cheers ^^

can hardly believe that Im about to graduate this yr...without notice, i actually study in this college for 2 yrs ++ alr...still remember b4 i enter the college, i was afraid because i went in there to study alone...without a fren..summore im a very timid person...it was hard for me to get through it by tat time...still remember wai keong tells me that "don be afraid, many ppl go into college alone and ends up going out with a bunch of frens"

2 yrs had pass, ppl in the college come and go, like my original counselor ms loke, another counselor azrul, elissa, and many many other lecturers that taught me b4 which i like so much like ms vasanthi & mr alvin...
ppl always come and go~~which is oso a thing we cannot change

im now alr in diploma semester 5, things are getting tougher and tougher...cuz i left 2 semester to go in order for me to finish my diploma...however, my resolution for this yr is to pass all the subjects...if can, with flying colors lo...xD

last nite had this happy chatting in the chat room that consists of me, luna, nana, hola, & ps....thought they are talking about this saturday's buffet where im not involve in, but im still happy bout it...cuz i enjoy having so many ppl chat together in a chat room...it just can cheers me up easily ...i dono why ^^ maybe because frens is always such an important part of my life...xD i think this kind of group chatting must be held mroe often...cuz tat would be a happy thing for me xD

cheers ppl...Ure the best Joey^^

Suppose To Be A Happy Day But Turned Into A Sad Day~~T_T

ever since new semester started, i rarely meet up with ah goh's gang like how i used to in my past...but lar, i still get to meet them once a week, which is thursday~~somore at around 1230++ where my class and their class both will start at 1pm~~sigh


yesterday was suppose to be a happy day for me...becoz ive bought myself a new phone which is
Nokia 6233 with the actual price of RM730~~Yesterday went out with family at around 1245pm to Jusco, and jusco is very pack y'day becoz its weekend~~eat the lunch, bought my phones then bought 2 shirts at SODA becoz got 50% off~~after discout the price is like RM23...so is consider quite ok..^^ then went back home around 6pm~~




ok as i say, yesterday was suppose to be a happy day for me, but something bad had happen in taiwan, one of a very famous taiwan drama series actress died in a car accident~~she is --> 許瑋倫

shes a very good actress and a very pretty girl...and shes only 28 yrs old this yr...reli so sudden~~ T_T
i saw this news on tv when having dinner last nite....according to the news, tat time her assistant was driving her to filming place for filiming...then car slip sudden when their car accidentaly bang on some road dividers, then their car goes to another lane and at this time, a big lorry bang the back side of their car, then she and her assistant was send to hospital...when they been send to the hospital, its around 5pm++...at tat time, doctor says that 許瑋倫 having seriously brain damage which in chinese is call "脑部严重水肿"

after emergency rescue for 2 hours++, finally at around 7:08pm, doctor certified that emergency rescue fail...T_T TV shows one of her best fren 施易男 rush to hospital to see her for the last time...and he was cried untill no sound to answer watever the media ask him during recording this scene in the hospital...><"

since shes an actress, im sure her fans is all over the world, surely feel sad about this....there is nth much we can do now, we can only pray for her and hope that god pls bless her...><" there are so many of my frens sad about this, my fellow frens, lets pray for her *may u rest in peace*....sobss T_T

Does Him Worth A Try? Should I Wait?

msg him, is the usual thing i nid to do if wan to chat with him...but last nite, suprisingly he msg me with "was dota-ing just now" so we starting to chat since then~~

was quite happy last nite....cuz he reli rarely msg me one...well at least he msg me last nite...and alr so happy bout it....chat till around 11pm...gave him some forum website to view as in he say hes looking for some new forum...and the forum he said wanted to ask me go view one...i cant join cuz nid password one...summore nid to contribute things to get the password....so just forget it lo~~xD

last friday, andrew sms me...i reply his 1st and 2nd sms...untill the 3rd sms...i stop replying him...and untill last nite, when having moral classes, kuen yee came to me and tell me andrew wasnt in a good mood and seem very unhappy...and it was because of me...by not replying his sms, he tot i got angry with him...where i didnt'...i was like..."why should i get angry of him? he didnt do anything wrong ma"....sigh~~

then only i realise i have this such big influence to him...maybe he's reli a loyal guy and sweet guy...maybe not...who knows? but he's a reli nice guy...its just my own problem...cuz my heart alr attached to another guy...one of my frens says tat i shoudlnt waste andrew's time...and should tell him....but tat would be so hurt...cuz i can feel he likes me so much...so my planning for now...is just let it be like now...

its reli so easy for me to have a bf straight away now...is just depends on whether i wan anot....then some of my frens says to me like "you wan to choose the one u don like him but he likes u as a bf meh? wasting ur own time and hurt him only~" its true though...but sometimes when the one im liking now...give me negative response...i will consider back andrew...i know this is so wrong...but i reli dono why....love is reli so complicated....

luna say im actually is a sweet gal...with quite good personality and a cute face...but i know myself is not those pretty pretty types of girl...some ppl would say, " u don't have a bf b4? its reli hard to believe..." (tat was one of my college frens say about me)

i wonder....should i wait for him till he's graduate? does it worth to wait? worth to try? hes a very harsh person, would straightly say NO to those he doesnt have feel for...such a harsh person...say not caring but not true at all...say caring oso cant, just maybe a mixture of not caring + caring...sometimes caring, sometimes not~~ summore hes a very cool type of guy...confusing~~

Unable to concentrate in class~~

reli dono wat happen to me today....when attending mr. hirman's class...i can hardly concentrate on the thing he say...part of the reason i think is that today's topic is quite hard to understand...the 2nd reason would be thinking about last nite cuz he didnt reply my sms after i reply his sms by writting "im joey lar" lol~~

becuz of xiu min's auntie need to take care of her baby, she cant go out and buy lunch...therefore xiu min went to a restaurant to "ta bao" a rice for her auntie...she stop her car in her auntie's house then went down to take the food to her auntie...and i saw her auntie's baby...reli looks like her uncle very much...

