A week has passed, finally its my big day. Birthday this year seems so peaceful, no big celebration but it’s quite meaningful for me. Thanks to everyone who give me my birthday blessings on my big day in all ways including sms, phone calls or even facebook. I sincerely feel thankful and grateful of having you all as my friends. :)
Last night, my brother took me out and went to fetch Joevy and Ivan to Breeze Cafe to celebrate my birthday eve. Even though just 4 of us, I feel happy enough. Thanks Ivan for the bear, we are best friends forever :) Thanks Joevy for the cup, we are ji muiz forever :)
It’s been really so long, and finally it has come to an end. A quite good ending I would say actually whereby he is happy with his life now for he has someone he loves to care for him and love him now. Honestly I feel so glad that he has someone for him to be with and also someone able to take care of him and love him for him. I feel released. Thanks for all the memories you’ve given to me, I’ll cherish them in my memory. Thanks for all the happy times you’ve given to me. I will never regret of the days being in love with you. But since you got yourself someone to care for you, perhaps it’s time for me to really get move on. :)
This reminds me of a song call “You’re in love” by Wilson Phillips. It is indeed a classic old song but the lyrics really speaks out my heart.
Open the door and come in I'm so glad to see you my friend Don't know how long it has been Having those feelings again. And now I see that you're so happy And ooh, it just sets me free And I'd like to see Us as good of friends As we used to be [Chorus:] Aah, my love, Aah You're in love That's the way It should be 'Cause I want you to be happy You're in love And I know That you're not in love with me Ooh it's enough For me to know That you're in love Now I'll let you go 'Cause I know That you're in love Sometimes it's hard to believe That you're never coming back to me I've had this dream that you'd always be by my side Oh I could have died. But now I see that you're so happy And ooh, it just sets me free. And I'd like to see Us as good of friends As we used to be [Chorus] I tried to find you but you were so far away I was praying that fate would bring you back to me Someday, someday, someday... Ooh, you're in love Ooh it's enough For me to know That you're in love Now I'll let you go 'Cause I know That you're in love
I really wish to see us as good friends again. :)
I love you very much therefore I got to pull myself out no matter how hard it is and no matter how long it gonna take, so things will be better for all of us. Consider on her position, I think of myself. Therefore I decided to move back to the place of being your good friend. Friends ma, I know and that’s exactly what I wanted to stay as your good friend. I truly hope that you will still treat me as your good friend since I know you quite well already *that’s how I think la :x* :)
Cherish her more and treat her better. I know you will :)
My most important advice to you, I know all this long in your whole life, everything has been so negative to you, but this thinking is not healthy. What’s the use of keep being negative when things already negative? You’ve got try to think positively because positive is always better than negative. The Law of Attraction taught us that we have to stay positive to attract the positive things to us. So, try to be positive! I’ll still be there to support you because you’re my good friend ma. Remember, you’re not idiot, you’re the best in yourself. There is only one you, no one can replace you. We all are unique because there is no one like us. Stay happy! :)
P/s: We will always be good friends, right? ^^ I will still support you and be there for you because you are my good friend. :)
I can hear the sound of my heart broken into pieces. It’s irritating and hurting my ears every second every minute. The pieces of my heart is shattered all over. I am stunned sitting on the ground didn’t know what to do. I am collapsing.
It’s bleeding non stop, anyone kind enough to borrow me a plaster? It’s so painful and I don’t know how to react. My other senses became malfunction for I can only feel pain now especially the pain in my heart. Only him can cure the pain that I’m going through now. But will he cure me once again?
All this while, I’ve been trying my best and very hard to be a good girl to him. Guai guai listen to what he says, he asked me to study harder for my exam, I listened to him and study non stop from day to night. I didn’t even dare to rest even when my brain is overload and cause headaches in me. I’ve been loving him ever since June and it didn’t really stop even after August 17th. Yes August 17th, I will never forget how sad I am that night. Singing falling slowly and crying so badly but I didn’t dare to tell him. I act normal in front of him.
No matter what he told me, I listen and I love it. I don’t even care whether what he told me was lies or not. I love him still. I love his lies and I love him for who he is. No matter how good he say I am, no matter how he know how much I love him and how much I need him, no matter how he say I could be a better gf, or perhaps like he said I am cute in my own ways, but it all doesn’t matter anymore when he’s chosen her even when I’m better than her like he said. What did I do wrong? If I’m really this good like he said, why am I not chosen? I can give up everything for him, even I am so eager to work in sg is also because of him. What’s the use of me being a good girl anymore when he doesn’t even like me?
