Our Shots <3

Let thy photos do the talking :P

Best Friends are Forever :)

In the church

Happy Friends ^^

3 Happy Guy

Purple Ladies :P

Yu Zhang and Me ^^

Happy Faces

With Penny together :)

2 Leng Lui :P

*Lou Sai* @ Xue Zhang and Me :)

Me and Nicole :P

Amber and Me :P

Happiness. :)

Finally, my dear little niece is 1 month old. :) May she grow up happily and safely. ^^

Today, on the other hand, it’s also both my colleague’s wedding, Daniel and Cindy. Happy Wedding :)

This was my first time attending church wedding. We always see how those Ang Mo getting married in a movie, a show or even in a video. But this time, I experienced it and I feel so touching when the moment both Daniel and Cindy say the vows to each other, promised to each other to be true to each other, love and care for each other for the rest of their lives. However, this kind of wedding is really simple and relax, no rushing, less headaches. I like this type of wedding, same goes to Ivan. Guess this kind of wedding is just make people feel relax. Chinese tradition wedding is much much complicated in comparison.

The song I’m listening was intro by my best friend. We both love piano songs, it somehow soothes our soul, this song always bring me to a peaceful world in myself. I feel so relax and peace every single time listening to it. Life does go on no matter how bad your day is, no one knows what will happened ahead and we can only stay positive and focus on what we are doing every single day. Thanks so much to my best friend Ivan, I am far more positive now compare to last time. I tend to think things in a more positive way nowadays. :)

Lately, some phrase keeps on rolling in my mind, *What will be, will be*. What is meant to be, it will meant by itself someday. Maybe not yet, maybe not now, but if something is meant to be, then it will eventually.

I know we should focus on what we want for our future, and that we should always look forward rather than look backward. The world just doesn’t goes that way. However, I am someone who always love to put myself into a time slot which already passed, and review back everything in that *past time* slot. Time does not wait for anyone and we should always cherish every moment we are having now cause these moments may not be the same anymore in the future. Ivan always tell me that we all should be always grateful and thankful of what we have now. Gee, I’m missing the old days so so much now. But I feel so glad that I cherished every moment in my life.

I have a job to do, I have wonderful parents and family, I have awesome best friends, I can afford to buy things I like *depends whether I am keen enough to buy that stuff :x*, I have my dearest brother who loves me and sisters who always be there for me and care about me, I have a superb cute and adorable bibi to hug. ^^ I feel so thankful and grateful. Thanks God for giving all these to me. :) I might not be a wonderful person, but I tried my best in doing everything. *Komawo* *Gam Unn Ah* ^.Y

 

Baby Girl @ 06/10/10 :)

Finally, my 2nd sis born a beautiful baby girl. It was early in the morning, right before I going out for work, mom received a call from my 2nd sis saying she feels something is not right and therefore my brother in law packed all her stuffs and rushed to the hospital. It was 7:50am when they call.

Right after I reach my work place at 830am, I began to feel so excited and waiting my mom’s call telling me that my sis has give birth. I waited and waited, until lunch time, I was on my way to pack my lunch, I called my mom and she told me the good news. Daddy, my eldest sis, together with my younger brother are in the car going to hospital to see my sis. I feel more happy to know both are safe :) Baby was born at 1130am.

Went there straight after finish work at 6pm (Actually asked my superior’s permission to go back early) =x Mom said we will go after dinner so after dinner around 830pm we went there together with my 2nd brother in law. Reach there and saw Ah Foong *My 2nd brother in law’s brother* is there with his gf. We all are so excited and happy to see baby and she is so adorable when she sleep :)

Can’t wait to see her to start mumbling because wanted to learn talking and crawling everywhere :P

 

 

 

Welcome to your new world, 陈欣宁 :)

Happy Birthday My Dear Best Friend.

Happy Birthday to my dearest best friend, Ivan.

Thought couldn’t celebrate with you but I’m glad you’re happy during your birthday. That what’s matter the most, right?

Hopefully you will like the present that I bought for you. For I personally think it’s very nice and useful

22nd August 2010 (Know you since one year ago ^^)

I know I always make you feel so disappointed in me when I were quite negative before this. From the day we know each other, you already told me about what the *Secret* teaches us. Thanks for not giving up on me, thanks for always supporting me when I need it the most. Best Friends forever :)

 

Best Friend.

