Changes

I can feel something’s changed. I’m the kind of person who will wish and hope things to be certain as it is. I hate changes especially when the changes is inter-relation with me. I was told that everything happens for a reason, but changes between us? I don’t know. I’ve been feeling so panic for a long time now….2 months? I feel so panic and lost and am currently dying to find out a solution or perhaps a reason. I know this might sound so stupid and silly.

I keep asking myself and telling myself that I MIGHT be thinking too much. But as time goes by, it’s not just purely thinking too much. I can sense something is wrong but I just don’t know what it is. I hate this feeling I’m having now. Could you please tell me what is wrong between us? All this while we’ve been so close because we are best friends. But what changes between us? I’m still me, are you still you?

I just need you to tell me everything is fine and nothing is wrong between us, it’s just you’re busy with some other stuffs now? ><

Our Shots <3

Let thy photos do the talking :P

Best Friends are Forever :)

In the church

Happy Friends ^^

3 Happy Guy

Purple Ladies :P

Yu Zhang and Me ^^

Happy Faces

With Penny together :)

2 Leng Lui :P

*Lou Sai* @ Xue Zhang and Me :)

Me and Nicole :P

Amber and Me :P

Happiness. :)

Finally, my dear little niece is 1 month old. :) May she grow up happily and safely. ^^

Today, on the other hand, it’s also both my colleague’s wedding, Daniel and Cindy. Happy Wedding :)

This was my first time attending church wedding. We always see how those Ang Mo getting married in a movie, a show or even in a video. But this time, I experienced it and I feel so touching when the moment both Daniel and Cindy say the vows to each other, promised to each other to be true to each other, love and care for each other for the rest of their lives. However, this kind of wedding is really simple and relax, no rushing, less headaches. I like this type of wedding, same goes to Ivan. Guess this kind of wedding is just make people feel relax. Chinese tradition wedding is much much complicated in comparison.

The song I’m listening was intro by my best friend. We both love piano songs, it somehow soothes our soul, this song always bring me to a peaceful world in myself. I feel so relax and peace every single time listening to it. Life does go on no matter how bad your day is, no one knows what will happened ahead and we can only stay positive and focus on what we are doing every single day. Thanks so much to my best friend Ivan, I am far more positive now compare to last time. I tend to think things in a more positive way nowadays. :)

Lately, some phrase keeps on rolling in my mind, *What will be, will be*. What is meant to be, it will meant by itself someday. Maybe not yet, maybe not now, but if something is meant to be, then it will eventually.

I know we should focus on what we want for our future, and that we should always look forward rather than look backward. The world just doesn’t goes that way. However, I am someone who always love to put myself into a time slot which already passed, and review back everything in that *past time* slot. Time does not wait for anyone and we should always cherish every moment we are having now cause these moments may not be the same anymore in the future. Ivan always tell me that we all should be always grateful and thankful of what we have now. Gee, I’m missing the old days so so much now. But I feel so glad that I cherished every moment in my life.

I have a job to do, I have wonderful parents and family, I have awesome best friends, I can afford to buy things I like *depends whether I am keen enough to buy that stuff :x*, I have my dearest brother who loves me and sisters who always be there for me and care about me, I have a superb cute and adorable bibi to hug. ^^ I feel so thankful and grateful. Thanks God for giving all these to me. :) I might not be a wonderful person, but I tried my best in doing everything. *Komawo* *Gam Unn Ah* ^.Y

 

Baby Girl @ 06/10/10 :)

Finally, my 2nd sis born a beautiful baby girl. It was early in the morning, right before I going out for work, mom received a call from my 2nd sis saying she feels something is not right and therefore my brother in law packed all her stuffs and rushed to the hospital. It was 7:50am when they call.

Right after I reach my work place at 830am, I began to feel so excited and waiting my mom’s call telling me that my sis has give birth. I waited and waited, until lunch time, I was on my way to pack my lunch, I called my mom and she told me the good news. Daddy, my eldest sis, together with my younger brother are in the car going to hospital to see my sis. I feel more happy to know both are safe :) Baby was born at 1130am.

Went there straight after finish work at 6pm (Actually asked my superior’s permission to go back early) =x Mom said we will go after dinner so after dinner around 830pm we went there together with my 2nd brother in law. Reach there and saw Ah Foong *My 2nd brother in law’s brother* is there with his gf. We all are so excited and happy to see baby and she is so adorable when she sleep :)

Can’t wait to see her to start mumbling because wanted to learn talking and crawling everywhere :P

 

 

 

Welcome to your new world, 陈欣宁 :)

Happy Birthday My Dear Best Friend.

Happy Birthday to my dearest best friend, Ivan.

Thought couldn’t celebrate with you but I’m glad you’re happy during your birthday. That what’s matter the most, right?

Hopefully you will like the present that I bought for you. For I personally think it’s very nice and useful

22nd August 2010 (Know you since one year ago ^^)

I know I always make you feel so disappointed in me when I were quite negative before this. From the day we know each other, you already told me about what the *Secret* teaches us. Thanks for not giving up on me, thanks for always supporting me when I need it the most. Best Friends forever :)

 

Best Friend.

Glad that I found 3 in my life so far. I love my best friends. Hope they will love me the same way too

As time passes by, the date is getting closer and closer each day. Feeling unbearable? Yes, definitely. I will surely miss all of them Who would I miss the most when I leave? I would say its Felicia, Stella, and Stephy. I love to see Felicia especially when she smiles. So sweet and pretty, plus her skin is very fair ^^. I love to talk to Stella or call her Stella Dior instead of Teoh. She is so funny and often makes me laugh so happily. Working life become so less dull without her, in fact, she brightens up my day everyday when I’m sad or moody or just got scolded by customers. Stephy, most probably is because I feel closer to her more because we know each other since we are in the college. She has a quite good looking handsome boyfriend. Most importantly she’s very into movies and we can always talk about movies or tv series.

