1st day of Semester 5

time flies~~and i believe yea it does...lol~ today its my first day to step in college...arrive college at ten and went up to mock-up room for the induction together with my cho junior...the meeting is as usual....time table and planner is given and we did a small farewell party for marlan as in he alr finish his training and he's therefore graduated for cert.....

things ended up at around 12am...kind of short....things are changing and where i still cant get used to the environment...wat im saying is that becoz xiu min went to langkawi berjaya to work together with some of my cho juniors....therefore when they are back now...every of the junior calls her ah jie...im not jealous or anything...is just that..i feel left out...wherever they go...or wat ever they do...they surely ask her along...perhaps ill just have to get used to be alone in my future time...haiz...

alot of ppl says that he knows it...yea i do feel he knows abit about it too...is just that hes acting dono....and there is nth i can do about it...i guess ill just go on my life...and only chat with him when i feel i want to...ure the best joey...xD cheers~~^^

2nd Day Of 2007~~Revising Genting-KL Trip~~

finally...its 2007~~lol...actually wanted to blog last week...but...u know lar...>>>lazyness<<<>

December 22nd Night,

tat nite went to goh's house...chatted with see meng on goh's bed...and then went to play game in goh's comp room...then after a while...they all went out to buy cup noodles...left me and see meng in the comp room...no long after that...they all came back...and im still playing xiah...lol...then suddenly the comp room light & fan also off...they said electric shut down...and then i saw something so light...look clearly...its a birthday cake...T_T...they really treat me so nice...seriously i dono about the cake...nearly cried ler...><" so touch ler... summore ah xiang holding the cake for me to blew...everyone singing burfday song to me...i feel very bu hao yi shi...however i cut the cake...and they starting to tell me about the cake...for this cake, ah xiang came to goh's house from afternoon after lunch...sobz...thx alot for the cake...love ya all^^

December 23rd Morning,

woke up at around 7...waited for the van while watching tv....and the van arrives at 830am...we put our things on the van and off we go...lol... we arrive at genting at around 12pm...after tat we went to theme park de kfc...and waited ps at there...its quite funny though...cuz goh eating chicken so hand very oily...i help him to answer ps's phone calls and talk to him while he still dono who the heck i am...lol ~ not long after that...met ps...then only gets to know him...i look at him...and only say..."ohh...yuan lai this is ps"

after we finish our lunch at kfc...ps took us to his parent's hotel at theme park hotel to rest while waiting nana and piggie them come up to genting~~ and guess wat...we were playing uno...this whole game lasted for almost 3 hours...=.="...reli long eh...scary~~ the first winner was ah goh, 2nd was me...wkakaka...and then i used habby's phone to do some video recording~~wakaka...and im going to post it~~xD

finally at around 3pm...they called and said that they alr inside the hotel room...so we walk from theme park hotel to first world hotel...reli such a long journey...xD however...when we arrive first world hotel...took the 2nd tower lift to 28th floor...stop at room 28939 and press the door bell...everyone seem abit nervous (actually only me, i dono about others felt nervous anot lol~~) when nana open the door...we walked in...kinz and ho was covered in blanket...and i was like o.O...that time the tv showing some movie...the guy and the girl were kissing in the movie...however i didnt watch much...just tat scene lol~~ after tat hola came to collect money...so i gave him Rm100... after that we settle among the money used on cup noodles and some junk food~~ we settled everything and then they were opening small casino...kinz appears to be the banker...so ive play too..i started with 10 cent...and then i got 21 point almost everytime...and things going on from 10 cent to 20 cent, 20 to 50 cent, 50 cent to RM1...thing ends up when i lost all the money i won and i stopped and just sitting there watch them play~~

after 5-6 round of blackjack, we all got starved and decide to went down to have lunch... our lunch for the first day was Kenny Rogers~~ quite tasty though yum yum~~the chicken is actually quite ok...just the macaroni cheese abit tasteless..=X after taking our lunch...we all decide to go to snow house...which is a place where everything is in ice...some sort like fake snow lo...xD well...ah goh got asma therefore say don wan to go in...thing ends up with they all went into the snow house where me, ah goh and wai kin went back to hotel to take bath~~ =X when we finish bathing...vicious call ah goh to ask where we are...then they came back into the room...we spend our first nite with uno and a new card game i lrn from kinz which call *bluf cards*~~ starting i was quite blur but in the end when i understand how to play the game i happens to be the first winner of the game who finish the cards on hand first~~ ngek ngek ngek xD~~ After few rounds of bluff cards, they continue with uno while some of us lying on the bed trying to sleep...and so we all slept after few rounds of uno~~

December 24th,

december 24th is karhing's birthday...i woke up at around 730am and i saw everyone is sleeping. Around 8am...hola and kinz woke and went out to take breakfast which at 8th floor...around 8...they came back and everyone is awake and we all straightly went to theme park counter to buy the outdoor tickets. The first game we play was the machine which can swing so many ppl from low to high, second was the roller coaster (seriuosly its my first time playing it lol) however after riding the roller coaster for the first time of my life...its not tat
scary after all =D after tat we went to play fun cart (racing car) alot of ppl queying up to play this game as usual...but when it comes to piggie's turn...the ppl incharge says she cant enter the game because of heigh problem...(actually im almost same height with piggie but i cheat the ppl by lifted up my feet so i looks taller and able to qualified to play this game...(feel guilty though cuz cheating) vicious quit the game to accompany piggie..after tat we went back to hotel to rest...habby and ah goh were sleeping while i just lying on the bed doing nth...ps, ah xiang and wai kin went out to walk a while...they did ask hola whether wan to follow them anot while hola still in the bathroom...and i guess hola didnt heard wat ps saying and ps them went out without him....after he came out from the bathroom he went out by himself...

around 3pm, everyone came back and we play chor dai dee for a while...i use habby's phone to listen to songs while hola was sitting on bed~~ after that we all went out to play other outdoor games...the first game we play was something like roller coaster but faster...quite fun though...when we finish riding, we went to play the water coaster...xD this game is abit scary cuz we went up slowly and when on the most top we cant really see how high the front is...in this game..everyone got wet so we all went back to hotel...take turn to bath and then when everyone is ready then we went down to count down for christmas...when we still walking..suddenly alot of ppl screaming down on the ground floor cuz the time to xmas is very close...out of a sudden everyone got lost and left us ipoh gang..so we went to giordano to meet up with ah choy...he brought us to a very famous mamak shop to eat...suprisingly its really so pack with ppls~~ after finish our dinner, we went back to first plaza to meet up with kuen yee at the cinema....along the way back to first plaza, i was shaking and hoping to get back to the plaza as soon as possible...ah choy borrowed his coat for me but after i wear his coat with my own coat inside, they said i looks like a *ketupat*zzzz...cuz i looks so big after wearing 2 coats...xD Ah choy was going to a christmas party at genting's ballroom...he ask whether we want to come along...i refused to go because i have insufficient money and summore not interested in going to a party that nite...therefore habby and ah goh send me back to the hotel room then they both went back to find ah choy and go to the party together~~

when i back to hotel, piggie was sleeping while hola, ps, vicious and kinz was playing blackjack while watching tv~~so i join them watching tv while i playing blackjack on my own phone =P and tat ps watch how i play my game and say "no wonder u always lose chor dai dee lar" lolz~~ after 2-3 games of blackjack, everyone seem so sleepy as in its alr 3am...so we all plan to sleep~ Ps ask for my mp3 player so i borrowed him and then i went to sleep myself...

