Monday, October 29, 2012

I won’t give up on us.


Sitting in my room blogging again under my dim light, pick a song that suits this ambience, everything just seems peaceful. =)

I know there is nothing I can do, or indirectly you felt the pressure from me, for that I’m really sorry but it’s because I like you too much.

Heard Jason M’raz’s new song. It’s call *I won’t give up*. The lyrics simply ring a bell to me when I heard it for the first time. I really won’t give up on us, I want to find out the possibilities between us, even I might ends up getting nothing, I wont regret.

I admit I was too intense but I really never expect too much from you, as long as we are still like before, our usual routine, I’m already happy =)

Don’t give up on me, or us. Just don’t. I don’t feel as happy when I’m with other people. It feels different when I’m with you. Feel so safe when you are holding my hands, as if scared I will got lost. I tell myself, this is worth fighting, for we are happy when we spend time together. =)


Friday, October 26, 2012


The storm is coming but I don’t mind~ a very special song I love recently, caught this song from one of the proposal videos that he give me. That video is really touching :) It’s *Keep Breathing by Ingrid Michaelson*

I guess I’m in love with him. Don’t want to admit but I guess I am. Miss his hugs, miss holding his hands and just walk around. *blushed*

Despite everything, I will just wait till he’s ready for us. I am willing to wait for you. =)

I will never forget the two dates. It’s memorable and I was very happy. I’m glad I made you happy too =) You were concerned in the end you still can’t give me anything or any promises, but I wont regret no matter how. At least in the end we had a great time together and happy memories. =) 

A quote from ugly betty, matt told betty this. “Look, there’s no way to know what’s gonna happen, but I do know I want to find out.” and I really wanna know. I really hope I could hold your hands and show you to my best friend about you and they be happy for us. I want to see the possibilities between us. =)