after she hand the lunch box to her auntie...we went to old town kopitiam that is near to xiu min's auntie house to have our lunch....for food, ive ordered a bowl of soup mee and xiu min ordered a curry chicken rice...as for beverages, ive ordered a cup of ice chocolate where xiu min ordered a fresh orange juice...total of the things i eat + tax is around RM7++ so i pay xiu min RM10 and she gave me back RM 2...the total amount of both of us ated is around RM 17++

after tat we straight went to college to attend this marketing classes~~ classes tat started after lunch is always so sleep de lo..both of me and xiu min's eyes is hardly open...i mean...who wont be feeling sleepy in the class? lol..i bet everyone will feels that even though they get enough sleep last nite...LOL~~

my conclusion for today will be~~

• sleepy head~
• confusing thinking about tat *someone*
• unable to "really" understand about today's topic~

thats all for today....ure still the best joey...cheers~~^^

Lunch In Secret Recipe Mid Valley

woke up quite early this morning at 5am...wash my face and bruth my teeth~~
took 1 small pillow and a small blanket into the car with me so that i can continue my sleep in the car LOL~~

arrive KL at around 8:27am (its actually consider as quite fast already~~ xD)
straightly went to a hotel call "Vistana" to meet up with a sales man which happens to be the only supplier for some chemical thingy cuz daddy needs to use tat in the factory~~

when we arrive vistana hotel, the bombay guy say hes coming back to the hotel in around 10 mins time...so my parents and I went to a mamak stall near the hotel to eat our breakfast...for myself, ive ordered a cup of hot milo, my parents order 2 cup of hot teh tarik, one roti telur, a pack of 80 cents nasi lemak, and one mee goreng ayam...total eat liao RM 9.50~~consider quite ok in KL area...

after daddy get his things from tat bombay guy, we went to desa petaling to see furniture...when we arrive there...we only know there is actually a furniture fair going on...so daddy wait till 10am then only go see the furniture fair....

along looking at those furnitures, ive seen some cute cute stuff...and i use my handphone to capture their photos~~ xD

Below are some of the photos i captured~~ xD

we walk around this big furniture building untill 12:15pm....then we rush to mid valley to meet up with my 2nd sis~~in the end we meet up with her at center court of mid valley where mitsubishi car is showing in center of this center court in mid valley...one of the car call "Triton"....quite a big size car...cost about RM211000 with a in-car dvd player and screen which is an add-in accessory...starting we all still tot its included inside RM211000...its reli expensive ler !! LOL~~

after we finish observe this car...sudden luna appears infront of me...and im so happy to see her..^^ and she sudden gave me a prezzie!! i feel more happy about it....and then we went to secret recipe to wait for nana, ps, hola and kinz....when i open the prezzie covered with a very nice design prezzie envelope...and found a very cute and small forever friends bear....the bear is holding a string written *best friends forever*...i was so touch of it...thx alot luna dearie sis~~hugss ^^ while waiting for them to come, we both sat down a place and order thing first~~ for myself, ive ordered a fish & chip while luna ordered a cordon bleu chicken....not long after that, they all arrive, i was sitting with luna...ps sit next to me while hola sit infront of me...kinz sit beside luna and nana sit infront of luna...

at first...everyone seem so quiet~~then they keep looking at secret recipe menu to see what food and drinks to order...nana order a burger, hola order a pie with alot of black pepper on top of it, ps order a very cheezy macaroni cheese with futucini and kinz order a banana chocolate cake...as for beverages, me and luna both ordered ice lemon tea, nana ordrered a fresh milk, hola order RO water, ps order oreo milk shake while kinz order chocolate milk shake~~

when everyone is starting to eat, its not so quiet after all....we start to talk and jokes around...actually had thx to kinz for joking around during the lunch~~lol...xD

while im eating my fish, hola asked me why i come to kl...i told him that i come to kl to fetch my sis...then after a while....he ask luna wat time im going back...then luna say "u ask her urself lar~~" then he look at me and ask me "when are u going back?" then i look at him and told him "after lunch then i go back lo" then he jus answer "orh"....when i nearly finish my fish, i feel so full where my plate is still full with french fries...as in ps can eat so much....so when i know i cant finish my french fries, i asked him to help out by pointing at it and ask him to eat it....then hola look at me and ask me..."u don eat french fries one ar? " then i told him "no...but im too full to eat"...then he straightly say "i like to eat french fries so much ger lo" and then he starting to help me eat my french fries...at this time...kinz hand also help me eat some of the french fries...we eat untill 3:45pm then my 2nd sis called me to tell me that they are waiting me at the digi center there which near to deli france...for this lunch, luna pay for me to treat me eat...makes me feel abit pai seh...but she say in the future if she goes to ipoh, i treat her back lo...and i will for sure...xD

when i wanted to tell luna that during my bday i wan her to come to ipoh, instead of saying that, i said it wrongly into "when ur bday u come to my house"...and hola straightly laugh at me saying "when she bday she go ur house ar?" lol~haha~~blury me ^^" me and luna ate ler total of RM38.50...thx luna^^ we 6 person total eat up to RM 100++...no choice lo...its secret recipe ma...so its ok..^^

after paying the bill, luna walked me to the digi center there and we both say bye bye and take care infront of mph bookstore...and when we was looking for nana, ps, hola and kinz them, they were actually on the elevator already...so we both look at them and waves bye bye^^

after tat viv sis say wanted to go to her rented apartment in subang to take something..she say is somewhere around sunway university college....becuz of some mistaken...we drove to the wrong road and pass by sunway university and oso monash university...we also pass by taylor's college and notice why their fees is so expensive...cuz their building is reli huge...^^" (my own theory LOL~~) and then i notice that actually monash uni is just near to my sis's apartment...lol

ok thats all for this KL One Day Trip & Lunch~~

cheers joey...ure the best ^^

1st day of Semester 5

time flies~~and i believe yea it does...lol~ today its my first day to step in college...arrive college at ten and went up to mock-up room for the induction together with my cho junior...the meeting is as usual....time table and planner is given and we did a small farewell party for marlan as in he alr finish his training and he's therefore graduated for cert.....

