Friday, December 1, 2006
perhaps i should listen to luna...don have to talk to him everyday...just let it be the natural way...its friday today...this few days rain keep falling...it actually quite suits the way i feel now...so cold and lonely and...sad...
i dono if he saw the thing i wrote on multiply...perhaps he don talk to me much cuz he read my blog...which i wrote the way i feel about him...
yesterday was having lunch with ah goh them...ah goh seems to know something and it actually makes me think its hopeless between me and him...read the article luna asked hola to sent me...during her lunch time yesterday...its really meaningful especially the 2nd and 3rd article...as if its saying myself...heh...really quite true...however...ive plan something in my mind and im going to do it no matter how...he doesnt seem like interested in me at all...where i still liking him so much...just feeling so helpless....*sigh*~~ ah goh told me not to think of him...ill tried...but need some time...
perhaps its really like wat vicious says...its no big deal to let other ppl know that u liked them...i bet he now knows the way i felt about him...he might acting dono about it...who knows? only god knows lol~~ perhaps i don deserve to have a bf...in the past every guy i like wont like me the same way...perhaps i should stop liking ppl~~i reli dono...im really lack in confidence...
good luck to me in everything...god bless me~~
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
in comparison...we spoke lesser and chat lesser...memory flash back to the time we all having so much fun together in sro and skype...and now..she hang out more already...and told me to love myself more and take care myself more...this word give me a feeling that she will still care and worry about me how she used to, just tat not as much as last time...but lesser also...
there is a guy here which i know in college about 2 weeks ago...i went lunch with him once and he started to tackle me...call me to chat, ask me out...for me, of coz cant accept...in my past, every guy tat i liked...are those frens who i know them for a period of time...he is a good guy...but hes abit too desperate and tat really scared me....i told him we just be frens for now...or perhaps i should say "we should start from frens"...but he alr scares me...i think i need some time to remove my scare feelings about him...
hola went to hk last thursday...he told me he will be back around today or tml night...since hes not here...so i guess he will be back tml? tat day chatted with goh and viciuos in the same chat room at skype...talked about the way andreww sweet talk to me...out of a sudden, vicious asked me how i think about hola...i tell him everything...including the biggest secret...but he promise to help keep this as a secret...however..i still need some time to stop missing this guy...i know he might wont talk to me anymore if he knows i like him...this is also why i keep avoiding from letting him know about this...anyway i don really think he will likes me...after all, hes just another guy which i adore secretly...with no starting and no ending as well...now just wait for next month, a day after my birthday...i wan to see tat hohoho got buy prezzie for me anot..=P
Sunday, October 1, 2006
when really awaked, its already 8am....and i was thinking "omg, im going to be late~~!!" then i immediately went into my bath room to brush my teeth and prepare to get my early morning bath~~
when i finish my bath, its already 8:20am...and then i change my cloth at my mom's closet... then i went back to my room to charge my mp3 player using computer power while i on my comp...my skype was on then and i saw luna's name appears on skype as usual~~ so i msged her and thinking that she wont be awake tat early, but i was wrong~~haha she replied me by directly call me on skype...
we talked alot of things...as usual...not long after that i heard karhing sound then i know that they awaked...so chatted in skype with 3 ppl together...but unfortunately 3 of them were stucking~~
at around 9:20am i told them i need to off as in im going to kl around 9:30am....but the exact time when we leave was actually 10:12am~~
along the way to kl, i keep on contact with them about the meeting up with luna in somewhere else near the place my dad wants to go *old klang road*, and thank god mid valey (Megamall) was near to the old klang road... at around 4pm, we all arrive mid valey...parked the car and call them to ask for their locations... me, my parents and my brother went into jusco and go to the 1st floor...so i call luna to tell her that ill meet them there...
finally, saw karhing and ah goh...then saw luna and i was like "omg, i met my dear sis in real life...shit...damm exciting" my face immediately turn so red and hot...i also dono why...mayb first time meet after so long we know each other? but then when after we talk a while...and after taking some pictures... i turn back to normal xD
starting i only given 5 mins to talk with them...but then luckily Wayne shows up and i asked for the permission to have a drink and talk with them...so when we arrive Delifrance, we find a 4 person table and sat down...i sit with ah goh, luna sits with karhing...*heh heh heh heh* =X (nolar, just joking...nth special happend)
ive ordered a single scoop sundae ice-cream, ah goh and luna both ordered camomile tea...while karhing didnt order anything~~ during the whole eating and chatting session, we were so happily...and was suprise to heard dad voice suddenly came from front...coz i switched my sit with karhing...so i saw them... unfortunately, when dad came back from toilet, its time for me to go already...really feel sad to go but i have to...><"
but before i leave, i told luna and said "ill be back" lmao...lalalala~~
ok...today stops here...i really still cant believe that i really met luna...im damm happy...wkakakakaka...=X
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
Yesterday morning, I was late when the time we need to gather in college for the cameron trip....but then..luckily im not the latest person who reach there...by the time i arrive college, Vijay and Thervanan wasn't there yet...but when i reach college only i notice that i forgot to bring long sleeves shirt and its too late to do anything...