Glad that I found 3 in my life so far. I love my best friends. Hope they will love me the same way too

As time passes by, the date is getting closer and closer each day. Feeling unbearable? Yes, definitely. I will surely miss all of them Who would I miss the most when I leave? I would say its Felicia, Stella, and Stephy. I love to see Felicia especially when she smiles. So sweet and pretty, plus her skin is very fair ^^. I love to talk to Stella or call her Stella Dior instead of Teoh. She is so funny and often makes me laugh so happily. Working life become so less dull without her, in fact, she brightens up my day everyday when I’m sad or moody or just got scolded by customers. Stephy, most probably is because I feel closer to her more because we know each other since we are in the college. She has a quite good looking handsome boyfriend. Most importantly she’s very into movies and we can always talk about movies or tv series.

4 months in DiGi, I’ve known nice colleagues, learned about the work life in a telco company, experienced difficult customers and understand customer’s frustration and feelings. Actually most of them are not totally fussy, they just want us to understand how they feel when some circumstances happened. From my experience, every customers who come and fuss at me, I will listen to them about why they are so fuss and try to help them resolve by showing them that I understand how they feel. Apart from my job, I’m a consumer too, so its understandable sometimes. Luckily my father didn’t subscribe any line with digi, else it will be the biggest headache for us all :x *Zipped*

Jaz left me with no replies. Tried to message him but still no reply. Lost all my hope and stop sms-ing him anymore. Darling just came back from her trip in China, always wanting to play audi with her but every time she’s with ping guo for sure because they are audi couples mar. It somehow makes me feel so uncomfortable seeing them in pairs when I’m alone. I really hope to find a stable relationship, God, please bless me to find someone good soon, I don’t need someone rich, just caring and funny and non-smoker. That’s the only things I asked for. :(


Till then, I want a boyfriend. :( 

E m p t y .

Feeling a little relax after submitting my *FINALIZED* industrial report just now at 6:50pm. This report has been postponed by ME 3 years ago to further notice due to to my laziness. Can’t help it bah, lazy lazy me :x

It’s has been 3 days since Ivan went to Shah Alam for his training. At this very moment, I feel so…empty. Got no idea why do I feel so but this is how I feel now. I’m not sure if Ivan reads the email I sent to him a night before his leaving to Shah Alam last Sunday. Even though I didn’t manage to get the job, I’m still glad that he’s into this now, a bright future is waiting for him. Honestly, I feel more happy back then before we both work together in the same place. We talk on the phone, we go out together, those were no longer there ever since we work at the same place, but in fact, more arguments. I feel so sad every time after we argue. I hate this feelings of us arguing even though It’s about me mostly. I really wish we can back to how we used to be. By the 22nd of this month, it will be the day we both know each other for 1 year. 1 year ago we met in Starbucks and we became best friends in 2 months time. Haha, time flies I guess.  Of all the photos we took together, this is my favorite.

Something shocked me so much when I surf through facebook. Sen is married and with a 1 and half year old son! Omgoshhh *Heartbroken* wahahaha joking de, I used to admire him so much back in Dorsett. He is just so cute and handsome, however, my deepest blessings for you sen and your wife and the cute cute junior sen.

Just finish talking with gor gor on the phone. I told him about my contract ending in September. He told me he bought SC2 LOL. Star craft 2 I mean. *Uh Hum* It has been so long for the star craft fans because it somehow took too long a time to finish this masterpiece. It been so long since we both last talk on the phone and also meet up. We talked for almost an hour and was enjoy with it, he’s always my favorite gor gor ^^

Another 5 weeks of time my eldest sis is getting married and so is the ending of my contract in DiGi. I’m going to have little nephew on October. Looking forward soo much to meet my cute little nephew~ ^^ Thought of go for a vacation when my contract ends.

Still considering about buying iPod Touch. Discussed with bro and asked for his opinion. Waiting for his answer

Till then, that’s all for now. Peace

I truly hope so.

World Cup.

Sent my dear pinky to the *hospital*, hopefully she can recover as soon as possible :)

Temporary the issues is solved, everything seems to be so peaceful in the office now. I fall sick on Wednesday night and so my mom took me to the clinic. Vomited for the first time right before I was about to get into the car. Luckily I grabbed a plastic bag earlier as a preparation in case I vomit suddenly.

Feel sooo much better after vomited for the first time. Went into the car after that and went to clinic. Waited for 45 mins till my turn to get treatment from the doctor. This time was his wife, Dr. Tan. She’s a very kind and patience doctor *her husband is kind and patience too, just that she’s more detail in terms of explanation =p*

I got flu, slight fever, sore throat, and gassy stomach. Gave me 4 type of meds and got one day mc. Today is the day our centre to start renovation and we will be temporary using the marketing’s side office as our temporary office for the customers.