things ended up at around 12am...kind of short....things are changing and where i still cant get used to the environment...wat im saying is that becoz xiu min went to langkawi berjaya to work together with some of my cho juniors....therefore when they are back now...every of the junior calls her ah jie...im not jealous or anything...is just that..i feel left out...wherever they go...or wat ever they do...they surely ask her along...perhaps ill just have to get used to be alone in my future time...haiz...

alot of ppl says that he knows it...yea i do feel he knows abit about it too...is just that hes acting dono....and there is nth i can do about it...i guess ill just go on my life...and only chat with him when i feel i want to...ure the best joey...xD cheers~~^^

2nd Day Of 2007~~Revising Genting-KL Trip~~

finally...its 2007~~lol...actually wanted to blog last week...but...u know lar...>>>lazyness<<<>

December 22nd Night,

tat nite went to goh's house...chatted with see meng on goh's bed...and then went to play game in goh's comp room...then after a while...they all went out to buy cup noodles...left me and see meng in the comp room...no long after that...they all came back...and im still playing xiah...lol...then suddenly the comp room light & fan also off...they said electric shut down...and then i saw something so light...look clearly...its a birthday cake...T_T...they really treat me so nice...seriously i dono about the cake...nearly cried ler...><" so touch ler... summore ah xiang holding the cake for me to blew...everyone singing burfday song to me...i feel very bu hao yi shi...however i cut the cake...and they starting to tell me about the cake...for this cake, ah xiang came to goh's house from afternoon after lunch...sobz...thx alot for the cake...love ya all^^

December 23rd Morning,

woke up at around 7...waited for the van while watching tv....and the van arrives at 830am...we put our things on the van and off we go...lol... we arrive at genting at around 12pm...after tat we went to theme park de kfc...and waited ps at there...its quite funny though...cuz goh eating chicken so hand very oily...i help him to answer ps's phone calls and talk to him while he still dono who the heck i am...lol ~ not long after that...met ps...then only gets to know him...i look at him...and only say..."ohh...yuan lai this is ps"

after we finish our lunch at kfc...ps took us to his parent's hotel at theme park hotel to rest while waiting nana and piggie them come up to genting~~ and guess wat...we were playing uno...this whole game lasted for almost 3 hours...=.="...reli long eh...scary~~ the first winner was ah goh, 2nd was me...wkakaka...and then i used habby's phone to do some video recording~~wakaka...and im going to post it~~xD

finally at around 3pm...they called and said that they alr inside the hotel room...so we walk from theme park hotel to first world hotel...reli such a long journey...xD however...when we arrive first world hotel...took the 2nd tower lift to 28th floor...stop at room 28939 and press the door bell...everyone seem abit nervous (actually only me, i dono about others felt nervous anot lol~~) when nana open the door...we walked in...kinz and ho was covered in blanket...and i was like o.O...that time the tv showing some movie...the guy and the girl were kissing in the movie...however i didnt watch much...just tat scene lol~~ after tat hola came to collect money...so i gave him Rm100... after that we settle among the money used on cup noodles and some junk food~~ we settled everything and then they were opening small casino...kinz appears to be the banker...so ive play too..i started with 10 cent...and then i got 21 point almost everytime...and things going on from 10 cent to 20 cent, 20 to 50 cent, 50 cent to RM1...thing ends up when i lost all the money i won and i stopped and just sitting there watch them play~~

after 5-6 round of blackjack, we all got starved and decide to went down to have lunch... our lunch for the first day was Kenny Rogers~~ quite tasty though yum yum~~the chicken is actually quite ok...just the macaroni cheese abit tasteless..=X after taking our lunch...we all decide to go to snow house...which is a place where everything is in ice...some sort like fake snow lo...xD well...ah goh got asma therefore say don wan to go in...thing ends up with they all went into the snow house where me, ah goh and wai kin went back to hotel to take bath~~ =X when we finish bathing...vicious call ah goh to ask where we are...then they came back into the room...we spend our first nite with uno and a new card game i lrn from kinz which call *bluf cards*~~ starting i was quite blur but in the end when i understand how to play the game i happens to be the first winner of the game who finish the cards on hand first~~ ngek ngek ngek xD~~ After few rounds of bluff cards, they continue with uno while some of us lying on the bed trying to sleep...and so we all slept after few rounds of uno~~

December 24th,

december 24th is karhing's birthday...i woke up at around 730am and i saw everyone is sleeping. Around 8am...hola and kinz woke and went out to take breakfast which at 8th floor...around 8...they came back and everyone is awake and we all straightly went to theme park counter to buy the outdoor tickets. The first game we play was the machine which can swing so many ppl from low to high, second was the roller coaster (seriuosly its my first time playing it lol) however after riding the roller coaster for the first time of my life...its not tat
scary after all =D after tat we went to play fun cart (racing car) alot of ppl queying up to play this game as usual...but when it comes to piggie's turn...the ppl incharge says she cant enter the game because of heigh problem...(actually im almost same height with piggie but i cheat the ppl by lifted up my feet so i looks taller and able to qualified to play this game...(feel guilty though cuz cheating) vicious quit the game to accompany piggie..after tat we went back to hotel to rest...habby and ah goh were sleeping while i just lying on the bed doing nth...ps, ah xiang and wai kin went out to walk a while...they did ask hola whether wan to follow them anot while hola still in the bathroom...and i guess hola didnt heard wat ps saying and ps them went out without him....after he came out from the bathroom he went out by himself...

