Friday, February 11, 2005

Chinese New Yr lo....wOOt~~~~~(repost)

hahaha....finally....its chinese new yr hmm....happy new yr to all my frens in the whole world la...hahaha....this yr...my father gives quite alot of ang pao...last yr was 280...this yr is 380...so happy leh...i told this to my goh...he jokingly say..."show off ar?"...hahahaha....im not la...but im quite happy la...i think totall all my ang pao money...got Rm430+...hahaha...so happy leh...hmm..think if need to use to buy something tat i wan...or put it in the bank lo...mayb this yr...ill get myself an atm card..haha..last yr cant...cos it needs to be 18 to get an atm card..so...i will get it this yr...

hmm...today is "nian chu er"...guess wat...i alr visited all my father's relatives...tomolo...no need go other placese...can stay at home alr ler...yay...yahoo~~...

Honestly,im an immpatient person...everytime my dad go visit his relatives...my maximum time for me at my relatives house is jus about half hour...short eh?hahaha...well...tats me...=P..once it pass half hour at my relatives house...i will starting to push my dad hand and show him im getting boring alr..and wants to go home asap...lolz...kinda childish eh...hahaha...immature ba..haha...not so mature yet la..im jus 17+...many things i still need to lrn...and it needs time...

today when i go my relatives house...i saw a pretty gal...shes pretty enough...jus abit fat...i would think if shes thin abit...sure looks so attrative...and every each time i saw pretty gal...i will some negatives+positives mixed de thinking...the negative thinking is..."see..ppl so pretty..u leh..haiz..."ill jus keep dissapointed...the positive thinking is..."mayb im not pretty as her...but i know myself not the pretty type of gal...im the cute type of gal..."tats makes me feel better...and helps me in raising my self-confidence...

hmm...im thinking...how to celebrate valentines this yr...hmm..mayb ill jus go listen to some loves songs...and watch tv...mayb will got loves movies...wont makes me feel boring la...

hmm...i hv a fren name raine(carie)...shes a nice gal..and nice fren to chat with...although shes 24 this yr..but her sound was soo nice...no wonder vxxxxxn will fall for her...i think if im a boy...i will also fall for her...she got a pretty faces..and sweet sound...sadly...she hv the all thing tat i don hv...such as pretty faces...and sweet sound...mayb i wont care for pretty faces...but i do wans a sweet sound...haha...but the truth is...i don hv a sweet sound...hahaha...i guess ill jus hv to accept the sound tats given by god starts from the day i born...and one thing so important tat i must lrn from raine(carie)...and tat is...always keep myself happy and smiles more...its so important i think...ill try to keep myself happy always from now on...

sometimes...i will think so much thing...and i will tell all my thinking to my goh...and sometimes...i makes him worry bout me...i wan to say...sorry goh...makes u worry for me...next time i wont de la...

i guess ill stop it here this time...continue next time ba...

To Be ContinuE~~~~

Best Regards,

Joeychong

Wednesday, February 9, 2005

its new thing~~

Im writting blog again..hmm..this time...mayb will long abit..but as i think...my fren wont mind reading it la...haha...today...its new yr eve...everyone should so happy bout it...but not for me...today...for no reason...all bad things...happens to me...makes me feeling wan to cry...but at the end...i dint...mayb its life ba...life contents happy things and sad things...mayb ur sad now...but u wont be suprise to know tat...ur kinda happy..mayb few hours later la...who knows..hahaha..Lets jus hope tat...god bless me..will be more happy and more lucky tomolo...

Arg...haiz...get argue with my 3rd sis again...haiz...i wish one day i could go a place...tat the place...is without her at there..im alr tired beeing arguing with her...we've been arguing since im 10...now im alr 17 nearly 18...i alr feel so tired..i feel so suffer living with her in a same room...i hv 3 sis and a younger brother...for my 1st and 2nd sis and my younger brother...we can jokes and play together...as for my 3rd sis...i cant...opps i mean we cant...shes too serious..and too sensitif..among all my sisters and brothers...shes the one tat we cant communicate with...dono why...haiz...don talk bout her la....

Im now listening a nice song...name "wo men(shi shi ke ke)"..its sing by a quite famous rock band in tw..name Mayday(wu yue tian) they were so nice...

