好想你

此刻 好多的感触  心痛得就要哭了 其实眼泪在眼里打转着

姐说，会过去的。 是的，此刻的一切 都会成为过去，但是 ♥还是不停地痛着

心想说，可以放得下。。。事实却是已经尝试了一段时间

却依然想念 好像大声地告诉他，傻佬，我好想你，尤其是你叫我傻婆的时候

你曾经问我说，喜欢你的陪伴吗？我说是的。。。

你说过会抽时间陪我的，怎么都忘了呢?

我喜欢你，我想你大概也是知道，曾经你也说过：我知道你对我很好 可是。。。。。

你说你习惯了一个人的生活 一个人的时间  就是习惯了 “一个人”

你却不知道我心里 是多么的想在你身边 陪你

最近常常听到 韦礼安 唱着 ”多希望在你身边的是我“

毫无保留的唱出我的心声。。但是你的坚持 把我推得远远地

即使对你再好 你也不会被我感动到吧。。。

我真的好想你。。。。你毕竟在我心里都住几年了

却无能为力。。。。好无奈啊。

Azzura

It was quite an experience but don't really like it much. Maybe I'm born a non club person ha-ha. Free drinks is the only good thing in my point.

Unbearable

No one knows how much I wanted to be with my family. But my money is running and I'm in debt. This is the only fastest way to clear my debt and able to go travel around the world with my friends. 

 

I just wanted a year to go out and see a different world and then I'll come back. Perhaps it's childish to some people. It's not that I'm thinking things will be easy for me out in singapore but I wanted to experience different things while I still can.

 

I wish someone could understand me at this very moment, but then again I can only hope for the best. Wish me luck peeps.

 

Front view

First time sitting on such view, feel abit weird though :x 

2014 2014?

Today is a day it is said to  appear only 19 years once. A day just happens to be 元宵 aka *Zhap Goh Meh* falls on the same day as Valentines Day. Haha. “Happy Valentines Day” Sor Lou wished me on apps.

My thought for today is, “Rather being alone than celebrating today with someone I don’t love. “  I can’t guarantee my plaster is useful on your wound, but I will always be there holding a plaster whenever you need.

It’s been years since that incident happened. I’m not sure if this is fated, the day when we were talking about what we thought of each other, its the same day 3 years later you got your heart broken for the first time. What is the god trying to tell me? It sounds creepy but it really shocked me when I read back our chat log 3 years back.

You may not know but you have a special place in my heart since that *Thor* story night.

However, Happy Valentines Day, Sor Lou. :)