Tonight the match is gonna be excited. Germany Vs Argentina. Who will win? HAHAHAHA! No one knows. Because the results nowadays are totally OUT OF EXPECTATION =p

Good Luck to any team that wins :)

Cheers People :)

Hurtful

Can anyone define possessive for me? Towards someone tat i really love before, i am possessive, but towards him I'm not. I admit i do like him a little bit, but i ain't possessive towards him. My heart is so pain, i feel so bad now.

♥ ing This Song So Much ^^

Taking a trip down memory lane
Things have changed One thing remains
That they will always have each other
And even though those days have gone
They know here is where they belong
There’s some kinda magic in the air
Feel the warmth
That only summer breezes can bring
Sweet little notes of spring begin
Nothing to fear

Taking one step at a time
Walking hand in hand
1 2 3 4
Cheek to cheek
And They’re learning How to do that dance
Let this love be forever more they say
I wish for this, to be true for you and me
Holding her close he leading the way
Out at the park Enjoying the Day
And you can tell They’ll be ok
Feel the warmth
That only summer breezes can bring
Sweet little notes of spring begin
Nothing to fear
Taking one step at a time
Walking hand in hand
1 2 3 4
Cheek to cheek
And They’re learning How to do that dance
Let this love be forever more they say
I wish for this, to be true for you and me

Taking one step at a time
Walking hand in hand
1 2 3 4
Cheek to cheek
And They’re learning How to do that dance
Let this love be forever more they say
I wish for this, to be true for you and me
To be true for you and me
To be true for you and me
You and me
You and me

Friendship

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My Big Day. :)

A week has passed, finally its my big day. Birthday this year seems so peaceful, no big celebration but it’s quite meaningful for me. Thanks to everyone who give me my birthday blessings on my big day in all ways including sms, phone calls or even facebook. I sincerely feel thankful and grateful of having you all as my friends. :)

Last night, my brother took me out and went to fetch Joevy and Ivan to Breeze Cafe to celebrate my birthday eve. Even though just 4 of us, I feel happy enough. Thanks Ivan for the bear, we are best friends forever :) Thanks Joevy for the cup, we are ji muiz forever :)

From Ivan :)

From Joevy

 

Joevy, Jason n Joey :D

Best Friends Forever :)

Us

Thanks so much for this meaningful day. :)

Released.

It’s been really so long, and finally it has come to an end. A quite good ending I would say actually whereby he is happy with his life now for he has someone he loves to care for him and love him now. Honestly I feel so glad that he has someone for him to be with and also someone able to take care of him and love him for him. I feel released. Thanks for all the memories you’ve given to me, I’ll cherish them in my memory. Thanks for all the happy times you’ve given to me. I will never regret of the days being in love with you. But since you got yourself someone to care for you, perhaps it’s time for me to really get move on. :)

This reminds me of a song call “You’re in love” by Wilson Phillips. It is indeed a classic old song but the lyrics really speaks out my heart.

Open the door and come in
I'm so glad to see you my friend
Don't know how long it has been
Having those feelings again.
And now I see that you're so happy
And ooh, it just sets me free
And I'd like to see
Us as good of friends
As we used to be
[Chorus:]
Aah, my love, Aah
You're in love
That's the way
It should be
'Cause I want you to be happy
You're in love
And I know
That you're not in love with me
Ooh it's enough
For me to know
That you're in love
Now I'll let you go
'Cause I know
That you're in love
Sometimes it's hard to believe
That you're never coming back to me
I've had this dream that you'd always be by my side
Oh I could have died.
But now I see that you're so happy
And ooh, it just sets me free.
And I'd like to see
Us as good of friends
As we used to be
[Chorus]
I tried to find you but you were so far away
I was praying that fate would bring you back to me
Someday, someday, someday... Ooh, you're in love
Ooh it's enough
For me to know
That you're in love
Now I'll let you go
'Cause I know
That you're in love

I really wish to see us as good friends again. :)

I love you very much therefore I got to pull myself out no matter how hard it is and no matter how long it gonna take, so things will be better for all of us. Consider on her position, I think of myself. Therefore I decided to move back to the place of being your good friend. Friends ma, I know and that’s exactly what I wanted to stay as your good friend. I truly hope that you will still treat me as your good friend since I know you quite well already *that’s how I think la :x* :)