December 25th,

when i woke up the other morning...i heard the sound of bathing...no long after tat ps went out from the bathroom and then i play chor dai dee with him again after i wash my face and brush my teeth..guess wat...i win once but kept on losing for 10 games...10 GAMES~~omg...im sux at it...><" around 830am, ps went out to buy the bus ticket to go back to kl~~our bus depart at 1045am and then arrive at kl at around 12pm...hola, piggie and vicious wait for their parents where we all and ps went to the front bus stop to wait for his 2 bro to fetch us to his house...ah goh, me, habby went to his 1st bro car where karhing, ah xiang and wai kin went into ps 2nd bro's car~~we direct went to take our bath when we reach ps house~~ at around 145pm, hola drive his car to ps house to fetch us go eat lunch...hola fetch vicious, piggie, me and ah goh where ps fetch karhing, habby, ah xiang and wai kin~~ we went to a "yong liu" restautant to eat "yong tao fu those stuff"...after the lunch those who follow hola's car went to piggie's house...her house is quite nice and she is really has a quite rich family...we went upstairs to piggie's room and get to know piggie's sis - sok chyn/lil gan chan~~after piggie change her cloth, they took the racket and we went out again...piggie and vicious one car, ah goh me and hola one car...on the way to the badminton place, hola ask me whether am i going back on tuesday...i told him ya...then he says ask me to tell my mom tat ill be back on wednesday...so i just answer "orh"~~ not long after tat they start to play badminton...in the middle of the game...i join them in playing badminton...around 5pm..hola send us back then piggie and vicious went back to take bath~~ when i came out from the bath room...only i notice no one is bathing except me...which makes me feel very pai seh~~@@"


vicious fetch hola, me and wai kin where others in ps's *ferari*~~we all went to a thai restaurant near piggie house to have our dinner~~vicious and piggie responsible to order the dishes and they have order a plate of dumpling chicken, a plate of egg dish, a plate of vege, an a plate of fish...suprisingly the saurce of the fish is extremely hot though is just a pale color liquid that looks like just normal water...i also only ate abit of the fish...becoz the saurce of it is reli unexpectedly spicy...peng sang who sit beside me was sweating when he ate the fish...then only i know he can't really can stand over spicy food...but he still can eat spicy things just that there is a limit for him to eat spicy food~ during the dinner, i was wanting to take the egg(but u know lar, short ppl got short hand lolz) my hand wasnt long enough to take the egg dish...i tot no one saw it but hola saw it and cut it for me then only i take tat part of the egg dish...quite nice of him though..when we all finish the dinner, vicious fetch me and wai kin to ps house..wai kin sit left hand seat, hola sit middle seat where i sit the right hand seat...chatted a while with hola and then suddenly piggie's bro seem wanted to reverse his car...hola went infront to drove the car incase piggie's bro wanted to reverse the car...after asking piggie's bro...he said he's not wanting to reverse his car...and also at this time vicious them came out from the piggie's house and hola happens to sit right hand seat where i change to sit in the middle...we all chatted until back to ps's house.. when we all back to ps's house, ah goh them seem tired and i played chor dai dee with ps, hola, and vicious while we all watching channel 30 showing the show of "hotel wind cloud"(my own translation cuz i dono how to describe =X)

At around 11:30...they all decide to leave to yum cha with some of their others frens...so i went back into the room and chat with ah goh & habby untill 3am++ while looking at those photo we took by habby's camera...then i cant stand it and went to sleep~~

December 26th,


woke up at around 7am...by ps...cuz his parents ask us to join for the breakfast...so we all woke up and brushed our teeth...becoz of me and habby ready faster, therefore we follow ps's parents car with ps 2nd bro and cousin bro in the car~~guess wat? we have bak kut teh for our breakfast...quite nice lo the sup...we sat there and prepare for breakfast...not long after tat they arrive...so we all starting to eat our bak kut teh~~


when we finish our breakfast...ps fetch me, ah xiang, kar hing and wai kin to mid valley while ah goh and habby fetch by vicious and piggie~~around 20 mins later...we all arrive mid valley (mv) and we gather at the bowling place...near the bowling place, got a small arcade centre...so i use RM5 to play a while in the arcade centre while waiting vicious them to come over...around 10 mins later...hola arrive at the arcade centre also...after that he went to watch ppl playing a gunshot game which call time crisis 4...the ppl who playing it is seriuosly quite professional...his score is like 200k++...crazy leh~~!! =.=" around 10 mins later...vic them arrives and then we all went to sushi king to eat our lunch...me, ah xiang, hola and ps sits on one table where others sit in another table...after the lunch, we went into the bowling place to play bowling...it charges RM12 for each person and each person got 2 game to play...which also meaning that 1 game got 10 round...we all played happiliy and ended bowling at around 4:15pm as in we've bought tickets to watch the movie at the cinema which is called "confession of pain"~~

confession of pain is acted by my favourite actor tony leong with takeshi kanishiro...in this movie, starting tony leong was a police officer and takeshi kanishiro was his staff under him...not long after that takeshi's gf suicide and he felt so sad and quited the job of police but change to become a personal detective....he's been searching for years for the reason of his gf's suicide~~ cant remember much about the movie actually...but i remember this movie ends up with tony leong suicide soon after his gf died on the hospital bed that is right to him...he shot himself to death...where takeshi kanishiro be together with su qi~~ this movie is actually quite sad...i pity tony leong ler...sobz ><"

after the movie, hola fetch me, ah goh and habby back to ps house...at around 8pm...hola & ps fetch us to the curve to have our dinner...when we arrive there...everywhere is pack with ppl...so is italianese...however in the end we found a spot in italinese and sat down to have our dinner there...at around 10pm...we finish our dinner and ready to go back...so we go back seperately as in those who follow ps car follow back his car and where those who follow hola's car follow back hola's car...hahaha xD

on the way to fetch kinz, i asked ah goh about andrew..becoz of habby doesnt know about andrew...so i explain to her about how andrew chase me those stuff...hola just remain quiet and driving untill we arrive kinz's house...he drop us infront of kinz' house where i go tumpang at ps's car and habby & ah goh go to kinz's car cuz hola said tired and wan go home...so the rest of us went to spicy(a mamak stall) to yum cha~~at around 1130...we all went back to ps house and we all sleep after that....ah goh told me something before i sleep...he said tat while im talking about andrew hola is actually keep smiling~~i wonder why lolz

December 27th,

was actually needed to be wake up at 8am in the morning but ends up everyone woke up at 12pm....i woke up at around 10am but at tat time no one awake so i just sitting there doing nth but watching them sleeping...after ps woke up...he calls vicious to come and fetch us to the bus stand to buy tickets...and we bought the bus ticket to back to ipoh which will depart at 2:30pm...b4 tat we went to eat something to fill our stomach and then ive sms hola to tell him we depart and thx for everything...goh also had sms vicious to thx them...so ah goh sits with habby, i sit with ah xiang, and karhing sit with wai kin...we all arrive at ipoh at around 5pm...seriuosly tat bus is really makes us suffer cuz half way goin back to ipoh his aircon spoil...so we are like having free "sauna" services...lolz

there goes the detail about this genting~kl trip^^

Cheers Ppl~~^^

let things be naturally~~ >.<

Today I finally submitted one of my subject’s assignment which was conference & banqueting management...i should feel happy but i don really feel happy as how i think it would be...Ever since he back from hk, everything seems to be different…the way he talks to me changed...no longer able to see the emotion of =X or xD...however, this is really disappoint me...

perhaps i should listen to luna...don have to talk to him everyday...just let it be the natural way...its friday today...this few days rain keep falling...it actually quite suits the way i feel now...so cold and lonely and...sad...
i dono if he saw the thing i wrote on multiply...perhaps he don talk to me much cuz he read my blog...which i wrote the way i feel about him...

yesterday was having lunch with ah goh them...ah goh seems to know something and it actually makes me think its hopeless between me and him...read the article luna asked hola to sent me...during her lunch time yesterday...its really meaningful especially the 2nd and 3rd article...as if its saying myself...heh...really quite true...however...ive plan something in my mind and im going to do it no matter how...he doesnt seem like interested in me at all...where i still liking him so much...just feeling so helpless....*sigh*~~ ah goh told me not to think of him...ill tried...but need some time...

perhaps its really like wat vicious says...its no big deal to let other ppl know that u liked them...i bet he now knows the way i felt about him...he might acting dono about it...who knows? only god knows lol~~ perhaps i don deserve to have a bf...in the past every guy i like wont like me the same way...perhaps i should stop liking ppl~~i reli dono...im really lack in confidence...

good luck to me in everything...god bless me~~

my recent life~~

recently everyone been very busy...especially ppl around me...everything is changing...honestly I don really like this...but its not my first time facing this kind of changes about the ppl around me...the first change was during 1 yr ago..between jack, seal, and marc...but this time was with my god sis luna....

in comparison...we spoke lesser and chat lesser...memory flash back to the time we all having so much fun together in sro and skype...and now..she hang out more already...and told me to love myself more and take care myself more...this word give me a feeling that she will still care and worry about me how she used to, just tat not as much as last time...but lesser also...