around 3pm, everyone came back and we play chor dai dee for a while...i use habby's phone to listen to songs while hola was sitting on bed~~ after that we all went out to play other outdoor games...the first game we play was something like roller coaster but faster...quite fun though...when we finish riding, we went to play the water coaster...xD this game is abit scary cuz we went up slowly and when on the most top we cant really see how high the front is...in this game..everyone got wet so we all went back to hotel...take turn to bath and then when everyone is ready then we went down to count down for christmas...when we still walking..suddenly alot of ppl screaming down on the ground floor cuz the time to xmas is very close...out of a sudden everyone got lost and left us ipoh gang..so we went to giordano to meet up with ah choy...he brought us to a very famous mamak shop to eat...suprisingly its really so pack with ppls~~ after finish our dinner, we went back to first plaza to meet up with kuen yee at the cinema....along the way back to first plaza, i was shaking and hoping to get back to the plaza as soon as possible...ah choy borrowed his coat for me but after i wear his coat with my own coat inside, they said i looks like a *ketupat*zzzz...cuz i looks so big after wearing 2 coats...xD Ah choy was going to a christmas party at genting's ballroom...he ask whether we want to come along...i refused to go because i have insufficient money and summore not interested in going to a party that nite...therefore habby and ah goh send me back to the hotel room then they both went back to find ah choy and go to the party together~~

when i back to hotel, piggie was sleeping while hola, ps, vicious and kinz was playing blackjack while watching tv~~so i join them watching tv while i playing blackjack on my own phone =P and tat ps watch how i play my game and say "no wonder u always lose chor dai dee lar" lolz~~ after 2-3 games of blackjack, everyone seem so sleepy as in its alr 3am...so we all plan to sleep~ Ps ask for my mp3 player so i borrowed him and then i went to sleep myself...

December 25th,

when i woke up the other morning...i heard the sound of bathing...no long after tat ps went out from the bathroom and then i play chor dai dee with him again after i wash my face and brush my teeth..guess wat...i win once but kept on losing for 10 games...10 GAMES~~omg...im sux at it...><" around 830am, ps went out to buy the bus ticket to go back to kl~~our bus depart at 1045am and then arrive at kl at around 12pm...hola, piggie and vicious wait for their parents where we all and ps went to the front bus stop to wait for his 2 bro to fetch us to his house...ah goh, me, habby went to his 1st bro car where karhing, ah xiang and wai kin went into ps 2nd bro's car~~we direct went to take our bath when we reach ps house~~ at around 145pm, hola drive his car to ps house to fetch us go eat lunch...hola fetch vicious, piggie, me and ah goh where ps fetch karhing, habby, ah xiang and wai kin~~ we went to a "yong liu" restautant to eat "yong tao fu those stuff"...after the lunch those who follow hola's car went to piggie's house...her house is quite nice and she is really has a quite rich family...we went upstairs to piggie's room and get to know piggie's sis - sok chyn/lil gan chan~~after piggie change her cloth, they took the racket and we went out again...piggie and vicious one car, ah goh me and hola one car...on the way to the badminton place, hola ask me whether am i going back on tuesday...i told him ya...then he says ask me to tell my mom tat ill be back on wednesday...so i just answer "orh"~~ not long after tat they start to play badminton...in the middle of the game...i join them in playing badminton...around 5pm..hola send us back then piggie and vicious went back to take bath~~ when i came out from the bath room...only i notice no one is bathing except me...which makes me feel very pai seh~~@@"


vicious fetch hola, me and wai kin where others in ps's *ferari*~~we all went to a thai restaurant near piggie house to have our dinner~~vicious and piggie responsible to order the dishes and they have order a plate of dumpling chicken, a plate of egg dish, a plate of vege, an a plate of fish...suprisingly the saurce of the fish is extremely hot though is just a pale color liquid that looks like just normal water...i also only ate abit of the fish...becoz the saurce of it is reli unexpectedly spicy...peng sang who sit beside me was sweating when he ate the fish...then only i know he can't really can stand over spicy food...but he still can eat spicy things just that there is a limit for him to eat spicy food~ during the dinner, i was wanting to take the egg(but u know lar, short ppl got short hand lolz) my hand wasnt long enough to take the egg dish...i tot no one saw it but hola saw it and cut it for me then only i take tat part of the egg dish...quite nice of him though..when we all finish the dinner, vicious fetch me and wai kin to ps house..wai kin sit left hand seat, hola sit middle seat where i sit the right hand seat...chatted a while with hola and then suddenly piggie's bro seem wanted to reverse his car...hola went infront to drove the car incase piggie's bro wanted to reverse the car...after asking piggie's bro...he said he's not wanting to reverse his car...and also at this time vicious them came out from the piggie's house and hola happens to sit right hand seat where i change to sit in the middle...we all chatted until back to ps's house.. when we all back to ps's house, ah goh them seem tired and i played chor dai dee with ps, hola, and vicious while we all watching channel 30 showing the show of "hotel wind cloud"(my own translation cuz i dono how to describe =X)

At around 11:30...they all decide to leave to yum cha with some of their others frens...so i went back into the room and chat with ah goh & habby untill 3am++ while looking at those photo we took by habby's camera...then i cant stand it and went to sleep~~