I am collapsing, drowning in the sea of love, can anyone kind enough to give me a hand or perhaps a rope? My heart so so pain >< </3 I only hope for him to care for me, he said he will still care for me, I really hope he do, that’s the only thing I ask for. >< Coz I really can’t live without him anymore. ><
I am listening to better in time, it’s gonna hurt when it heals too, I can only pray hard and hope everything will be better in time.
Please continue to care for me, you are keeping me alive. ><
Finally, exam ended. My last paper was Management accounting which is 3 days ago on 7th of December. God really did bless me for this subject. Thanks God. :) Woke up around 6am just to study and memorize all those accounting formulas. I discovered a way to memorize those accounting formulas.
Gross Profit Margin
GPM = GP / Net Sales
Net Profit Margin
NPM = NP / Net Sales
Current Ratio
CR = CA / CL
Return On Capital Employed
ROCE = NP / (A-CL)
and etc. xD
7 months ago on today, I get to know someone who make me so in love with even until now. Lately a lot of stuffs going on as my 2nd sis is getting married on 3rd Of January 2010. Mama already bought me a RM 210 dinner dress for me for my 2nd sis’s wedding.
At this very moment, I feel my heart is aching and there is nothing I can do about it. Knowing he will be going out with her makes me even more heartache. It’s my fault for not born in sg. I blame myself for everything. I’m really sorry and I just wanted to say you have no idea how much I wanted to be really beside you. Bless you both. Hope you enjoyed your date, as long as you’re happy, I will try so hard to stand the pain I’m having now even though it is very painful for me. Been very sad for the past few days ever since my exam ends. Just came back from outside after going out with Siew Wai. She got herself a Myvi SE White color. She got it since 19th November. It was really so comfy and that is why I love Myvi so much.
I know you think of me as just a friend, and that crossing that line is the furthest thing from an option you’d ever consider. But I have to say it… I can’t talk to you without wanting to express my love for everything you are to me.
I wonder who will remember my birthday this year. Wonder how would my 22nd’s birthday will be. At this moment, I can only wish and hope for the best. Law of attraction says we must be positive and so we will attract positive things to us. :)
The past 1 week has been the worst days of my life, so I’m gonna skip it. Exam is getting nearer and nearer. I study everyday from day to late night. However, I decide to update my blog during my half hour of rest time. Lots of things happened in the past 1 week. I don’t want to talk about it because it was the worst week of my life in this year.
Human Resources Progress
75%
F&B Progress
50%
Management Accounting
40%
I’m gonna make all these to be 100% in this week!.
Gambateh Joey!
Everything will be fine, I’m studying very hard everyday. Gonna strive harder! I wanted to take this chance to thanks him for motivating me to study harder. Thanks a lot, I won’t be this motivated without your encouragement. Your supports means a lot to me. Thanks :) Gonna continue study. Aja aja fighting Joey! :)
Can’t really remember how, where and when did this photo been taken. But I do remember it was taken by my brother. I like this shirt though. The price? RM 39.90 so ends up didn’t buy and own it. However, it was Converse. :x I want this shirt. T.T
Too much had happen, too tough to go through, I can’t face it all by myself. Hereby, I would like to thanks a few person who go through it with me. Firstly, my jie who pei me cry. Secondly, my dear daughter dotti who pei me on phone till 3am+. Eyes got swollen, cried so much last night. It would be definitely the worst Friday ever.
People say when all bad things happen in a shot, good things will come. I truly hope so. I’m so sorry Mammi, I don’t mean to hide the incident from you, I know I shouldn’t. So Sorry. T.T
Took some pills from mama last night for my stomache. It didn’t cure my stomache. I run toilet for 3 times in the middle of the night again. T.T I made him angry because haven’t really go and see doctor for the stomache. So I ask bro to bring me to doc at 8am. I was told by the doctor that I had food poisoning and only allow to eat bread and drink 100 plus. Feeling so weak and suffer. T.T Didn’t attend classes as well. I want Christmas T.T
Mr. Stomache pay me a visit in the midnight. I run toilet for up to 5 times in a night, can you imagine that? Been eating plain porridge whole day today. T.T Watching mama they all eat pizza and I can only eat my plain porridge. >< No idea what did I ate until run toilet so many times. Skipped class due to this. After Mr. Fever went off then Mr. Stomache came by. Hopefully Mr. Flu and Mr. Sore Throat wont come and visit me. ><
Been studying everyday since the start of November. Promise someone to get good results mar, I will study more and work hard! Gambateh Joey! ^^
Found some pictures in my comp which I have dinner in Suria KLCC some time ago. I remember the taste was quite nice BUT quite expensive. But no choice lar, it’s normal for the price to be so ex in Suria KLCC, Tourist are all over in this building shopping and walking.