there is a guy here which i know in college about 2 weeks ago...i went lunch with him once and he started to tackle me...call me to chat, ask me out...for me, of coz cant accept...in my past, every guy tat i liked...are those frens who i know them for a period of time...he is a good guy...but hes abit too desperate and tat really scared me....i told him we just be frens for now...or perhaps i should say "we should start from frens"...but he alr scares me...i think i need some time to remove my scare feelings about him...

hola went to hk last thursday...he told me he will be back around today or tml night...since hes not here...so i guess he will be back tml? tat day chatted with goh and viciuos in the same chat room at skype...talked about the way andreww sweet talk to me...out of a sudden, vicious asked me how i think about hola...i tell him everything...including the biggest secret...but he promise to help keep this as a secret...however..i still need some time to stop missing this guy...i know he might wont talk to me anymore if he knows i like him...this is also why i keep avoiding from letting him know about this...anyway i don really think he will likes me...after all, hes just another guy which i adore secretly...with no starting and no ending as well...now just wait for next month, a day after my birthday...i wan to see tat hohoho got buy prezzie for me anot..=P

this morning~~ my hp alarm was orignally set to rang at 6:50am...but as u all know, some ppl like me just will go and off the alarm when it rang to get more sleep....well at least a while more...

when really awaked, its already 8am....and i was thinking "omg, im going to be late~~!!" then i immediately went into my bath room to brush my teeth and prepare to get my early morning bath~~

when i finish my bath, its already 8:20am...and then i change my cloth at my mom's closet... then i went back to my room to charge my mp3 player using computer power while i on my comp...my skype was on then and i saw luna's name appears on skype as usual~~ so i msged her and thinking that she wont be awake tat early, but i was wrong~~haha she replied me by directly call me on skype...

we talked alot of things...as usual...not long after that i heard karhing sound then i know that they awaked...so chatted in skype with 3 ppl together...but unfortunately 3 of them were stucking~~

at around 9:20am i told them i need to off as in im going to kl around 9:30am....but the exact time when we leave was actually 10:12am~~

along the way to kl, i keep on contact with them about the meeting up with luna in somewhere else near the place my dad wants to go *old klang road*, and thank god mid valey (Megamall) was near to the old klang road... at around 4pm, we all arrive mid valey...parked the car and call them to ask for their locations... me, my parents and my brother went into jusco and go to the 1st floor...so i call luna to tell her that ill meet them there...

finally, saw karhing and ah goh...then saw luna and i was like "omg, i met my dear sis in real life...shit...damm exciting" my face immediately turn so red and hot...i also dono why...mayb first time meet after so long we know each other? but then when after we talk a while...and after taking some pictures... i turn back to normal xD

starting i only given 5 mins to talk with them...but then luckily Wayne shows up and i asked for the permission to have a drink and talk with them...so when we arrive Delifrance, we find a 4 person table and sat down...i sit with ah goh, luna sits with karhing...*heh heh heh heh* =X (nolar, just joking...nth special happend)

ive ordered a single scoop sundae ice-cream, ah goh and luna both ordered camomile tea...while karhing didnt order anything~~ during the whole eating and chatting session, we were so happily...and was suprise to heard dad voice suddenly came from front...coz i switched my sit with karhing...so i saw them... unfortunately, when dad came back from toilet, its time for me to go already...really feel sad to go but i have to...><"

but before i leave, i told luna and said "ill be back" lmao...lalalala~~

ok...today stops here...i really still cant believe that i really met luna...im damm happy...wkakakakaka...=X

cheers ppl^^

Cameron Trip 9/7 - 10/7

feeling so tired...just back from cameron highlands few hours ago...the exact time should be 5:15pm...

Yesterday morning, I was late when the time we need to gather in college for the cameron trip....but then..luckily im not the latest person who reach there...by the time i arrive college, Vijay and Thervanan wasn't there yet...but when i reach college only i notice that i forgot to bring long sleeves shirt and its too late to do anything...

at around 10:20am, everyone is arrive and so we're ready to go...i was set to sit in choon chuen's car together with yuk thart, xiu min, thervanan, puga and maran... nirmal drives his car together with rains and abby inside... the 3rd car was ms nuraine together with ms julynn and qarina (ms. nurainie's daughter)

*Ms. Nurainie driving perodua kelisa*
*Choon Chuen driving toyota Innova*
*and Nirmal driving honda city*

at around 12, we arrive brinchang, and have our steamboat at a restaurant with the name of "ok Tuck"....their soups are divided into 2 types, one side is normal soup, and another was with the tom yam soup...their tom yam soup really taste not bad...which makes me drink alot of the tom yam soup...haha...

after we finish having our lunch, we went to yuk thart parent's appartment to check-in to settle down our luggage..then me and xiu min starting to play cards with choon chuen on the table...when starting, i was teaching xiu min on how to play "fishing"...and althought she learns it...and then we were having so much fun in the fishing game...then when vijay them wanted to play black jack, so i stop my game and join them....vijay is the banker and i started the game with 80 cents...but when the game finish i ends up winning him Rm2.30...wahahahha...so happy...=X

as the sky is getting darker, they finally prepare to set up the bbq thing so that we can bbq our food...while i was waiting for xiu min to bath, i lie on the bed and start to chat with rains...and we talked about the o nite thing...i told her that im not planning to go coz no ppl to sit with...then she offers to sit with me and i decided to go to o nite...thx alot to her lo...^^

when i wanted to take bath, while i was putting towels and shampoos into the toilet, abby came into the toilet and ask me if she can hold on the basin for a while and i say yes...honestly i was quite shock when shes talking to me...coz its been really a long time since i talked to her last yr...however...i did reply back to her...after that she seems to try to talk more to me...

during the whole nite, the appartment is full of sounds from gambling, talking, and bbq-ing...when i feel enough with the money i got, i pull myself out of the gambling table and choose to listen to my mp3 player...everything seems so peacefull and the weather is really so windy and the cold wind makes me shaking...then i went back into the room coz xiu min says she wanted to sleep already...when starting, we both can't sleep yet...so we've been through some "heart to heart" chatting...and we've make some comparison between 2 ppl...(who? its a secret between me and xiu min)

then suddenly choon chuen came in to ask if we already slept...then we told him havent and he brings in the cards to play with us...when starting, we played fishing, then suddenly ms julynn came in with a blanket on her head and so we decided to play "chor dai dee"... when its almost 3:40am, i stop playing coz i really feel so sleepy..but then they continue to play but with other games...untill xiu min says that felt boring with all the card games and so we stop playing with the cards...and then ms julynn suggest that everyone of us talk something about relationship things...everything ends up when its 5am where at the same time yuk thart came into the room with nirmal in the drunk condition...hahaha...almost everyone in the house got drunk except for me, xiu min, ms julynn, ms nurainie, qarina, and choon chuen...

we all slept at 5am and wake up at around 9am...me and xiu min then change our cloth and went to have our breakfast together with ms julynn, ms nurainie and qarina...and when we get back to our appartment after finish having our breakfast, me, xiu min, yuk thart, choon chuen, ms julynn, ms nurainie and qarina went to a chinese tokong to see...we saw alot of ppl carrying chairs and newspaper while walking towards the chinese tokong...then xiu min explain to me why izzit so many ppl lining up towards the chinese tokong...and its actually becoz of there is a ppl call "ban xian" which means half god...is very accurate in health problem...which means if u went to see him...and ask about ur health problem...u will be very lucky if he nods his head according to the question u ask...if he shake his head then it means he can't help u on anything...
when we still walking along the road, rain drops begin to fall in dots and we walk quickly into the appartment and put on the uniform...then we went to a Cameron Highland Boutique Hotel - The Lake House for assignment of room division...

when we finish visiting the boutique hotel, we went back to the appartment to check-out and went back to Ipoh...we arrive college around 5:15pm...and everyone seems to be so tired after last nite...but everyone is having so much fun in their own different ways...^^

Dissapointed....

woohoo~~ finally i got back my connection after almost a month i can't actually on9 on my own pc...i am so so happy about this lar^^

today is the 1st day after i got back my connection, therefore ive plan to blogging...hee hee^^
recently the environment in the college is full with ppl who talking about the o night of our college which will be held next month 5th at Syuen Hotel...