December 26th,


woke up at around 7am...by ps...cuz his parents ask us to join for the breakfast...so we all woke up and brushed our teeth...becoz of me and habby ready faster, therefore we follow ps's parents car with ps 2nd bro and cousin bro in the car~~guess wat? we have bak kut teh for our breakfast...quite nice lo the sup...we sat there and prepare for breakfast...not long after tat they arrive...so we all starting to eat our bak kut teh~~


when we finish our breakfast...ps fetch me, ah xiang, kar hing and wai kin to mid valley while ah goh and habby fetch by vicious and piggie~~around 20 mins later...we all arrive mid valley (mv) and we gather at the bowling place...near the bowling place, got a small arcade centre...so i use RM5 to play a while in the arcade centre while waiting vicious them to come over...around 10 mins later...hola arrive at the arcade centre also...after that he went to watch ppl playing a gunshot game which call time crisis 4...the ppl who playing it is seriuosly quite professional...his score is like 200k++...crazy leh~~!! =.=" around 10 mins later...vic them arrives and then we all went to sushi king to eat our lunch...me, ah xiang, hola and ps sits on one table where others sit in another table...after the lunch, we went into the bowling place to play bowling...it charges RM12 for each person and each person got 2 game to play...which also meaning that 1 game got 10 round...we all played happiliy and ended bowling at around 4:15pm as in we've bought tickets to watch the movie at the cinema which is called "confession of pain"~~

confession of pain is acted by my favourite actor tony leong with takeshi kanishiro...in this movie, starting tony leong was a police officer and takeshi kanishiro was his staff under him...not long after that takeshi's gf suicide and he felt so sad and quited the job of police but change to become a personal detective....he's been searching for years for the reason of his gf's suicide~~ cant remember much about the movie actually...but i remember this movie ends up with tony leong suicide soon after his gf died on the hospital bed that is right to him...he shot himself to death...where takeshi kanishiro be together with su qi~~ this movie is actually quite sad...i pity tony leong ler...sobz ><"

after the movie, hola fetch me, ah goh and habby back to ps house...at around 8pm...hola & ps fetch us to the curve to have our dinner...when we arrive there...everywhere is pack with ppl...so is italianese...however in the end we found a spot in italinese and sat down to have our dinner there...at around 10pm...we finish our dinner and ready to go back...so we go back seperately as in those who follow ps car follow back his car and where those who follow hola's car follow back hola's car...hahaha xD

on the way to fetch kinz, i asked ah goh about andrew..becoz of habby doesnt know about andrew...so i explain to her about how andrew chase me those stuff...hola just remain quiet and driving untill we arrive kinz's house...he drop us infront of kinz' house where i go tumpang at ps's car and habby & ah goh go to kinz's car cuz hola said tired and wan go home...so the rest of us went to spicy(a mamak stall) to yum cha~~at around 1130...we all went back to ps house and we all sleep after that....ah goh told me something before i sleep...he said tat while im talking about andrew hola is actually keep smiling~~i wonder why lolz

December 27th,

was actually needed to be wake up at 8am in the morning but ends up everyone woke up at 12pm....i woke up at around 10am but at tat time no one awake so i just sitting there doing nth but watching them sleeping...after ps woke up...he calls vicious to come and fetch us to the bus stand to buy tickets...and we bought the bus ticket to back to ipoh which will depart at 2:30pm...b4 tat we went to eat something to fill our stomach and then ive sms hola to tell him we depart and thx for everything...goh also had sms vicious to thx them...so ah goh sits with habby, i sit with ah xiang, and karhing sit with wai kin...we all arrive at ipoh at around 5pm...seriuosly tat bus is really makes us suffer cuz half way goin back to ipoh his aircon spoil...so we are like having free "sauna" services...lolz

there goes the detail about this genting~kl trip^^

Cheers Ppl~~^^

let things be naturally~~ >.<

Today I finally submitted one of my subject’s assignment which was conference & banqueting management...i should feel happy but i don really feel happy as how i think it would be...Ever since he back from hk, everything seems to be different…the way he talks to me changed...no longer able to see the emotion of =X or xD...however, this is really disappoint me...

perhaps i should listen to luna...don have to talk to him everyday...just let it be the natural way...its friday today...this few days rain keep falling...it actually quite suits the way i feel now...so cold and lonely and...sad...
i dono if he saw the thing i wrote on multiply...perhaps he don talk to me much cuz he read my blog...which i wrote the way i feel about him...

yesterday was having lunch with ah goh them...ah goh seems to know something and it actually makes me think its hopeless between me and him...read the article luna asked hola to sent me...during her lunch time yesterday...its really meaningful especially the 2nd and 3rd article...as if its saying myself...heh...really quite true...however...ive plan something in my mind and im going to do it no matter how...he doesnt seem like interested in me at all...where i still liking him so much...just feeling so helpless....*sigh*~~ ah goh told me not to think of him...ill tried...but need some time...

perhaps its really like wat vicious says...its no big deal to let other ppl know that u liked them...i bet he now knows the way i felt about him...he might acting dono about it...who knows? only god knows lol~~ perhaps i don deserve to have a bf...in the past every guy i like wont like me the same way...perhaps i should stop liking ppl~~i reli dono...im really lack in confidence...

good luck to me in everything...god bless me~~

my recent life~~

recently everyone been very busy...especially ppl around me...everything is changing...honestly I don really like this...but its not my first time facing this kind of changes about the ppl around me...the first change was during 1 yr ago..between jack, seal, and marc...but this time was with my god sis luna....

in comparison...we spoke lesser and chat lesser...memory flash back to the time we all having so much fun together in sro and skype...and now..she hang out more already...and told me to love myself more and take care myself more...this word give me a feeling that she will still care and worry about me how she used to, just tat not as much as last time...but lesser also...

there is a guy here which i know in college about 2 weeks ago...i went lunch with him once and he started to tackle me...call me to chat, ask me out...for me, of coz cant accept...in my past, every guy tat i liked...are those frens who i know them for a period of time...he is a good guy...but hes abit too desperate and tat really scared me....i told him we just be frens for now...or perhaps i should say "we should start from frens"...but he alr scares me...i think i need some time to remove my scare feelings about him...