If not mistaken, this restaurant is situated around 4th Floor or 5th Floor in Suria KLCC. Honestly, the only thing that I can remember very clearly is that their price is really expensive because its only local Penang food. There are 2 version of this photo session. Before eaten and after eaten.
I wish I know how to fill in the quota that I’m lack of. I wish I’m good enough for anyone. I wish to sit in a hot air balloon and travel in the sky with the one I love. :)
Had Big Apple donuts with my best friend that day. What you all think about donuts? 3 things can be use to describe it.
Beautiful and Colorful
Easily full
and SWEET!! -___-
BUT, I do love to eat it sometimes. 2 piece enough le. Normally people would buy at least 6 piece in a box which is they call it half dozen. The most big box is a dozen which consist of 12 piece of donuts. The most old brand of donuts of what I can remember, its call Dunkin Donuts. Few years back it was the only brand of donuts I know. 2 years ago when I was having my industrial training in KL, I get to know of another brand of donuts by the name of J Co Donuts. Thanks to Catherine, she brought me to Pavilion food court and I saw this J Co Donut shop full of people queuing up to buy donuts. The queue was very long and full of people from children to old people. I got shocked when I see it for the first time. @.@
But honestly, their donuts is really more tasty compare to Dunkin Donuts and also Big Apple Donuts. I only get to know from my best friend that J Co Donut is actually origin from Jakarta Indonesia. J Co stands for Jakarta Corporation. Although both Big Apple Donuts and Dunkin Donuts is origin from USA but I still prefer J Co Donut more. :x
Big Apple Donuts & Coffee From USA.
J. Co Donuts & Coffee
My Favorite Donut Flavor, Tiramisu! XD
Dunkin Donuts From USA
In conclusion, J Co’s Donut Taste the best. *Rated by me :x*
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TZE YUIN! May you have a great ones. Best wishes from me to you. :)
Hope you won’t mind I use your photo to blog, cause it’s your birthday mar :x This year I even call to sg to wish you leh! Hope you like it :)
Been knowing you for almost 10 years now. Thanks for all the tolerations between us and also please forgive me if I made you angry in the past. Still remember that time we go tuition together and I always go to your house. We chit chat, we sms, we surf net in your house, and we eat very spicy tom yum mee together. Those days are still in my mind and will always be in my memories that we had together. We even write letter to each other. Haha. I bet you don’t remember already la. :x
The Letter
Your Signature :x
Once again, Happy Birthday Tze Yuin, friends forever, we must keep in touch :)
38.5 Celsius. I thought it was only slight fever when I use thermometer to check my body temperature after I feel so dizzy and can’t really walk properly. Head feel so heavy and feels like I’m fainting anything soon. I was then told its not slight fever, it’s a lot.
I’m those kind of people who doesn’t fever always but once I fever, it will be like very much fever. I think I will only fever for 2 or 3 times in a year. =S
A lot of foods are not allowed to eat when I’m in the sick condition like now. No fried food, no spicy food, in conclusion, porridge only. 3 things I did when I’m sick.
Drink a lot of water.
Eat porridge and no oily food or fried food *I want KFC T.T*
and
Rest More on bed.
I hate to be sick. >< I can only watch other people enjoying their pizza where I can’t T.T
Been thinking a lot about what I want in my life and my plans for my future. Wanted so much to work in sg after I clear my papers. After my exam next month, 3 more subjects to go! WOOTS! Gambateh neh Joey! =D
First thing of all, I must clear all my papers as soon as I can before I can graduate. I cannot afford another *R* word on my profile. I must no matter how spend more time to study! I swear to myself that I must graduate by December next year. I MUST! Too much time has been wasted!
We must not let despair or negative thing to manifest my life anymore! I remember what the secret teach me. We must be positive then only we can attracts the positive things to be happen. Yes!. :)
Due to the new opening of a food court near my house by the name of GP, I’ve met a lot of my old primary school friends. Min Yee, Chai Huey, Yu Mei, Zhen Hui, and a lot more. But, the most unexpected to met one is Shen Yao Guang. Ever since I finish my pri school, I never ever plan to meet him back ever in my life. But I just did. LOL -.- I remember in my memories of my pri school life, I don’t really like him much, used to hate him for some reason but it was too long ago, I don’t even remember a thing about him except his name. He didn’t change much so I can still recognize his face. Bah, I won’t be seeing him again I hope! =s
ARGH,
I REALLY CAN’T WAIT TO GO MY SG TRIP NEXT MONTH. ><
Finally, after waited for so long, the timetable for my final exam on next month finally came out.