last night ive been so sad and confuse about going the o night or not...honestly im really so dissapointed after she told me she already booked the o night table and without counting me in...ive told bee ching about this, and also my ah goh and karhing...i think they all know how i feel...just that they cant decline her of going to the o night and sitting together in the same table....i really feel like going but however this yr's o nite once again making me feel so meaningless of going to it...

however ive started my 3rd semester, and hopefully everything will be fine as last sem's assignment which i got my merit from it...but i really hope that this sem's exam i will be able to get all pass....i really hope so...therefore i must study harder this time...those who know me...pls wish me good luck^^

in this new semester, there is a subject call management accounting, when i thinking of account, there goes the headache...haih...really don like account much...plus the explaination of the lecture while teaching sometimes really make us confuse...but sometimes can understand a little lar...

zzzz...its been 2 days since i last on9 on sro...if the situation continue to be like this..i wont be able to get lvled to lvl 42><"

yday my sg aunt's friend come to fetch them...her friend is a girl who wear and acts like a guy...and living with her gf...nth much i can say but i choose to respect this kind of ppl...but still i feel very weird about this kind of ppl lo..hehe

last night at 12:00am...i called mee kee and wish her happy burpday...and through our conversation on phone, she told me she just got back from genting...and says that kah mun and lee yee is studying together in keris of the tourism courses...and also bobo had come back from sg few months ago...(but i didn't know)

she told me they will be going out together tonight to have their dinner...at pizza mostly...tonight im going out to celebrate my third sis's burpday (chinese birthday) so mayb i get the chance of meeting them all lo...so must dress nicely tonight^^

past this few days, my internet is really pissing me off, that is also which makes me cant wrote my blog for the past few days~~

well..this morning i saw the testi from chanelle to me...althought its really short but its meaningful and i like it..^^

now im listening to jolin's new album while chatting with wilson on msn...well...i was quite suprise to see him on9...but he was using e-messenger and online-ing in the hotel lobby he lives in new york...the hotel he lives in was called Best Western...lol (wonder if the hotel is really the best western hotel lol)

i add ah goh into the chat room so that they can chat more...becoz wilson was asking something about wow...from wat he told us, he will be back on friday morning at 5am...=.="...22 hours of flight, i might as well jump off the plane...lol (kidding lar)

mom just give me a call that my sg aunt together with 2 of her frens...is coming to our house...i bet later is going to be noisy...

wilson will be going to harvard for a tour...lol...harvard leh...so i ask him to take alot of picture there to make ppl believe that he graduated from there...lol(wonder if ppl will believe)
ive been trying very hard to get to lvl 42 but seems that my internet don allowed me to and keep making me hang, lag and then die...if the situation continue to be like this...its going to take me forever to get lvled...><"

i must get to lvl 42 asap...><"...i really want my lvl 42 blade><"

today was the day bibi able get off her hand bandages and as i expect she screamed and my heart was so painful when i heard she scream...but i know there's nth i can do now...hopefully her wounds will healed asap..

chatted with my 2nd IT ah goh and he told me he had quitted his job becoz he's having some arguement with his supervisors...nvm de goh..go find another work lo...kl many ma...especially kajang area..=P im sure u will find a better job with a better supervisor^^

bibi is now sleeping and hopefully she can really walks like normal asap...god bless this little cute puppy^^ time flies and now shes alr 5 months old...she is a growing up girl...her fur is starting to change into adult's dog fur...its really feels like she become bigger already...hehe..

when we came back from Dr. Goh's clinic, it happens that my younger brother had fixed the phone line back to normal and i've played sro a while...from the guild notice, i know that there is another major update is coming which we will be able to have a pet to fight for us, a larger storage...hopefully the pet wasn't in the ITEM MALL~~!! if not we will never able to get it...=)

im going off9 so soon because i've promise my sis that i will change the time to 6pm for her as in normally she only get to use the comp at 7pm...quite a lucky day today..^^

finally~!! i finish my last paper..lol (actually only 2 paper)

today is the day to celebrate~~! coz i finish my last paper ler...hehe^^ yesterday when having the customer service examination, im the 1st one who came out from the examination room...today it happens to be the same...im too the 1st one to come out from the room..xD

at around 12, xiu min came out and we both went upstairs to eat the set lunch which prepared by our hosteurs club...and ms nurainie had inform us that at july 1st they are planning to go teluk batik as a fairwell party for ms julynn as in shes going other places to work~~ (TARC KL) *all the best to u lar miss ^^*
while we were having our lunch in the mock-up room, a malay junior came and talk to us...especially to hansel of coz~~ ( i bet she's interested in him? i don't know? ) however i bet hansel wouldn't want that to be happend~~ wish him good luck then..

when we were in the middel of having our lunch, she sit by us while we were talking about X-Men 3, and was laughing the act inside the x-men movie...and when we were going to leave, she came up to me and ask me whether im laughing her and fooling her anot? and i told her im not coz we were really talking about the x-men's movies...guess she's just too sensitive ler...haha wat a day~

from today on, im going to have 2 weeks holiday...here's how i plan...
i plan to rent the tv series call er zuo ju zhi wen to watch it during my holidays and sit for the undang-undang talks to take the exams of it...before its too late~~ its a shame that at my age i still can't drive~~><"
today before i went back, ah goh finally pass me the wow cd...now im just waiting for the internet line to get back to normal and have fun with them all...hehehehe^^

today at around 9am, after i get my docket i went to sit with puga and the rest~~

we start to discuss and keep on study and try to remember as many as we could~~

at around 9:30, the new lecture with a curry bun hairstyle came to us and inform us that its time to exam~~ so we just walk in and ready for our exam

luckily wat i studied yday did come out...in section A, i able to answer all the questions, each question at least one page~~ but in the section B, i only answer question 2 and only half page....hopefully i can get a good results lar...(if can get merit then is better lo xD)

2molo is the f&b paper...very worry coz some of the noTES was not given~~god pls bless me that i can answer all the exam questions tomolo~~

internet is down again...argh...><" its been down for few days time....when will it get back to normal??!! hopefully it will get back to normal asap~~~!

today yvonne told me that shi ying is registered to study in my college in hotel management also...this is really a great news for me~~ few days ago ah yang release from ns and he sms me to tell me how crazy the situation he feels when all the ppl in the college talking english...when i see his sms i direct called him and talk to him...and ive try to comfort him and tell him he will soon get used to the environment and says that i will help him^^

recently seems that alot of ppl have the same situations as me( having exams ) wish all the people that is going to have exam or having exams now good luck and study hard lo...^^

ish~~~the internet is down again...and i really pissed off liao...but the good thing is i starting to study for my exams...^^

now im onlining in my father's office...else i cant on9 at home~~
alot of my fren's bday is in the month of june....

June 1 - Maggie and Alvin
June 2 - Kim Yoong Goh
June 10 - Marcus
June 15 - Mee Kee
June 19 - Christina and Bobo

and etc~~

and i now remember i still owe ah xiang and habby bday present~~~ ill get them the presents asap...^^ hopefully they can wait^^

since y'day ive been start to understand about cost control in f&b~~ well...i tried to understand about it and can understand abit also lo...

hopefully the connection can be fixed by 2molo as in probably ill be joining ah goh and wilson playing wow~~^^

Ps: Wilson went to new york with his family~~so im hereby wishing him had a happy and safe trip^^

Recovery From Pain

okok fine...its been a time since my last post...after my recovery from the pain of knowing some truth, I'm back to normal again...recently was rushing my assignments...and only found out how worst is my understanding...urgh..><" recently a classmate of mine seems like refuse to talk to me...when starting, I just remain silent and do nothing....but then I can't stand it and keep wondering why is he doing tat? So I smsed him...and he reply me"no...la.." but indeed I felt he did... on Friday night, sonny, a friend of my sis(who is a computer Pros) came straight away from my KL to my house to gather because they are going redang island tat night with sonny, Eric, my sis and her bf..At around 11:40pm, they went out to take the bus...and so I bring bibi to my room to sleep with me...^^

also on Friday night, i had a chat with ah xiang, he told me to say everything out of my heart...he said is not good to keep everything in my heart and without saying it out...however I didn't admit nor admit that i like him last time...from the way he talks, his hint is like asking me not to waste my time on him...however its a good thing thought...maybe because he don't wish to waste my time too. He said in this world, there are still many things except relationships thing...do what ever I wish and like...and I totally agree with him...

