Sunday, December 5, 2010


I can feel something’s changed. I’m the kind of person who will wish and hope things to be certain as it is. I hate changes especially when the changes is inter-relation with me. I was told that everything happens for a reason, but changes between us? I don’t know. I’ve been feeling so panic for a long time now….2 months? I feel so panic and lost and am currently dying to find out a solution or perhaps a reason. I know this might sound so stupid and silly.

I keep asking myself and telling myself that I MIGHT be thinking too much. But as time goes by, it’s not just purely thinking too much. I can sense something is wrong but I just don’t know what it is. I hate this feeling I’m having now. Could you please tell me what is wrong between us? All this while we’ve been so close because we are best friends. But what changes between us? I’m still me, are you still you?

I just need you to tell me everything is fine and nothing is wrong between us, it’s just you’re busy with some other stuffs now? ><