it~ enjoy peeps

nokia-6700 a

that's all for now peeps...bubye =D

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Bao Bei Mei


Don't know who the hell go and pissed off my mei =.= , she is pissed off now and no mood. I learned that whenever she is pissed off or no mood, it is better for me not to find her to talk. Let her relax and chill herself and she will be alright a few days later. 

However, last night was a happy night cause my mei is hyper. We were on phone and so happy laughing together. Love her to bits when she is hyper, and of cause lar still love her even when she's not hyper and sad. I've started to realize that my mei's mood influence me a lot. When she is sad I would be sad too and try to think how to cheer her up. But apparently every time I fail in doing it nia x.x

I promised her to blog everyday and today is the 1st post. She say must post something even have nothing to write. Just simply crap wor.

*May God Bless You* my mother's cousin committed suicide 2 weeks ago on 6th of May.  He burned charcoal and eat sleeping pills to suicide. T.T  I feel sad but as like my cousin zy says, not to say sad until burst into tears lar. Plus not so close with him as in he's in Singapore and I'm in Malaysia. However, he's a good guy and always been cheerful in my memory of him. That day I review back the testimonials I have in my friendster, and found the testimonial he wrote for me.


Lastly, I want to say, May The Force Be With You, My Beloved Biao Jiu.

Sunday, May 3, 2009

Meet UPs in Sg on Labour Day

Me & Chuuuu <333
Feel so sorry for her cause she purposely came to auntie shermaine's apartment around 1230pm at amk to find me...T.T *Touched*
I love you chuu<333
* P/s: My hair so messy =.=" *
We had a good talk at my aunt's apartment. =)

Around 3pm, auntie sally took me together with chuu and my parents to china town. Then we went to OG to meet them up. Bonny and jie gave me big surprise cause they already meet up first before they meet me. They both have waited me for 2 hours...T.T, sorry to both of u T.T

Jie took this picture when I was so enjoying eating my McFlurry Mudpie. She was obviously sitted infront of me and bonny sit in the middle between us. The one next to me was chuu follow by vicky infront of chuu. I didnt expect I would be this shy when I first meet bonny. Maybe he's my ex audi couple bah. I was so shy and I feel i neglected him. Sorry bonny, T.T

However, untill roughly 5pm, momo and chuu need to go le, then before they both left, chuu gave me a big hug *huggiess*, after that momo gave me a big hug too *huggiesss*, I told momo to think about *HIS* case and momo say to me * u too ar, lemon hmm hmm *...I know what ure saying momo, ^^...oops, shud be vicky...hehes...I love you both...muacks~ <33>

*Miss Hugging U Both ><*