Last night, foo choy (ah choy) came back from genting...my goh, habby, ah xiang and karhing went out to yum cha with them...I know that I can’t go so I just wish them happy on tat night...

Have to go down to help mom to bath rocky, tats all for this time...^^

Joey

a day after my god brother chiaw hoe's bday

Yesterday was my god brother chiaw hoe's bday...and i was very no mood coz i lost my pendrive....yesterday when i log in sro, trying to find someone to talk to,....but i never knew they all were helping dragon coz dragon's name was in red...everyone is killing him...and i felt more no mood after no on has talk to me...b4 i close sro, i told them im very not in a good mood and i saw they asking me why by the time the game couting time for me to log out...not long after that my god brother msg me and ask me not to be in a bad mood...and i was so shock with his sms...however..althought i feel sad for the lost of my pendrive, instead i made him worry me even on his bday...i really feel sorry for him..sorry goh...><"...

recently i know that susan's family having some quarell...i may not be one of her those best frens...but i do care for all of my frens...well...i tried to care for her...mayb she does seems to appreciate it or mayb she dint know about it...hopefully she can stand strong n every problem of her facing now can be solve asap...i really envy her...coz when something bad happens to her...she get alot of caring...honestly i rather to be like her and get caring from my frens...silly me hor? hahaha...*sigh*...i wonder if any of my frens can show some caring towards me? i suppose even there is...not much as susan did...

well...thats all about how i feel today....will be continue~~~

Joey

so so day~~

today went to father's office to on9...taken bebe to office too...and called mk to chat...my goh told me alot of things...i understand how he feels...but im really sad tat cant help him...see him like tat i also feel sad...haih...really hope her will accept him back....><" then they both can live happily...keke^^ good luck lo goh...every single day now...my feeling for him...getting lesser...i think its a good thing lar...better than missing him and no pay back....i am now listening to their conversation on skype and typing on skype to reply them...i think tats all for tday...good luck and hopefully all ppl around the world is happy always ^^ *~Joey~*

Valentines 2006

woah....its been really quite a long time since i last wrote my blog....finally...chinese new year going to end in few days time...and valentines coming...many of my fren asking me how am i going to celebrate it this yr...and i answer them ill just celebrate it as usual i guess...

sometimes i can get jealous over a small thing...i did specify the word *sometimes*....although the feeling of jealousy makes me hate myself...but i still will jealous over someone or something automatically...

yesterday was valentines day...therefore...some of my frens included bee ching,my god brother kaz,xiang,kar hing, susan,colby and habby included myself went to bercham to eat the 2in1 steambot...

while i was preparing to go out...the sky starting to rain...its not a heavy rain but its quite cold tat day....bee ching come to fetch me with her sis in the car at around 7:30pm...then we straight away went to bercham...when we arrive...no one had arrived...so we went to prepare the thing for all of the people.....

20mins later....

they arrive...and i asked habby to sit by me...bee ching sit at my left hand side...beside habby was ah xiang and susan...then is colby, kar hing, my goh and bee ching's sis bee hui...when the starting...everything was just fine....but soon...i found out tat he care so much for her....this is making my heart feel very uncomfortable...now tat i must admit tat i still cant let go of him....i hate it...urghh...there is nth much i can do about it...ill jus try my best to forget him...but i can only did tat when i found another guy which i really like...

in the end we ends up with taking photos with everyone...not everyone i guess..jus few of us had taken some pictures...ill show u all the pictures when i got it from bee ching...well...i wish every couple in the world happy together...and also wish all the single ones can found their own couple soon....

here is the pictures which me and my frens took last nite...its xiang, habby and me^^

thats the end for valentines day...

Joey

my birthday, christmas and new year^^

its been quite long time since my last blog...well...its simply becoz the coming of my birthday which on december 22nd (which is 5 days ago), chrismast (2 days ago) and the new year is coming on december 31...time flies so fast..nearly cant catch up...a new year begin...this yr birthday...unexpectedly, i received alot of sms from all those my fren who remember my bday...wishing me happy birthday...however...i was feeling so happy...bee ching,seal and jack wishing me happy birthday on skype...was so happy about tat too...never thought tat they will says tat...thank you guys so much...i really feel so glad about it...someone tat im not expected...sms me to wish me happy...a fren of mine who was far away from here...in australia...raymond...smsed me...i feel so shock but so happy...althought a sms from australia cost not much...but its really so meaningful...thank you ray^^...i went to hv dinner with my family at a restaurant called "1 9 1 9"....the food was still the same taste...so tasty..^^...this yr even got soft crab...which ordered by my father specially for me and my mom...thank you daddy^^

in one hour time...jack is going back to taiwan...and only will be back on febuary i guess..i wished him "one road smooth wind" and asked him to take care...well...i guess he jus missed the taiwan long island tea as well? hmm...after i had studied abit about the wine...ive only know tat long island tea is actually a cocktail name...b4 this i still thought its a tea...wat a stupid me...^^"

tats all wat i can say for this time...
i believe everything will be alright, tomorrow will be fine...^^

Best regards,
Joey

the incident about the overnight stay of see meng and kar ling^^...2 best best fren of mine for whole life^^

Things should be written here was delayed for few days time...until today...only start to write something about wat had happen [last week] in my life...lol...cant blame..recently too lazy dee...=P

28th Oct'05, Friday

Today kar ling met up with me at sushi king as in we've been plan to eat sushi tat day... we met up with kit mun in sushi king too...was so shock to see tat sushi king had moved to a bigger place to start their new business...the place was bigger and nicer...as usuall,ive ordered a udon and have aten some of my favourite sushis..all of them were so tasty^.^...when kar ling arrive sushi king...she sits with us and enjoy the sushi too..^^

when we finish our lunch, mom went to que up to pay the bill while me and kar ling walk out of sushiking to watch some performance for deeparaya..i saw alot of small children from different kindergarden...they all dress nicely and cool...and they were so cute..^^ went home after tat and start to chit chat with kar ling in my room...

the other day at around 1pm...doorbell rang and my hp rang, take it and saw it was the miss call of see meng so i went to open the electric gate and open the door to let her in...din saw her for 2 months time...was so so glad to saw her...sadly they don likes to hug...or else i think a big hug will be better^^ see meng came and met up with kar ling...they both chat alot...they both din met for almost 3 months...they have alot to chat..so i jus type my blog while let they both chat more^.^

Me,my mum,kar ling and see meng and my 2nd sis went to tesco together...met chooi foong working at tesco...chatted for a while and went up to search for my mum...although i cant find the cloths tat i wan, but the situation was quite happy tat nite...^^

2 day had pass since they both came...its time for them to go back to their home...it was tuesday afternoon, after me,kar ling and see meng had a swim together, we sent kar ling to parade then me and see meng went down too to shopping as in see meng wants to buy some stuff...went to a shoe shop, saw a pair of shoes which i like so much...wanted to buy but becoz the shoe was white and pink in color, see meng and kar ling says tat it would be quite hard to suits our cloths according to the shoe's color...i can only wear whilte or pink color shirts plus a skirt to suits the shoes..else don buy it...after i heard tat...we went off the shoe shop to another shop...but my mind keep thinking about the shoe while shopping...it made my mood into a bad mood...not long after tat see meng seems to feels it and ask me about it...she really knows me so well...haha..

went home at around 7:30pm...was feeling so sorry for see meng as in by the time my mother arrive to pick us up, she was not able to buy the stuff tat she wants to bring back to polytechnic penang...although she keep say is ok...but i still felt guilty of tat...

these are wat happen last 5 days ago...well...i guess its quite enough for tat day's life...today ends here...ill write again next time ler...hope tat everything is going fine and im happy everyday..^^

best regards from me, Joey@Yumi

susan's 18th birthday^.^

many things had happen past this few days...