Valentines day is coming...aiks...its sad to know tat...im still celebrate it alone this yr...i wonder when will i celebrate with someone tat i really likes or loves..hahaha...aiks...its alr normal for me...for ive been singles for yrs...haha..actually...i know why...im tat type of gal tat don dare to tell a guy even if i really likes tat guy...mayb becos i doesn't looks pretty la...not a pretty gal though...and low in self-confidence...but luckily..i got a bunch of frens of mine...keep encouraging me to hv more self-confidence...i will raise my self-confidence...jus mayb abit slow ba...aha..i think so..my younger brother even say...u hv nothing to let a guy to likes u...ouch...tat hurts me..hmm..mayb hes true ba..dono..

well..i found out tat...im a person who will very easily get desperated...easily get sad person...i think...next time if i find bf...must need to find a happy and cheerfull person...who can makes me feel so happy all the time...if not...2 person sad together...lol..tats sad....hahaha...

hmm....its alr long enough i think...ill continue this next time...

To Be ContinuE~~~~~~~~~

Best Regards,

Joey

Sunday, February 6, 2005

Hmm..something about myself....

hmm....today i created my own blog.....dono why....my mood now very very unstable....haha...mayb get bored by 4 of my frens at vent.....haha...they are crazy....sometimes...we can hv lots of fun jus be in the vent..its really so fun to know and be with them there...hmm....happy to know them too...hehe^^

sigh~~haiz....someone suddenly flash tru my mind....aha....tats him......i dono wats he's thinking...a ppl i never met b4 in rl....a fren of mine...im thinking.....the chances tat meeting up with him is too.....immposible....mayb im jus too...sensitive...or thinking too much of something tat immposible will happens....like my goh say..."ImPpOsIbLe~~"....sigh...i know ~>_<~....

im starting to feel so erm...stupid....haha...actually i created a blog...jus becos im realy so boring...and noting to do...probably...thinking...how to makes myself...lives more happy everyday....in my thinking...its ok if today not happy....ill jus always hopes...tat tomolo will be more happy and more lucky...

Something is very abnormal...tat day...i told a fren of mine name Seal...tat i write diary...and he say..."its so waste time writting diary"...well...i started to write diary since im 13...i still remember...at yr 2000...december...when im arranging something with my mom...in my father's office basement...i found a diary book...then..i was so happy...since then...i started to write diary till now...Now...writting diary alr becomes a part of my life...i must write diary everyday...its alr makes me think tat....writting diary is a thing i must do everyday,every year ,and every months...mayb some ppl will think...writting diary is wasting our time...but i don think so...its really kinda happy...reviewing those happy memories...i hv...was so happy...but when i saw those diary i wrote...when im 14...was very childish...and very stupid...my diary contents bout who im liking when im 14...how was the situation...all this stuff..lol...makes me laugh untill cant stop..haha...wkakakaka...diaries makes me get some experience from the pass mistake tat i did...so tat i wont be re-doing it again...

hmm...my blogs too long...ill continue next time...tat's all for now 1st...

To Be ContinuE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


Best Regards,

Joeychong

Saturday, February 5, 2005

Repost

hmm....today i created my own blog.....dono why....my mood now very very unstable....haha...mayb get bored by 4 of my frens at vent.....haha...they are crazy....sometimes...we can hv lots of fun jus be in the vent..its really so fun to know and be with them there...hmm....happy to know them too...hehe^^sigh~~haiz....someone suddenly flash tru my mind....aha....tats him......i dono wats he's thinking...a ppl i never met b4 in rl....a fren of mine...im thinking.....the chances tat meeting up with him is too.....immposible....mayb im jus too...sensitive...or thinking too much of something tat immposible will happens....like my goh say..."ImPpOsIbLe~~"....sigh...i know ~>_<~....im starting to feel so erm...stupid....haha...actually i created a blog...jus becos im realy so boring...and noting to do...probably...thinking...how to makes myself...lives more happy everyday....in my thinking...its ok if today not happy....ill jus always hopes...tat tomolo will be more happy and more lucky...Something is very abnormal...tat day...i told a fren of mine name Seal...tat i write diary...and he say..."its so waste time writting diary"...well...i started to write diary since im 13...i still remember...at yr 2000...december...when im arranging something with my mom...in my father's office basement...i found a diary book...then..i was so happy...since then...i started to write diary till now...Now...writting diary alr becomes a part of my life...i must write diary everyday...its alr makes me think tat....writting diary is a thing i must do everyday,every year ,and every months...mayb some ppl will think...writting diary is wasting our time...but i don think so...its really kinda happy...reviewing those happy memories...i hv...was so happy...but when i saw those diary i wrote...when im 14...was very childish...and very stupid...my diary contents bout who im liking when im 14...how was the situation...all this stuff..lol...makes me laugh untill cant stop..haha...wkakakaka...diaries makes me get some experience from the pass mistake tat i did...so tat i wont be re-doing it again...hmm...my blogs too long...ill continue next time...tat's all for now 1st...To Be ContinuE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Best Regards,Joeychong

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