at around 10:20am, everyone is arrive and so we're ready to go...i was set to sit in choon chuen's car together with yuk thart, xiu min, thervanan, puga and maran... nirmal drives his car together with rains and abby inside... the 3rd car was ms nuraine together with ms julynn and qarina (ms. nurainie's daughter)
*Ms. Nurainie driving perodua kelisa*
*Choon Chuen driving toyota Innova*
*and Nirmal driving honda city*
at around 12, we arrive brinchang, and have our steamboat at a restaurant with the name of "ok Tuck"....their soups are divided into 2 types, one side is normal soup, and another was with the tom yam soup...their tom yam soup really taste not bad...which makes me drink alot of the tom yam soup...haha...
after we finish having our lunch, we went to yuk thart parent's appartment to check-in to settle down our luggage..then me and xiu min starting to play cards with choon chuen on the table...when starting, i was teaching xiu min on how to play "fishing"...and althought she learns it...and then we were having so much fun in the fishing game...then when vijay them wanted to play black jack, so i stop my game and join them....vijay is the banker and i started the game with 80 cents...but when the game finish i ends up winning him Rm2.30...wahahahha...so happy...=X
as the sky is getting darker, they finally prepare to set up the bbq thing so that we can bbq our food...while i was waiting for xiu min to bath, i lie on the bed and start to chat with rains...and we talked about the o nite thing...i told her that im not planning to go coz no ppl to sit with...then she offers to sit with me and i decided to go to o nite...thx alot to her lo...^^
when i wanted to take bath, while i was putting towels and shampoos into the toilet, abby came into the toilet and ask me if she can hold on the basin for a while and i say yes...honestly i was quite shock when shes talking to me...coz its been really a long time since i talked to her last yr...however...i did reply back to her...after that she seems to try to talk more to me...
during the whole nite, the appartment is full of sounds from gambling, talking, and bbq-ing...when i feel enough with the money i got, i pull myself out of the gambling table and choose to listen to my mp3 player...everything seems so peacefull and the weather is really so windy and the cold wind makes me shaking...then i went back into the room coz xiu min says she wanted to sleep already...when starting, we both can't sleep yet...so we've been through some "heart to heart" chatting...and we've make some comparison between 2 ppl...(who? its a secret between me and xiu min)
then suddenly choon chuen came in to ask if we already slept...then we told him havent and he brings in the cards to play with us...when starting, we played fishing, then suddenly ms julynn came in with a blanket on her head and so we decided to play "chor dai dee"... when its almost 3:40am, i stop playing coz i really feel so sleepy..but then they continue to play but with other games...untill xiu min says that felt boring with all the card games and so we stop playing with the cards...and then ms julynn suggest that everyone of us talk something about relationship things...everything ends up when its 5am where at the same time yuk thart came into the room with nirmal in the drunk condition...hahaha...almost everyone in the house got drunk except for me, xiu min, ms julynn, ms nurainie, qarina, and choon chuen...
we all slept at 5am and wake up at around 9am...me and xiu min then change our cloth and went to have our breakfast together with ms julynn, ms nurainie and qarina...and when we get back to our appartment after finish having our breakfast, me, xiu min, yuk thart, choon chuen, ms julynn, ms nurainie and qarina went to a chinese tokong to see...we saw alot of ppl carrying chairs and newspaper while walking towards the chinese tokong...then xiu min explain to me why izzit so many ppl lining up towards the chinese tokong...and its actually becoz of there is a ppl call "ban xian" which means half god...is very accurate in health problem...which means if u went to see him...and ask about ur health problem...u will be very lucky if he nods his head according to the question u ask...if he shake his head then it means he can't help u on anything...
when we still walking along the road, rain drops begin to fall in dots and we walk quickly into the appartment and put on the uniform...then we went to a Cameron Highland Boutique Hotel - The Lake House for assignment of room division...
when we finish visiting the boutique hotel, we went back to the appartment to check-out and went back to Ipoh...we arrive college around 5:15pm...and everyone seems to be so tired after last nite...but everyone is having so much fun in their own different ways...^^
Saturday, July 8, 2006
today is the 1st day after i got back my connection, therefore ive plan to blogging...hee hee^^
recently the environment in the college is full with ppl who talking about the o night of our college which will be held next month 5th at Syuen Hotel...
last night ive been so sad and confuse about going the o night or not...honestly im really so dissapointed after she told me she already booked the o night table and without counting me in...ive told bee ching about this, and also my ah goh and karhing...i think they all know how i feel...just that they cant decline her of going to the o night and sitting together in the same table....i really feel like going but however this yr's o nite once again making me feel so meaningless of going to it...
however ive started my 3rd semester, and hopefully everything will be fine as last sem's assignment which i got my merit from it...but i really hope that this sem's exam i will be able to get all pass....i really hope so...therefore i must study harder this time...those who know me...pls wish me good luck^^
in this new semester, there is a subject call management accounting, when i thinking of account, there goes the headache...haih...really don like account much...plus the explaination of the lecture while teaching sometimes really make us confuse...but sometimes can understand a little lar...