24 October 2005, Monday

today was susan's birthday...as she planned...she invited some of her closest frens in college...which means [me,my goh,ah xiang,kar hing,habby,bee ching,ah fu,aaron,steven,wai kin,susan's another god brother victor,and aaron's fren] to MP to celebrate her 18th birthday...i arrive there around 7:30pm...actually i was late for 30 mins...really quite "pai seh"...but aaron are more late than me...he arrives around 8pm++....starting we all are chatting together while we eating our dinner...during the whole nite...all of us keep taking photos...ive taken photo with my goh,habby,bee ching,susan,steven, and all other frens...

it was my 1st time met up with habby ever since i know her on vent...she was soo frenly and nice...and i feel so lucky for my goh of having her as his gf...really wish that their relationships would last forever so tat my goh wont sad of loneliness anymore...=X...=P...

at around 9pm....we all keep playing and chi-chatting and taking photos..
at around 10pm...bee ching took out the cake and put infront of susan...victor uses candle to light up the flower thingy...and in the end it was the flower thingy who suprises all of us...she feel so touch and happy tat nite...and i found out tat i feel better when i don jealous or hate anyone..hating ppl needs alot of energy and its suffering...i promise to myself not to hate anyone anymore...

at around 11:00pm...i say good bye to all of them and went home...tat nite is really a happy and fun nite for me also...cheers^.^

these are wat happen last 2 days ago...

well...i guess its quite enough for tat day's life...today ends here...ill write again next time ler...hope tat everything is going fine and im happy everyday..^^

best regards from me, Joey@Yumi

@ happy and unforgetable s@turd@y^.^

its been quite long time since i last wroted my blog here...i bet is time to write something here ler...^^

many things had happen past this few days...last saturday i went to jusco with kar ling,wai teng,zhi yin, and suet yee...5 of us have not met for few months time...its jus feel like few yrs dee...^.^...

22 October 2005, Saturday

still can remember tat day i was late for about 30 mins...we all plan to meet at jusco at 11:30am...but i only arrive at 12:05pm...i really feel veli "pai seh"...so sorry la girls>.<"...but anyhow...they din mad at me...jus wai teng smile while saying"why so late ar? want us to wait u still...u also so big hor"...although she din scold...i feel "pai seh" of her words..hehehehe^^


after my arrival, we all went for a walk around jusco...bought some stuff...went to game section...bought some pc games...then went to popular to met up with kar ling and zhi yin...bought my horroscope booklet then accidentaly met marcus there...say hi to him then we went for our lunch...we went to have our lunch at black canon coffee shop...ordered a family set lunch...and found out they taste so good...prawns are fresh and those tom yam soup are tasty too...after tat we rush to the cinema...


never knew that the movie we are about to watch is 18Sx....becoz DooM is a quite violence and horror and digusting movie...coz its about some monsters...when we arrive...the movie is jus about to start...went out to buy some pop corns and the movie starts...the sits are from left to right...starting from zhi yin from the most left,then is wai teng,follow by me,kar ling and suet yee...at starting...its not tat horrible...but in the middle of the movie...the movie become more creepy and scary when all scientist began to dissapear and some monsters appears to eat up those ppl of "The Sarge Squad Team"....this movie is made exactly from a game called DOOM3...i still remember i played Doom 1 with my brother since i was 10 and he was jus 7...we were having so much fun by tat time...


in the middle of the movie..suddenly my hp vibrate...take a look and see..its a sms from chee how...a fren of mine...his sms was asking me" jusco ah?" i was so shock suddenly coz he might saw me again for the 2nd time...however...after i reply his sms for the 2nd time...i din reply again..coz need to continue watch the movie...during the whole movie...i keep using my hand to cover up my eyes for some scary screenshot...but wai teng who prevent me from keep using my hand to close my eyes...we both keep fighting in the "war of hands" with...and i win everytime..but we both smiles everytime although she lose everytime^^


I only start to watch it seriuosly when its come to then ending...the view of movie was change to player mode...as if u were the player...it was quite awesome and it makes me feel so fresh for the 1st time coz this was the 1st time i watched a movie which in player mode...in the end..."staring [the rock]...become the biggest monster in the movie..and fight with the main player in the game...


of coz la...in the end...bad guy sure die and good guy survive but having a bad injury...but in this movie...the good guy fight toughly with the bad guy...and win the "war"...the monster died and being sealed in the Mars forever...the movie starts from 2:10pm untill 4:20pm....after we come out from the cinema...wai teng and zhi yin went back to black canon becoz she left her game cd there while kar ling accompany me to buy some presents for susan's birthday...bought her a very nice photo frame...later on we went to mph and met up with xin yi and her bf..they both really looks so suits^^


after that we all went back...my dad send kar ling home and after tat we both went home together....tat day is really a happy day^^


these were wat happen last saturday...

well...i guess its quite enough for tat day's life...today ends here...ill write again next time ler...hope tat everything is going fine and im happy everyday..^^

best regards from me,

Joey@Yumi

a suprising day~~

its friday tat day...and everything going jus fine...the piano tuner press our doorbell and i open the door for him to let him in...he tune the piano while he talking to me...chatted for 5 mins...i went back upstairs to continue playing my game..DotA of coz...=D...have expected my eldest sis to fetch us(me and my younger bro) to eat lunch somewhere else near the sony ericsson dealer behind the old parkson...means ipoh garden there...b4 we arrive...actually our sis plan to took us to eat poridge for lunch...as in she said it was so tasty...but when we nearly arrive and stop at the traffic light...my younger brother saw pizza hut there...and he suggest to hv our lunch at pizza hut...so after we've parked our car...and we went upstairs of pizza...saw lots of ppl up there...and a large bunch of students(wearing form 6 uniform)...sitting there...but i din really saw whos them actually...but when i pass by their table...suddenly i heard a sound...someone actually say "err humm" loudly...i feel weird but i sit down and i sit beside my sis starting...when i sit down...i only saw sze min and some of her frens...no long after i sat down...chee how sms me...and ask me"so free eat pizza ar?"...then only i was notice that chee how,bun fei and ming yee are inside there...feel shock so i change to sit beside my younger brother...

since then i keep sms with chee how...i keep looking at sze min...and finally she saw me and walk to me...we both chatted for a while...for about 15 mins...then she walk back to continue eating her pizza...after tat they went back...we left pizza hut 10 mins after they gone...went to the sony ericsson phone dealer to see the k508i and k700i...still quite confusing which to buy at tat time...not long after tat we went back after taking some phone's broucher...went back tat early becos my sis got something else to do...arrive home like around 3pm...chee how sms me again at 4pm something...play my games...keep smsing with him untill 7 something...(he reply my sms each 2 hour once)...and watched tv with family as usuall after back from dinner at outside...went upstairs to prepare for sleep...wrote my diary...change my cloths and brushed my teeth...wash my leg and went up to bed...charged my hp as in chee how say will call me up to chat...he called at around 12:14am...we chatted untill 1:14am...hang up the phone...i sms him to wish him good nite...after tat he called me again at 1:27am....and we chat again as in he say he cant sleep yet...untill 2:34am we both hang up..and finally i can sleep...wat a sleepy day...^^"

well...i guess its quite enough for tat day's life...today ends here...ill write again next time ler...hope tat everything is going fine and im happy everyday..^^
best regards from me, Neko Joey

wat is happening to me?

i dono why...i really dono why...wat is happening to me? im so confuse now...i feel like crying d...>_<"...