hola went to hk last thursday...he told me he will be back around today or tml night...since hes not here...so i guess he will be back tml? tat day chatted with goh and viciuos in the same chat room at skype...talked about the way andreww sweet talk to me...out of a sudden, vicious asked me how i think about hola...i tell him everything...including the biggest secret...but he promise to help keep this as a secret...however..i still need some time to stop missing this guy...i know he might wont talk to me anymore if he knows i like him...this is also why i keep avoiding from letting him know about this...anyway i don really think he will likes me...after all, hes just another guy which i adore secretly...with no starting and no ending as well...now just wait for next month, a day after my birthday...i wan to see tat hohoho got buy prezzie for me anot..=P

this morning~~ my hp alarm was orignally set to rang at 6:50am...but as u all know, some ppl like me just will go and off the alarm when it rang to get more sleep....well at least a while more...

when really awaked, its already 8am....and i was thinking "omg, im going to be late~~!!" then i immediately went into my bath room to brush my teeth and prepare to get my early morning bath~~

when i finish my bath, its already 8:20am...and then i change my cloth at my mom's closet... then i went back to my room to charge my mp3 player using computer power while i on my comp...my skype was on then and i saw luna's name appears on skype as usual~~ so i msged her and thinking that she wont be awake tat early, but i was wrong~~haha she replied me by directly call me on skype...

we talked alot of things...as usual...not long after that i heard karhing sound then i know that they awaked...so chatted in skype with 3 ppl together...but unfortunately 3 of them were stucking~~

at around 9:20am i told them i need to off as in im going to kl around 9:30am....but the exact time when we leave was actually 10:12am~~

along the way to kl, i keep on contact with them about the meeting up with luna in somewhere else near the place my dad wants to go *old klang road*, and thank god mid valey (Megamall) was near to the old klang road... at around 4pm, we all arrive mid valey...parked the car and call them to ask for their locations... me, my parents and my brother went into jusco and go to the 1st floor...so i call luna to tell her that ill meet them there...

finally, saw karhing and ah goh...then saw luna and i was like "omg, i met my dear sis in real life...shit...damm exciting" my face immediately turn so red and hot...i also dono why...mayb first time meet after so long we know each other? but then when after we talk a while...and after taking some pictures... i turn back to normal xD

starting i only given 5 mins to talk with them...but then luckily Wayne shows up and i asked for the permission to have a drink and talk with them...so when we arrive Delifrance, we find a 4 person table and sat down...i sit with ah goh, luna sits with karhing...*heh heh heh heh* =X (nolar, just joking...nth special happend)

ive ordered a single scoop sundae ice-cream, ah goh and luna both ordered camomile tea...while karhing didnt order anything~~ during the whole eating and chatting session, we were so happily...and was suprise to heard dad voice suddenly came from front...coz i switched my sit with karhing...so i saw them... unfortunately, when dad came back from toilet, its time for me to go already...really feel sad to go but i have to...><"

but before i leave, i told luna and said "ill be back" lmao...lalalala~~

ok...today stops here...i really still cant believe that i really met luna...im damm happy...wkakakakaka...=X

cheers ppl^^

Cameron Trip 9/7 - 10/7

feeling so tired...just back from cameron highlands few hours ago...the exact time should be 5:15pm...

Yesterday morning, I was late when the time we need to gather in college for the cameron trip....but then..luckily im not the latest person who reach there...by the time i arrive college, Vijay and Thervanan wasn't there yet...but when i reach college only i notice that i forgot to bring long sleeves shirt and its too late to do anything...

at around 10:20am, everyone is arrive and so we're ready to go...i was set to sit in choon chuen's car together with yuk thart, xiu min, thervanan, puga and maran... nirmal drives his car together with rains and abby inside... the 3rd car was ms nuraine together with ms julynn and qarina (ms. nurainie's daughter)

*Ms. Nurainie driving perodua kelisa*
*Choon Chuen driving toyota Innova*
*and Nirmal driving honda city*

at around 12, we arrive brinchang, and have our steamboat at a restaurant with the name of "ok Tuck"....their soups are divided into 2 types, one side is normal soup, and another was with the tom yam soup...their tom yam soup really taste not bad...which makes me drink alot of the tom yam soup...haha...

after we finish having our lunch, we went to yuk thart parent's appartment to check-in to settle down our luggage..then me and xiu min starting to play cards with choon chuen on the table...when starting, i was teaching xiu min on how to play "fishing"...and althought she learns it...and then we were having so much fun in the fishing game...then when vijay them wanted to play black jack, so i stop my game and join them....vijay is the banker and i started the game with 80 cents...but when the game finish i ends up winning him Rm2.30...wahahahha...so happy...=X

as the sky is getting darker, they finally prepare to set up the bbq thing so that we can bbq our food...while i was waiting for xiu min to bath, i lie on the bed and start to chat with rains...and we talked about the o nite thing...i told her that im not planning to go coz no ppl to sit with...then she offers to sit with me and i decided to go to o nite...thx alot to her lo...^^

when i wanted to take bath, while i was putting towels and shampoos into the toilet, abby came into the toilet and ask me if she can hold on the basin for a while and i say yes...honestly i was quite shock when shes talking to me...coz its been really a long time since i talked to her last yr...however...i did reply back to her...after that she seems to try to talk more to me...

during the whole nite, the appartment is full of sounds from gambling, talking, and bbq-ing...when i feel enough with the money i got, i pull myself out of the gambling table and choose to listen to my mp3 player...everything seems so peacefull and the weather is really so windy and the cold wind makes me shaking...then i went back into the room coz xiu min says she wanted to sleep already...when starting, we both can't sleep yet...so we've been through some "heart to heart" chatting...and we've make some comparison between 2 ppl...(who? its a secret between me and xiu min)

then suddenly choon chuen came in to ask if we already slept...then we told him havent and he brings in the cards to play with us...when starting, we played fishing, then suddenly ms julynn came in with a blanket on her head and so we decided to play "chor dai dee"... when its almost 3:40am, i stop playing coz i really feel so sleepy..but then they continue to play but with other games...untill xiu min says that felt boring with all the card games and so we stop playing with the cards...and then ms julynn suggest that everyone of us talk something about relationship things...everything ends up when its 5am where at the same time yuk thart came into the room with nirmal in the drunk condition...hahaha...almost everyone in the house got drunk except for me, xiu min, ms julynn, ms nurainie, qarina, and choon chuen...

