Everything Back To Normal Again~~

lately...after all important event passed...everyone's life is back to normal again...those who are working, back to work again...those who are having holiday for the past one week...back to Uni or College again~~

yday accidentaly met ah xiang ,karhing and wai kin them at college...me, karhing and ah xiang is already 3 yrs ++ frens...but yesterday when i saw them...we just waved and smile...it really sounds like as if we just know for months...sigh...luna say tat sro brought us together...and oso tears us apart..and maybe its true...i feel so distance with them..i don like this at all...hate this process...but just cant help it ><"

mid term exams are coming next week...gotta study alr...if not...wont be able to pass...

last nite shin tong and ah kang come to my house to play mahjong with me...they came around 6pm...we play untill 9:30pm...they should have gone back earlier...but due to heavy rain...they stay untill the rain is stop...which is at 9:30pm...and while playing mahjong...i asked them whether will they confess to someone they like when they know will be rejected for sure...they say they wont confess if they know...i think so too...because there's no point to confess where u know willl be a confirm rejects...however...this morning luna told me...the point of me to confess appears to be the only way that i can stop liking him...so...i think ill just pick a time to confess..sighhh...i know no one will pity me...

sometimes i hate myself of asking craps...but i just wan to confirm...why cant xiu min just understand? she just seem to treat others better than me...><" i really so useless ...><"