today i went to college to attend a class..our class starts 10am...as usuall was walking to 3rd floor to attend the class...met xiu min and yuk tat there...then suddenly ms.nuranie came up to ask us go down as in we are going to see the wine guide which in cd form...using comp to see of coz...see thru LCD loh..hehe^^...fortunately the class was quite fun and happy today...becos of reading the bottle wine label...those french word...is exactly diffrent slang from english...can u imagine how "sauvignon" read? it was read "saurvinion" in english...weird eh? yes indeed it is quite weird...but it was this which made the class fun...^^

class ends up at 11:40am...i went down to lobby and sitting on the sofa while waiting them...start from yesterday im thinking should i join them for lunch anot? well..in the end...i did join them for lunch...they came out at around 11:58am...then my goh come down from upstairs and sit beside me...asking me why din i tied up my hair...and wat i told him it was becoz of 2 of them(my goh & kar hing)...becos they felt weird after i tied up my hair...xiu min's comment was asking to me to tied my hair only after my hair gets more longer...i guess shes rite ba...nvm la...jus listen to her loh...nothing wrong de i guess..^^ my goh say its really quite "qi guai" after i tied up my hair...so better don tied it loh...^^

after that we all went to car park as in all of us( me,my goh,ah xiang,bee ching,kar hing,susan,wai kin,and steven...was in susan's car to go pasar pinji(bin ru gang) to have our lunch...din know tat the car is actually tat full ever since my appearance in the car...this is making me to sit on bee ching's leg..and i actually felt so "pai seh" coz the last time i sit on other ppl's leg was 10 yrs ago...and now...i really feel veli "pai seh"...>_<" my goh sit next to me..then continue with wai kin,ah xiang and steven...kar hing sits infront...
i wasn't tat happy while every one was like so happy and smiling laughing in the car...i really dono why...can anyone tell me why? i wondering do my goh feel this too? dono ler... 10 mins later we arrive there and we all go down...take the rice and pick the food tat we wan to eat and find a place sit down and enjoy our lunch...they even provide soups...wat a nice^^...and its white carot soup...tat was my favourite soup...my mom cook it as in i like it so much...although its not as tasty as my mom's cook..=P..but it taste not bad..^^

after we all finish eating our lunch...we start to chit-chatting for a while...while some ppl havent finsih their food..my goh was the 1st to finish his rice...he was fast enough...susan suggest tat we all go for a trip together...my goh them couldn't really go if the trip is set on december...becos they have organized a trip to genting with some of our ex school frens(kar kee,zhen hoong,ah fu,and foo choy of coz whos currently working at genting now...so duno when will the trip being held...

well...i guess its quite enough for today's life...today ends here...ill write again next time ler...hope tat everything is going fine and im happy everyday..^^

best regards from me, Neko Joey

complicated feelings~~

my feelings is very complicated now...duno why...mayb is becos wat bc jus told me..today i on my msn like usual...saw something..erm..i mean saw someone's tat looks familiar to me on her display pic...think and think...think and think...untill bee ching back from college then i starting to ask her about her display pic...if i wasn't mistaken...tat was jack...a guy i've been crazy b4 in my past..a guy that i've never seen b4 who live in aus now....imagine if one day i went to aus to study...tat probably would be 2 yrs later coz by tat time i need to make a big decision whether go uk or go aus...but im sure ill sure choose to study in aus...as in i've got quite alot net frens who living in aus...jack,trang,raymond,raine,lucy and who else? ahh...ya..aixin..

never though that b.c would know jack until she told me so...feel so shock to see jack's pic on b.c display pic...but however...tat was fine...she told me she chatted b4 with jack at skype..maybe jack don't really likes to chat with me tat much...or maybe is becos the type of person i am?...lolz...duno la...one more thing to suprise...my mood would turn into tat complicated when b.c told me about her and jack...though i was let down about this and he was in my past...i guess i jus feel this becos last time i likes him so much b4...well..now i can clearly tell myself that he's in my past...not now anymore..even now im listening a song that he sent me past few months ago...

suddenly got this feelings...no one cares about me...if my goh is reading this...he sure very angry...and ask me don think wrong...today is also the 1st time i chat with b.c using skype...so now i know how to use skype alr...tat was nice^^ about the phone thingy...i really nid some feedback from u all la...pls do give me some comment...my budget is below RM999...

well...today ends here...ill write again next time ler...hope tat everything is going fine and im happy everyday..^^

best regards from me, Neko Joey

half happy and half sad day...

alot of things had happen in my life...and i guess for this time...there are both happy and unhappy things...yesterday was my mom's b'day...whole of our family together with my eldest sis bf keith and my 2nd sis bf valiant and we had our dinner at a restaurant which name "overseas"...last nite we was having much fun together...well as usual i be the joke of everyone last nite...although it is not tat good to be a joke...but as in everyone of us are happy...so i guess it is nth then...

my goh on msn not long after i on mine...his msn msg was written that he's sick again...i ask him about his sick and he feels much more better after went to see the doctor...and im glad to know tat he feels better ler...

while we chatting..he told me hes not in a good mood...then i ask for the reasons...and only i know is becos of a new game which he played recently...which called "Lineage 2"...never knew tat so many ppl are playing it untill my goh tells me...jack,seal,and my goh himself is playing it...and he told me tat wilson is downloading it too...he told me tat jack and seal lvled so fast...and i told him it is a sure becos they both are real gamers...although i feel abit sad when knowing this "good news"...well..i din tell my goh how i feel this time...cos as in he alr told me that hes not in a good mood...so i decided to keep it in my heart for not affect his mood...however...in the ends...he feels it and told me...he can feel i abit sad about this...then i ask him how he knows...then he answers me "sure la..ur my sis ma.."ya...indeed i am his sis...although im only his god sis...but somehow...he can feels it...thanks and sorry goh><"

i feel sad now...and no mood too...guess tat i will go play dota or ko or wat ever games and do watever thing tat will cheer myself up...cos i feel so bad now...and no one to talk to...><"

well...today ends here...ill write again next time ler...hope tat everything is going fine and im happy everyday..^^

best regards from me, Neko Joey

half happy and half sad day...

life is turning tough for me once again...my life this few days...not really so good...many things had happend...but one thing to be happy about..and tat is see meng came to my house to live with me and stay for 1 day 1 nite...i was so glad tat she could live with me and chat with me for the whole nite...it was on tuesday she came...she waited me at McD since 5pm...but i only arrive McD and fetch her at around 5:15pm...so sorry see meng><"...well...after my mom fetch me from home...and straightly go fetch see meng ler...after fetch her...we went to fetch my younger brother who was jus finsh tuition at angkasa...and then we went home together...

we had a great time together.. we chatted in my room untill 7pm...then we went down to watch tv together...after my mum and dad came back...we had our dinner together outside a new restaurant which name "huang ting"...the food taste not bad though..^^ after that we went home...and look at the clock...its alr 9:50...then we chatted a while downstairs...and then we went upstairs to bath...she bath first then i bath loh..hehe..then we went down at around 11:30pm...we chatted in the room which next to my dad's room...we chat alot of things...we almost share everything together...and im really glad tat we both could be best fren...and i wish that we will be best fren forever too..^^she can say is the only person who knows me the most in this world...^^

we chatted about some sensitive issues too..and she did give me some uselfull advice...when we chatting...suddenly my phone vibrate and it was msg tone ringing...i take a look at my hp screen and saw kar ling sms me to ask me whether do i think is good for her to stop studying form 6 (tui xue)..i reply her that i cant give any comment coz i scare she will regret for this in the future..then me and see meng chatted untill 1:30am...we both decided to sleep ler...eventually i alr fall asleep b4 she told me she feel sleepy..=X then while im falling into sleep...my phone vibrate althought alr been set silent mode...then i take a look at it and found it was bryan...i don bother it and try to sleep again...but this time i found tat i cant sleep already...i try so hard to fall into sleep again...but i jus cant...so i jus keep rolling on the bed...untill 2:30am..then only i can sleep by tat time...tat nite..see meng told me alot of things about ah xiang...and my goh...and kar hing too..while im rolling of cant sleep...i keep thinking how fool i am to waste such a long time on a guy...its almost 6 months++

well...the other day afternoon after i finish helping see meng with her assignment...its alr 6:30pm in the afternoon...today is the 1st time i din play Knight On9 at all for a day..coz nid to help out see meng with her assignments ma...so..no choice loh..but nvm la...help see meng more important ma...games can always play next time..^^ by the time of 6:30pm...i jus finish helping with see meng's assignment..and i go to chat with my goh kazuki on msn...i told him how i felt as usual...unfortunely...all the thing he said about me is quite true...he said that...im not really wasting my time on the guy...jus tat now im "dan lian" him...i put too much of him in my heart...while i chatting with my goh...i was crying..pai seh hor...i know crying is a very embarrasing de thing...really pai seh...but this time i really beh tahan liao ma...i try not to let those tears falling down...but it did falls down in the end...><" sorry goh...i promise u b4 not to cry anymore and be more tough...but i cried..sorry goh><"

well..eventually i felt much more better after crying out...and im glad tat see meng is by my side tat time...><" thank you so much see meng...for be ther for me when im real sad..><" while im writting this blog..．im listening to 王力宏 de "爱错" and this song suites my mood very much...thanks to it..^^
well...today ends here...ill write again next time ler...hope tat everything is going fine and im happy everyday..^^

best regards from me, Neko Joey

Final exam had jus started...I've studied since yesterday night...yesterday i study until around 12:15am...then i beh tahan liao..then planning to sleep..but suddenly my hand phone rang...a friend of mine called me up to chat...he's a guy...but don misunderstood hor...we are only "FRIENDS" n nth more...we chatted for around 1 hour and 12 minutes...then he say wan me to sleep coz its quite late for me as in he knows i got exam this morning..so i say bye bye to him and hang up the phone loh..hehe...he wasn't tat bad guy after all..haha=P...well...i always call him bad ppl..tats how i call him..