Cherish her more and treat her better. I know you will :)

My most important advice to you, I know all this long in your whole life, everything has been so negative to you, but this thinking is not healthy. What’s the use of keep being negative when things already negative? You’ve got try to think positively because positive is always better than negative. The Law of Attraction taught us that we have to stay positive to attract the positive things to us. So, try to be positive! I’ll still be there to support you because you’re my good friend ma. Remember, you’re not idiot, you’re the best in yourself. There is only one you, no one can replace you. We all are unique because there is no one like us. Stay happy! :)

P/s: We will always be good friends, right? ^^ I will still support you and be there for you because you are my good friend. :)

Ouch. T.T

It’s aching so badly. I feel so so hurt. T.T

Eyes swelled and pain. T.T

A Song I dedicate for myself.

 

我知道我很难过... T.T

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I can hear the sound of my heart broken into pieces. It’s irritating and hurting my ears every second every minute. The pieces of my heart is shattered all over. I am stunned sitting on the ground didn’t know what to do. I am collapsing.

It’s bleeding non stop, anyone kind enough to borrow me a plaster?  It’s so painful and I don’t know how to react. My other senses became malfunction for I can only feel pain now especially the pain in my heart. Only him can cure the pain that I’m going through now. But will he cure me once again?

All this while, I’ve been trying my best and very hard to be a good girl to him. Guai guai listen to what he says, he asked me to study harder for my exam, I listened to him and study non stop from day to night. I didn’t even dare to rest even when my brain is overload and cause headaches in me. I’ve been loving him ever since June and it didn’t really stop even after August 17th. Yes August 17th, I will never forget how sad I am that night. Singing falling slowly and crying so badly but I didn’t dare to tell him. I act normal in front of him.

No matter what he told me, I listen and I love it. I don’t even care whether what he told me was lies or not. I love him still. I love his lies and I love him for who he is. No matter how good he say I am, no matter how he know how much I love him and how much I need him, no matter how he say I could be a better gf,  or perhaps like he said I am cute in my own ways, but it all doesn’t matter anymore when he’s chosen her even when I’m better than her like he said. What did I do wrong? If I’m really this good like he said, why am I not chosen? I can give up everything for him, even I am so eager to work in sg is also because of him. What’s the use of me being a good girl anymore when he doesn’t even like me?

I am collapsing, drowning in the sea of love, can anyone kind enough to give me a hand or perhaps a rope? My heart so so pain >< </3 I only hope for him to care for me, he said he will still care for me, I really hope he do, that’s the only thing I ask for. >< Coz I really can’t live without him anymore. ><

I am listening to better in time, it’s gonna hurt when it heals too, I can only pray hard and hope everything will be better in time.

 

Please continue to care for me, you are keeping me alive. ><

Over.

Finally, exam ended. My last paper was Management accounting which is 3 days ago on 7th of December. God really did bless me for this subject. Thanks God. :) Woke up around 6am just to study and memorize all those accounting formulas. I discovered a way to memorize those accounting formulas.

Gross Profit Margin

GPM = GP / Net Sales

Net Profit Margin

NPM = NP / Net Sales

Current Ratio

CR = CA / CL

Return On Capital Employed

ROCE = NP / (A-CL)

and etc. xD

7 months ago on today, I get to know someone who make me so in love with even until now. Lately a lot of stuffs going on as my 2nd sis is getting married on 3rd Of January 2010. Mama already bought me a RM 210 dinner dress for me for my 2nd sis’s wedding.

At this very moment, I feel my heart is aching and there is nothing I can do about it. Knowing he will be going out with her makes me even more heartache. It’s my fault for not born in sg. I blame myself for everything. I’m really sorry and I just wanted to say you have no idea how much I wanted to be really beside you. Bless you both. Hope you enjoyed your date, as long as you’re happy, I will try so hard to stand the pain I’m having now even though it is very painful for me. Been very sad for the past few days ever since my exam ends. Just came back from outside after going out with Siew Wai. She got herself a Myvi SE White color. She got it since 19th November. It was really so comfy and that is why I love Myvi so much.

I know you think of me as just a friend, and that crossing that line is the furthest thing from an option you’d ever consider. But I have to say it… I can’t talk to you without wanting to express my love for everything you are to me.

                             

Events.

12 days to~ 

and

15 days to

I wonder who will remember my birthday this year. Wonder how would my 22nd’s birthday will be. At this moment, I can only wish and hope for the best. Law of attraction says we must be positive and so we will attract positive things to us. :)