Thursday, June 15, 2006
zzzz...its been 2 days since i last on9 on sro...if the situation continue to be like this..i wont be able to get lvled to lvl 42><"
yday my sg aunt's friend come to fetch them...her friend is a girl who wear and acts like a guy...and living with her gf...nth much i can say but i choose to respect this kind of ppl...but still i feel very weird about this kind of ppl lo..hehe
last night at 12:00am...i called mee kee and wish her happy burpday...and through our conversation on phone, she told me she just got back from genting...and says that kah mun and lee yee is studying together in keris of the tourism courses...and also bobo had come back from sg few months ago...(but i didn't know)
she told me they will be going out together tonight to have their dinner...at pizza mostly...tonight im going out to celebrate my third sis's burpday (chinese birthday) so mayb i get the chance of meeting them all lo...so must dress nicely tonight^^
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
well..this morning i saw the testi from chanelle to me...althought its really short but its meaningful and i like it..^^
now im listening to jolin's new album while chatting with wilson on msn...well...i was quite suprise to see him on9...but he was using e-messenger and online-ing in the hotel lobby he lives in new york...the hotel he lives in was called Best Western...lol (wonder if the hotel is really the best western hotel lol)
i add ah goh into the chat room so that they can chat more...becoz wilson was asking something about wow...from wat he told us, he will be back on friday morning at 5am...=.="...22 hours of flight, i might as well jump off the plane...lol (kidding lar)
mom just give me a call that my sg aunt together with 2 of her frens...is coming to our house...i bet later is going to be noisy...
wilson will be going to harvard for a tour...lol...harvard leh...so i ask him to take alot of picture there to make ppl believe that he graduated from there...lol(wonder if ppl will believe)
ive been trying very hard to get to lvl 42 but seems that my internet don allowed me to and keep making me hang, lag and then die...if the situation continue to be like this...its going to take me forever to get lvled...><"
i must get to lvl 42 asap...><"...i really want my lvl 42 blade><"
Friday, June 9, 2006
chatted with my 2nd IT ah goh and he told me he had quitted his job becoz he's having some arguement with his supervisors...nvm de goh..go find another work lo...kl many ma...especially kajang area..=P im sure u will find a better job with a better supervisor^^
bibi is now sleeping and hopefully she can really walks like normal asap...god bless this little cute puppy^^ time flies and now shes alr 5 months old...she is a growing up girl...her fur is starting to change into adult's dog fur...its really feels like she become bigger already...hehe..
when we came back from Dr. Goh's clinic, it happens that my younger brother had fixed the phone line back to normal and i've played sro a while...from the guild notice, i know that there is another major update is coming which we will be able to have a pet to fight for us, a larger storage...hopefully the pet wasn't in the ITEM MALL~~!! if not we will never able to get it...=)
im going off9 so soon because i've promise my sis that i will change the time to 6pm for her as in normally she only get to use the comp at 7pm...quite a lucky day today..^^
Thursday, June 8, 2006
today is the day to celebrate~~! coz i finish my last paper ler...hehe^^ yesterday when having the customer service examination, im the 1st one who came out from the examination room...today it happens to be the same...im too the 1st one to come out from the room..xD
at around 12, xiu min came out and we both went upstairs to eat the set lunch which prepared by our hosteurs club...and ms nurainie had inform us that at july 1st they are planning to go teluk batik as a fairwell party for ms julynn as in shes going other places to work~~ (TARC KL) *all the best to u lar miss ^^*
while we were having our lunch in the mock-up room, a malay junior came and talk to us...especially to hansel of coz~~ ( i bet she's interested in him? i don't know? ) however i bet hansel wouldn't want that to be happend~~ wish him good luck then..
when we were in the middel of having our lunch, she sit by us while we were talking about X-Men 3, and was laughing the act inside the x-men movie...and when we were going to leave, she came up to me and ask me whether im laughing her and fooling her anot? and i told her im not coz we were really talking about the x-men's movies...guess she's just too sensitive ler...haha wat a day~
from today on, im going to have 2 weeks holiday...here's how i plan...