this morning...i was abit late for exam..coz b4 went out...i forgot to bring the docket( a paper we must acquire in order to take the exam legally ) i arrive and saw phui ghee,she smiles at me..hee..i was being set to sit on the 1st row..Susan sits behind me...Steven sits behind Susan...phui ghee was sitting on the same row as me..see mei too..as in xiu min sits the row behind mine...michael and wai kin sits quite behind thought...

well..the exam starts at 9:40am...and i finish my paper at around 10:30 loh..would it be too fast?=P...well..Susan was faster than me..but not for so long time loh..the section a i still can handle...untill section b...some of the notes I've study last night...cant remember..so some was blank...but not all loh...hehe...and section c...gotta choose 3 question out of 5 question...hard ler...luckily i kena one...i mean last night i got go hafal one essay which my lecture tells us its quite popular de topic...then it really comes out...how lucky am i...hehe..
after i finish my exam and came out from the auditorium, Susan ask me to to accompany her to parade to buy something for herself and she have to help ah xiang find a shoe string...which is green in color...this ah xiang ar...i know he loves green color so much...hope Susan can find the shoe string for him ler...hehe..he will sure be happy bout it...

guess wat? by writting the blog here...I'm doing several things at the same time,I'm chatting with Alfred on msn, listening his hosting on DryicE FM and smsing with Michael...Alf always host very nice de...hehe...tats why i likes to hear his host...coz he will host many many nice nice de song de ne...
Michael and Eric having 2 exam tomorrow..econs and Malaysian studies...i heard Eric told me tat Malaysian study is quite tough...i feel quite worry bout it ler..coz I'm going to take this subject next semester...i was thinking to ask either Michael or Eric to borrow me their notes..Hana..=P...well..its kinda late now...i still online and listening to Alf host...wish Michael and Eric and others who will have exam tomorrow good luck in their exam la...^^

well..i guess ill ends my blogs here ler...quite tired ler today...now listening the new song of ping guan at DryicE FM...this song is a quite romantic song...erm...i hope ler...everything is fine tomorrow and I’ll be happy everyday^^

best regards,

NeKo JoEy

a simple but happy day^^

today leh...can say is a quite happy day for me...erm why ar...is simply becoz I experienced radio hosting by hosting DryicE Fm today loh..hehe^^ well..since yesterday me and sou and mei ling hv been discussing about asking me to host tomolo...as wat ive promise...i only promise to host 30 mins...=P...but in the end hor...i host ler 1 hour and 30 mins ne...hehe..^^...well...this was my 1st time hosting...sure feel nervous and of coz happy...^^....every each time i finish host a new song...i will keep asking some of my frens about my hosting...ill ask mei ling and sou for it...well...i hv to say i host tat good is becoz of their encourage...if not becoz of them both...i wouldn't host tat good i guess...thanks u both sou and mei ling^^...i host untill 5:00pm...then i pass it to sou...I like to hear his host ne...haha...becoz hor he can host nicely ler^^...he host for 1 hour untill 6pm loh..after that he pass to max to host...today is really a quite happy day for me...i now wish and hope that everything is fine and im happy everyday like today loh...^^

best regards,

Joey

Olympia College's o'nite 2005-August 13, Saturday

Yesterday was our olympia college's annual prompt nite...I wear a purple dress with some make up and a different hairstyle. I arrive there around 7:10pm and saw my goh Kazuki with a nice hairstyle, kar hing with a normal look, and ah xiang with a cool hair style..they both are so cool...hehe^^..my goh praise me pretty and i was so happy that being praise..not long after that I saw Phui Ghee...she was so pretty..for my own opinion la...she wear a red gown with a flower band on her neck...really so pretty..hehe^^


Not long after that, susan arrive with a purple gown..she looks pretty too...actually everyone in the nite looks pretty for me...hehe^^ around 10 mins later, I saw gaya...5 mins later...eza arrive with sangeetha...they both dress very nicely...as for eza...she looks quite sexy that nite with her 2 sisters...not long after that we saw michael arrive outside of the entrance door, when he saw us he walks in too...he wear a white long sheef shirt and a jeans pants..haha...he really did like how he told us...(din wear formally)we took some pictures with seelan,michael,ernie and melissa..after that michael is like feel shock to see me with some makeup on my face..and he say"eh joey,u make up" then i say ya..hehe^^..haha... melissa arrive with a very nice black dress...she looks so pretty as always...hehe we took a picture together and it will be a very nice memory for both of us i guess..hehe^^ My cousellor Miss Loke appears with a very nice Indian look...and Azrul appear with a very nice malay traditional look...with songkok.. and so is Elisa appear with a very formal look...hehe^^

At around 8pm...we all walk inside and hv our sit..then the show was started...1stly its started by a presentation from IT Senior Student, making it into a movie..haha...that was a very nice movie..proud to see the work from our college's IT Senior Student^^


A handbook was given for every seat of the table.At this time...fashion show begins...ah xiang looks so cool tonite...and so is mr.daniel and other fashion show participants...they all looks so nice and pretty..after the fashion show ends, its cat walk time...they really walk like those professional model...next is malay traditional dance,follow by our hotel management student khairul and yin yin..khairul sing chinese and yin yin sing malay...it was so special though...after that is the Japanese style dance perform by "shadow"...aaron,eddie,eddie's brother and another guy...they really dance so awesome...i guess their dance is the most main thing of the whole nite...they are professional dancers except aaron...how ever..when they dance in the half way, the electricity was gone...no more microphone and stage lights and makes the MC hv to shout loudly in order to continue the night...the shadow have to go down and dance later...it was after aaron perform the very nice dance,which is an action of "crawling out of a window".....lucky draw 1st session then begins while we all having our dinner...after that electricity comes back and the dance continue....once again the "shadows" perform their dance perfectly...this time they really dance till the end... and they get alot of applause from all the ppl in the o'nite...hehe^^


After the "shadows" performance, its follow by some malay dance from CES from joey, wan see, man wai and sharla...after their perform ends, its follow by Indian dance by john, sangeetha, and john's friends, after that its my goh's turn to dance...my goh,ah xiang,susan,xin yin and aaron's gf dance on the stage...they dance so nicely...and they get quite alot of applause too...congratz..hehe^^ then the next is follow by some cheer leader dance, 3 guys and 2 girls...they really dance so nice for the 1st time...all of them are not experienced but they really dance nicely...haha... after the cheer leader dance, its follow by account student's performance...gee yin, boon yan and many more dance with the song which sing by sammi...they wear chinese traditional dress which is very nice.... after that its the lucky draw 2nd session...I luckily get one prize...and not long after that is my goh turns to get one...then is belinda and melissa...what a lucky nite that is...hehe^^ then is the selection for MR. & MS. Olympia 2005...

around 10:50pm I wanted to go home so i call my mom to pick me up...i chatted with aaron and talk about his dance...he really dance so well...and chatted with my goh and kar hing and wai kin...after that i was prepared to leave..suddenly ah xiang use his hand wave infront of me...I was shock and look at him..and he say :"ng hou pa chao la..then i say "meh wor" then he say..."kam man lei hou leng" then i say doh zeh" and i smile and look at him...haha...then he say "lei la, ngo dei ying seong" then use kar hing camera...but then not clear...so i borrowed melissa's camera to take picture with him...he stand left side and i stand rite site..all of us are so happy that nite...i told this to my goh too..hehe^^ not long after I finish took picture with ah xiang...then viv sis come and fetch me home...

that nite was really a very happy nite....well...i guess ill stop my blog here this time...i hope tat everything will be fine and i will be happy everyday...^^

best regards,

NeKo JoEy