we all slept at 5am and wake up at around 9am...me and xiu min then change our cloth and went to have our breakfast together with ms julynn, ms nurainie and qarina...and when we get back to our appartment after finish having our breakfast, me, xiu min, yuk thart, choon chuen, ms julynn, ms nurainie and qarina went to a chinese tokong to see...we saw alot of ppl carrying chairs and newspaper while walking towards the chinese tokong...then xiu min explain to me why izzit so many ppl lining up towards the chinese tokong...and its actually becoz of there is a ppl call "ban xian" which means half god...is very accurate in health problem...which means if u went to see him...and ask about ur health problem...u will be very lucky if he nods his head according to the question u ask...if he shake his head then it means he can't help u on anything...
when we still walking along the road, rain drops begin to fall in dots and we walk quickly into the appartment and put on the uniform...then we went to a Cameron Highland Boutique Hotel - The Lake House for assignment of room division...

when we finish visiting the boutique hotel, we went back to the appartment to check-out and went back to Ipoh...we arrive college around 5:15pm...and everyone seems to be so tired after last nite...but everyone is having so much fun in their own different ways...^^

Dissapointed....

woohoo~~ finally i got back my connection after almost a month i can't actually on9 on my own pc...i am so so happy about this lar^^

today is the 1st day after i got back my connection, therefore ive plan to blogging...hee hee^^
recently the environment in the college is full with ppl who talking about the o night of our college which will be held next month 5th at Syuen Hotel...

last night ive been so sad and confuse about going the o night or not...honestly im really so dissapointed after she told me she already booked the o night table and without counting me in...ive told bee ching about this, and also my ah goh and karhing...i think they all know how i feel...just that they cant decline her of going to the o night and sitting together in the same table....i really feel like going but however this yr's o nite once again making me feel so meaningless of going to it...

however ive started my 3rd semester, and hopefully everything will be fine as last sem's assignment which i got my merit from it...but i really hope that this sem's exam i will be able to get all pass....i really hope so...therefore i must study harder this time...those who know me...pls wish me good luck^^

in this new semester, there is a subject call management accounting, when i thinking of account, there goes the headache...haih...really don like account much...plus the explaination of the lecture while teaching sometimes really make us confuse...but sometimes can understand a little lar...

zzzz...its been 2 days since i last on9 on sro...if the situation continue to be like this..i wont be able to get lvled to lvl 42><"

yday my sg aunt's friend come to fetch them...her friend is a girl who wear and acts like a guy...and living with her gf...nth much i can say but i choose to respect this kind of ppl...but still i feel very weird about this kind of ppl lo..hehe

last night at 12:00am...i called mee kee and wish her happy burpday...and through our conversation on phone, she told me she just got back from genting...and says that kah mun and lee yee is studying together in keris of the tourism courses...and also bobo had come back from sg few months ago...(but i didn't know)

she told me they will be going out together tonight to have their dinner...at pizza mostly...tonight im going out to celebrate my third sis's burpday (chinese birthday) so mayb i get the chance of meeting them all lo...so must dress nicely tonight^^

past this few days, my internet is really pissing me off, that is also which makes me cant wrote my blog for the past few days~~

well..this morning i saw the testi from chanelle to me...althought its really short but its meaningful and i like it..^^

now im listening to jolin's new album while chatting with wilson on msn...well...i was quite suprise to see him on9...but he was using e-messenger and online-ing in the hotel lobby he lives in new york...the hotel he lives in was called Best Western...lol (wonder if the hotel is really the best western hotel lol)

i add ah goh into the chat room so that they can chat more...becoz wilson was asking something about wow...from wat he told us, he will be back on friday morning at 5am...=.="...22 hours of flight, i might as well jump off the plane...lol (kidding lar)

mom just give me a call that my sg aunt together with 2 of her frens...is coming to our house...i bet later is going to be noisy...

wilson will be going to harvard for a tour...lol...harvard leh...so i ask him to take alot of picture there to make ppl believe that he graduated from there...lol(wonder if ppl will believe)
ive been trying very hard to get to lvl 42 but seems that my internet don allowed me to and keep making me hang, lag and then die...if the situation continue to be like this...its going to take me forever to get lvled...><"

i must get to lvl 42 asap...><"...i really want my lvl 42 blade><"

today was the day bibi able get off her hand bandages and as i expect she screamed and my heart was so painful when i heard she scream...but i know there's nth i can do now...hopefully her wounds will healed asap..

chatted with my 2nd IT ah goh and he told me he had quitted his job becoz he's having some arguement with his supervisors...nvm de goh..go find another work lo...kl many ma...especially kajang area..=P im sure u will find a better job with a better supervisor^^

bibi is now sleeping and hopefully she can really walks like normal asap...god bless this little cute puppy^^ time flies and now shes alr 5 months old...she is a growing up girl...her fur is starting to change into adult's dog fur...its really feels like she become bigger already...hehe..

when we came back from Dr. Goh's clinic, it happens that my younger brother had fixed the phone line back to normal and i've played sro a while...from the guild notice, i know that there is another major update is coming which we will be able to have a pet to fight for us, a larger storage...hopefully the pet wasn't in the ITEM MALL~~!! if not we will never able to get it...=)

im going off9 so soon because i've promise my sis that i will change the time to 6pm for her as in normally she only get to use the comp at 7pm...quite a lucky day today..^^

finally~!! i finish my last paper..lol (actually only 2 paper)

today is the day to celebrate~~! coz i finish my last paper ler...hehe^^ yesterday when having the customer service examination, im the 1st one who came out from the examination room...today it happens to be the same...im too the 1st one to come out from the room..xD

at around 12, xiu min came out and we both went upstairs to eat the set lunch which prepared by our hosteurs club...and ms nurainie had inform us that at july 1st they are planning to go teluk batik as a fairwell party for ms julynn as in shes going other places to work~~ (TARC KL) *all the best to u lar miss ^^*
while we were having our lunch in the mock-up room, a malay junior came and talk to us...especially to hansel of coz~~ ( i bet she's interested in him? i don't know? ) however i bet hansel wouldn't want that to be happend~~ wish him good luck then..

