Recovery From Pain

okok fine...its been a time since my last post...after my recovery from the pain of knowing some truth, I'm back to normal again...recently was rushing my assignments...and only found out how worst is my understanding...urgh..><" recently a classmate of mine seems like refuse to talk to me...when starting, I just remain silent and do nothing....but then I can't stand it and keep wondering why is he doing tat? So I smsed him...and he reply me"no...la.." but indeed I felt he did... on Friday night, sonny, a friend of my sis(who is a computer Pros) came straight away from my KL to my house to gather because they are going redang island tat night with sonny, Eric, my sis and her bf..At around 11:40pm, they went out to take the bus...and so I bring bibi to my room to sleep with me...^^

also on Friday night, i had a chat with ah xiang, he told me to say everything out of my heart...he said is not good to keep everything in my heart and without saying it out...however I didn't admit nor admit that i like him last time...from the way he talks, his hint is like asking me not to waste my time on him...however its a good thing thought...maybe because he don't wish to waste my time too. He said in this world, there are still many things except relationships thing...do what ever I wish and like...and I totally agree with him...

Last night, foo choy (ah choy) came back from genting...my goh, habby, ah xiang and karhing went out to yum cha with them...I know that I can’t go so I just wish them happy on tat night...

Have to go down to help mom to bath rocky, tats all for this time...^^

Joey

a day after my god brother chiaw hoe's bday

Yesterday was my god brother chiaw hoe's bday...and i was very no mood coz i lost my pendrive....yesterday when i log in sro, trying to find someone to talk to,....but i never knew they all were helping dragon coz dragon's name was in red...everyone is killing him...and i felt more no mood after no on has talk to me...b4 i close sro, i told them im very not in a good mood and i saw they asking me why by the time the game couting time for me to log out...not long after that my god brother msg me and ask me not to be in a bad mood...and i was so shock with his sms...however..althought i feel sad for the lost of my pendrive, instead i made him worry me even on his bday...i really feel sorry for him..sorry goh...><"...

recently i know that susan's family having some quarell...i may not be one of her those best frens...but i do care for all of my frens...well...i tried to care for her...mayb she does seems to appreciate it or mayb she dint know about it...hopefully she can stand strong n every problem of her facing now can be solve asap...i really envy her...coz when something bad happens to her...she get alot of caring...honestly i rather to be like her and get caring from my frens...silly me hor? hahaha...*sigh*...i wonder if any of my frens can show some caring towards me? i suppose even there is...not much as susan did...

well...thats all about how i feel today....will be continue~~~

Joey