4 months in DiGi, I’ve known nice colleagues, learned about the work life in a telco company, experienced difficult customers and understand customer’s frustration and feelings. Actually most of them are not totally fussy, they just want us to understand how they feel when some circumstances happened. From my experience, every customers who come and fuss at me, I will listen to them about why they are so fuss and try to help them resolve by showing them that I understand how they feel. Apart from my job, I’m a consumer too, so its understandable sometimes. Luckily my father didn’t subscribe any line with digi, else it will be the biggest headache for us all :x *Zipped*

Jaz left me with no replies. Tried to message him but still no reply. Lost all my hope and stop sms-ing him anymore. Darling just came back from her trip in China, always wanting to play audi with her but every time she’s with ping guo for sure because they are audi couples mar. It somehow makes me feel so uncomfortable seeing them in pairs when I’m alone. I really hope to find a stable relationship, God, please bless me to find someone good soon, I don’t need someone rich, just caring and funny and non-smoker. That’s the only things I asked for. :(


Till then, I want a boyfriend. :( 

E m p t y .

Feeling a little relax after submitting my *FINALIZED* industrial report just now at 6:50pm. This report has been postponed by ME 3 years ago to further notice due to to my laziness. Can’t help it bah, lazy lazy me :x

It’s has been 3 days since Ivan went to Shah Alam for his training. At this very moment, I feel so…empty. Got no idea why do I feel so but this is how I feel now. I’m not sure if Ivan reads the email I sent to him a night before his leaving to Shah Alam last Sunday. Even though I didn’t manage to get the job, I’m still glad that he’s into this now, a bright future is waiting for him. Honestly, I feel more happy back then before we both work together in the same place. We talk on the phone, we go out together, those were no longer there ever since we work at the same place, but in fact, more arguments. I feel so sad every time after we argue. I hate this feelings of us arguing even though It’s about me mostly. I really wish we can back to how we used to be. By the 22nd of this month, it will be the day we both know each other for 1 year. 1 year ago we met in Starbucks and we became best friends in 2 months time. Haha, time flies I guess.  Of all the photos we took together, this is my favorite.

Something shocked me so much when I surf through facebook. Sen is married and with a 1 and half year old son! Omgoshhh *Heartbroken* wahahaha joking de, I used to admire him so much back in Dorsett. He is just so cute and handsome, however, my deepest blessings for you sen and your wife and the cute cute junior sen.

Just finish talking with gor gor on the phone. I told him about my contract ending in September. He told me he bought SC2 LOL. Star craft 2 I mean. *Uh Hum* It has been so long for the star craft fans because it somehow took too long a time to finish this masterpiece. It been so long since we both last talk on the phone and also meet up. We talked for almost an hour and was enjoy with it, he’s always my favorite gor gor ^^

Another 5 weeks of time my eldest sis is getting married and so is the ending of my contract in DiGi. I’m going to have little nephew on October. Looking forward soo much to meet my cute little nephew~ ^^ Thought of go for a vacation when my contract ends.

Still considering about buying iPod Touch. Discussed with bro and asked for his opinion. Waiting for his answer

Till then, that’s all for now. Peace

I truly hope so.

World Cup.

Sent my dear pinky to the *hospital*, hopefully she can recover as soon as possible :)

Temporary the issues is solved, everything seems to be so peaceful in the office now. I fall sick on Wednesday night and so my mom took me to the clinic. Vomited for the first time right before I was about to get into the car. Luckily I grabbed a plastic bag earlier as a preparation in case I vomit suddenly.

Feel sooo much better after vomited for the first time. Went into the car after that and went to clinic. Waited for 45 mins till my turn to get treatment from the doctor. This time was his wife, Dr. Tan. She’s a very kind and patience doctor *her husband is kind and patience too, just that she’s more detail in terms of explanation =p*

I got flu, slight fever, sore throat, and gassy stomach. Gave me 4 type of meds and got one day mc. Today is the day our centre to start renovation and we will be temporary using the marketing’s side office as our temporary office for the customers.

Tonight the match is gonna be excited. Germany Vs Argentina. Who will win? HAHAHAHA! No one knows. Because the results nowadays are totally OUT OF EXPECTATION =p

Good Luck to any team that wins :)

Cheers People :)

Hurtful

Can anyone define possessive for me? Towards someone tat i really love before, i am possessive, but towards him I'm not. I admit i do like him a little bit, but i ain't possessive towards him. My heart is so pain, i feel so bad now.

♥ ing This Song So Much ^^

Taking a trip down memory lane
Things have changed One thing remains
That they will always have each other
And even though those days have gone
They know here is where they belong
There’s some kinda magic in the air
Feel the warmth
That only summer breezes can bring
Sweet little notes of spring begin
Nothing to fear

Taking one step at a time
Walking hand in hand
1 2 3 4
Cheek to cheek
And They’re learning How to do that dance
Let this love be forever more they say
I wish for this, to be true for you and me
Holding her close he leading the way
Out at the park Enjoying the Day
And you can tell They’ll be ok
Feel the warmth
That only summer breezes can bring
Sweet little notes of spring begin
Nothing to fear
Taking one step at a time
Walking hand in hand
1 2 3 4
Cheek to cheek
And They’re learning How to do that dance
Let this love be forever more they say
I wish for this, to be true for you and me

Taking one step at a time
Walking hand in hand
1 2 3 4
Cheek to cheek
And They’re learning How to do that dance
Let this love be forever more they say
I wish for this, to be true for you and me
To be true for you and me
To be true for you and me
You and me
You and me

Friendship

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