1st December 2009, Tuesday
930am-1130am - People Management
12:30pm-2:30pm - F&B Operation
7th December 2009
930am-1130am - Management Accounting
Sigh, I only left with less than 1 month’s time to study, but I’m not feeling well since few days ago. I promised someone to get all B for this semester. I know it’s hard but I must study harder! Gambateh Joey! ^^
God please bless me with lots of luck in my coming exam. Thanks for the blessings :)
Had dinner at Olivenz. I heard that their spaghetti is quite nice, so we went there. It was quite a happy night, did a lot of talking and laughing. It was a quite happy thing to spend time with the one we care :) I ordered Black Pepper Chicken Spaghetti. It is really so so hot. My face turn so red after eating it. Tasted Red Wine Chicken Chop as well, and I actually prefer more on it. I seriously doesn’t like red wine much but this chicken chop really taste quite good. :)
Got intro by my best friend, said this is a very great film and so watched it together with my third sis. He watched it for over 3 times. Bought this together with the movie I watched yesterday - He’s just not that into you.
This story is about a new born baby who is born old. His skin is exactly like the skin of an old man rather than the skin of a baby which is much more gentle. He is ages backward. Unlike any of us, he grows younger and younger as day goes by. Watching everyone around him leave him one after another. T.T
“I was born under unusual circumstances.” I would say this movie is a quite touching and sad movie. It’s rather torturing watching the people we love die before us. Due to he’s ages backwards, he had an unusual journey of life. Been through a lot of things different than how we normally gone through. I would give 8/10 for this movie because it really touches my heart so much when he die in the hand of the woman he love, Daisy’s hand, as a baby.
Watch this movie because Er Jie ask me to watch. She said it’s a good movie and I should watch it. It was quite an educational movie. I give it 8 / 10.
Some of the quotes is true,
“Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up. If a guy punches you he likes you. Never try to trim your own bangs and someday you will meet a wonderful guy and get your very own happy ending. Every movie we see, Every story we're told implores us to wait for it, the third act twist, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule. But sometimes we're so focused on finding our happy ending we don't learn how to read the signs. How to tell from the ones who want us and the ones who don't, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave. And maybe a happy ending doesn't include a guy, maybe... it's you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future. Maybe the happy ending is... just... moving on. Or maybe the happy ending is this, knowing after all the unreturned phone calls, broken-hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment you never gave up hope.”
But seriously, Scarlett Johansson do have a very good body shape. I totally agree with my brother and understands why he made her as his Goddess.
Christmas has always been a warm season of all the year. Although it’s always end of the year, but I love Christmas. Christmas this year is meant to be more special compare to the past few years because I’m gonna celebrate it in Singapore. It’s been year I wanted to celebrate my Christmas in Singapore because they said Singapore has the most beautiful lightings during Christmas time. Bonus is, I plan to meet some important persons when I go Singapore next month. The first to meet is of course my aunt and my dear cousins because I’ll be staying at their house. Secondly, it would be my jie. I wanted to spend lots of time with her, wandering around and talk non stop. That’s if she is free to meet up with me. =/ But most of all, the one I wanted to meet the most, is him. I know it’s not a sure that he will even wants to meet me, but I really really hope and wanted to meet up with him and spend time with him even just for a while. I can’t wait till Christmas. >< How I wish I can turn the time faster, so Christmas will be here when I wake up tomorrow morning. Sigh, I know it’s not possible at all. I’m just dreaming. ><
A lot has been said and I know it very well. I will try harder. >< A lot of bad things keep on happen to me, I cannot handle this alone, can anyone supports me? Comfort me and console me by pop-up me on msn? T.T I know bad times will go, there will be sunshine after the rain, but I really need someone to tell me that now. ><
Got complained for keeping on drinking the same drink - *Chocolate Cream Chip*, and so ordered this Green Tea Frap with my brother that day. It actually taste quite good, although at first didn’t get used to it when I first taste it. But after few taste of it, it actually taste quite nice. :)
Had a good talk with my brother. It was a good talk with my brother that night. I even cried in the car while we on our way back home. Thought of something, feel heart pain. All I want is only someone whom I love to cares about me and talk to me, why is it so hard? Or is it too much to ask? >< Tell me? ><
After Mr. Chow’s class, all of us went to Kalai Curry House together with Ms. Rachel and Puan. Lela. Me as usual took some photos. I love to take photos, just simply anything or any occasions anywhere anytime when I feel like taking.
Patricia’s Meal
Patricia :)
Cheerful and Happy Judee :)
Fiona :)
Kah Men :)
Ms. Rachel and Puan. Lela :)
And Lastly, My Roti Telur Without Onion :x
P/s: Happy Birthday to Calvin Loh. May you have a great ones with Tze Yuin lar :) But I bet you both sure had a great time together :) May you both happy together always :) You both looks as match as always, Bless you both :)