when we were in the middel of having our lunch, she sit by us while we were talking about X-Men 3, and was laughing the act inside the x-men movie...and when we were going to leave, she came up to me and ask me whether im laughing her and fooling her anot? and i told her im not coz we were really talking about the x-men's movies...guess she's just too sensitive ler...haha wat a day~

from today on, im going to have 2 weeks holiday...here's how i plan...
i plan to rent the tv series call er zuo ju zhi wen to watch it during my holidays and sit for the undang-undang talks to take the exams of it...before its too late~~ its a shame that at my age i still can't drive~~><"
today before i went back, ah goh finally pass me the wow cd...now im just waiting for the internet line to get back to normal and have fun with them all...hehehehe^^

today at around 9am, after i get my docket i went to sit with puga and the rest~~

we start to discuss and keep on study and try to remember as many as we could~~

at around 9:30, the new lecture with a curry bun hairstyle came to us and inform us that its time to exam~~ so we just walk in and ready for our exam

luckily wat i studied yday did come out...in section A, i able to answer all the questions, each question at least one page~~ but in the section B, i only answer question 2 and only half page....hopefully i can get a good results lar...(if can get merit then is better lo xD)

2molo is the f&b paper...very worry coz some of the noTES was not given~~god pls bless me that i can answer all the exam questions tomolo~~

internet is down again...argh...><" its been down for few days time....when will it get back to normal??!! hopefully it will get back to normal asap~~~!

today yvonne told me that shi ying is registered to study in my college in hotel management also...this is really a great news for me~~ few days ago ah yang release from ns and he sms me to tell me how crazy the situation he feels when all the ppl in the college talking english...when i see his sms i direct called him and talk to him...and ive try to comfort him and tell him he will soon get used to the environment and says that i will help him^^

recently seems that alot of ppl have the same situations as me( having exams ) wish all the people that is going to have exam or having exams now good luck and study hard lo...^^

ish~~~the internet is down again...and i really pissed off liao...but the good thing is i starting to study for my exams...^^

now im onlining in my father's office...else i cant on9 at home~~
alot of my fren's bday is in the month of june....

June 1 - Maggie and Alvin
June 2 - Kim Yoong Goh
June 10 - Marcus
June 15 - Mee Kee
June 19 - Christina and Bobo

and etc~~

and i now remember i still owe ah xiang and habby bday present~~~ ill get them the presents asap...^^ hopefully they can wait^^

since y'day ive been start to understand about cost control in f&b~~ well...i tried to understand about it and can understand abit also lo...

hopefully the connection can be fixed by 2molo as in probably ill be joining ah goh and wilson playing wow~~^^

Ps: Wilson went to new york with his family~~so im hereby wishing him had a happy and safe trip^^

Recovery From Pain

okok fine...its been a time since my last post...after my recovery from the pain of knowing some truth, I'm back to normal again...recently was rushing my assignments...and only found out how worst is my understanding...urgh..><" recently a classmate of mine seems like refuse to talk to me...when starting, I just remain silent and do nothing....but then I can't stand it and keep wondering why is he doing tat? So I smsed him...and he reply me"no...la.." but indeed I felt he did... on Friday night, sonny, a friend of my sis(who is a computer Pros) came straight away from my KL to my house to gather because they are going redang island tat night with sonny, Eric, my sis and her bf..At around 11:40pm, they went out to take the bus...and so I bring bibi to my room to sleep with me...^^

also on Friday night, i had a chat with ah xiang, he told me to say everything out of my heart...he said is not good to keep everything in my heart and without saying it out...however I didn't admit nor admit that i like him last time...from the way he talks, his hint is like asking me not to waste my time on him...however its a good thing thought...maybe because he don't wish to waste my time too. He said in this world, there are still many things except relationships thing...do what ever I wish and like...and I totally agree with him...

Last night, foo choy (ah choy) came back from genting...my goh, habby, ah xiang and karhing went out to yum cha with them...I know that I can’t go so I just wish them happy on tat night...

Have to go down to help mom to bath rocky, tats all for this time...^^

Joey

a day after my god brother chiaw hoe's bday

Yesterday was my god brother chiaw hoe's bday...and i was very no mood coz i lost my pendrive....yesterday when i log in sro, trying to find someone to talk to,....but i never knew they all were helping dragon coz dragon's name was in red...everyone is killing him...and i felt more no mood after no on has talk to me...b4 i close sro, i told them im very not in a good mood and i saw they asking me why by the time the game couting time for me to log out...not long after that my god brother msg me and ask me not to be in a bad mood...and i was so shock with his sms...however..althought i feel sad for the lost of my pendrive, instead i made him worry me even on his bday...i really feel sorry for him..sorry goh...><"...

recently i know that susan's family having some quarell...i may not be one of her those best frens...but i do care for all of my frens...well...i tried to care for her...mayb she does seems to appreciate it or mayb she dint know about it...hopefully she can stand strong n every problem of her facing now can be solve asap...i really envy her...coz when something bad happens to her...she get alot of caring...honestly i rather to be like her and get caring from my frens...silly me hor? hahaha...*sigh*...i wonder if any of my frens can show some caring towards me? i suppose even there is...not much as susan did...

well...thats all about how i feel today....will be continue~~~

Joey