i plan to rent the tv series call er zuo ju zhi wen to watch it during my holidays and sit for the undang-undang talks to take the exams of it...before its too late~~ its a shame that at my age i still can't drive~~><"
today before i went back, ah goh finally pass me the wow cd...now im just waiting for the internet line to get back to normal and have fun with them all...hehehehe^^
Wednesday, June 7, 2006
today at around 9am, after i get my docket i went to sit with puga and the rest~~
we start to discuss and keep on study and try to remember as many as we could~~
at around 9:30, the new lecture with a curry bun hairstyle came to us and inform us that its time to exam~~ so we just walk in and ready for our exam
luckily wat i studied yday did come out...in section A, i able to answer all the questions, each question at least one page~~ but in the section B, i only answer question 2 and only half page....hopefully i can get a good results lar...(if can get merit then is better lo xD)
2molo is the f&b paper...very worry coz some of the noTES was not given~~god pls bless me that i can answer all the exam questions tomolo~~
internet is down again...argh...><" its been down for few days time....when will it get back to normal??!! hopefully it will get back to normal asap~~~!
today yvonne told me that shi ying is registered to study in my college in hotel management also...this is really a great news for me~~ few days ago ah yang release from ns and he sms me to tell me how crazy the situation he feels when all the ppl in the college talking english...when i see his sms i direct called him and talk to him...and ive try to comfort him and tell him he will soon get used to the environment and says that i will help him^^
recently seems that alot of ppl have the same situations as me( having exams ) wish all the people that is going to have exam or having exams now good luck and study hard lo...^^
Sunday, June 4, 2006
now im onlining in my father's office...else i cant on9 at home~~
alot of my fren's bday is in the month of june....
June 1 - Maggie and Alvin
June 2 - Kim Yoong Goh
June 10 - Marcus
June 15 - Mee Kee
June 19 - Christina and Bobo
and i now remember i still owe ah xiang and habby bday present~~~ ill get them the presents asap...^^ hopefully they can wait^^
since y'day ive been start to understand about cost control in f&b~~ well...i tried to understand about it and can understand abit also lo...
hopefully the connection can be fixed by 2molo as in probably ill be joining ah goh and wilson playing wow~~^^
Ps: Wilson went to new york with his family~~so im hereby wishing him had a happy and safe trip^^
Friday, May 19, 2006
also on Friday night, i had a chat with ah xiang, he told me to say everything out of my heart...he said is not good to keep everything in my heart and without saying it out...however I didn't admit nor admit that i like him last time...from the way he talks, his hint is like asking me not to waste my time on him...however its a good thing thought...maybe because he don't wish to waste my time too. He said in this world, there are still many things except relationships thing...do what ever I wish and like...and I totally agree with him...
Last night, foo choy (ah choy) came back from genting...my goh, habby, ah xiang and karhing went out to yum cha with them...I know that I can’t go so I just wish them happy on tat night...
Have to go down to help mom to bath rocky, tats all for this time...^^
Wednesday, May 3, 2006
recently i know that susan's family having some quarell...i may not be one of her those best frens...but i do care for all of my frens...well...i tried to care for her...mayb she does seems to appreciate it or mayb she dint know about it...hopefully she can stand strong n every problem of her facing now can be solve asap...i really envy her...coz when something bad happens to her...she get alot of caring...honestly i rather to be like her and get caring from my frens...silly me hor? hahaha...*sigh*...i wonder if any of my frens can show some caring towards me? i suppose even there is...not much as susan did...
well...thats all about how i feel today....will be continue~~~
Monday, April 3, 2006
Friday, February 10, 2006
sometimes i can get jealous over a small thing...i did specify the word *sometimes*....although the feeling of jealousy makes me hate myself...but i still will jealous over someone or something automatically...
yesterday was valentines day...therefore...some of my frens included bee ching,my god brother kaz,xiang,kar hing, susan,colby and habby included myself went to bercham to eat the 2in1 steambot...
while i was preparing to go out...the sky starting to rain...its not a heavy rain but its quite cold tat day....bee ching come to fetch me with her sis in the car at around 7:30pm...then we straight away went to bercham...when we arrive...no one had arrived...so we went to prepare the thing for all of the people.....
they arrive...and i asked habby to sit by me...bee ching sit at my left hand side...beside habby was ah xiang and susan...then is colby, kar hing, my goh and bee ching's sis bee hui...when the starting...everything was just fine....but soon...i found out tat he care so much for her....this is making my heart feel very uncomfortable...now tat i must admit tat i still cant let go of him....i hate it...urghh...there is nth much i can do about it...ill jus try my best to forget him...but i can only did tat when i found another guy which i really like...
in the end we ends up with taking photos with everyone...not everyone i guess..jus few of us had taken some pictures...ill show u all the pictures when i got it from bee ching...well...i wish every couple in the world happy together...and also wish all the single ones can found their own couple soon....
here is the pictures which me and my frens took last nite...its xiang, habby and me^^
thats the end for valentines day...