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2 Years and 3 Months

2011-11-22T23:30:00.000+08:00

It’s already 2 years and 3 months since I know Ivan and we became best friend, I can still remember the exact date we know each other in Starbucks 2 years ago on 22nd August 2009. 2 years ago we had our dinner at Denis Jazz Bistro, 2 years later which is today we are still dining in Denis Jazz Bistro but the feeling is totally different. We became more matured and I can feel our friendship has grown stronger.

For the past 2 years, we’ve been through a lot together both sad times and happy times. Of course, the happy times are more than sad times =)

I will never forget how we met and became friends, exchange fb and msn on the first day we know each other until you told me on the phone that day that *Joey, you are really my real best friend* I feel so touched when you told me so and at the same time I feel grateful to have known you =)

2 years ago @ 28.10.2009

2 years later @ 22.11.2011

I wanted to say, Ivan, you are truly my real best friend too =)

and we will always be best friends, because true best friends are meant for life =)

接受

2011-10-06T15:58:00.004+08:00

当事情演变成现在的情况，我想，我该庆幸我们之间已经没什么好说的了

从一开始，所有的都只是一场梦，是你给了我一场梦，但同样也是你让我从梦中醒来

早就该预料到这天会来的，分别只是在于迟或早而已

没错，刚醒来的时候，非常挣扎，拼了命想要睡回去，但是，梦醒了，就是醒了，很多事情，在梦醒的那一刻，都不能重来了

挣扎了一段时间，就算心有不甘，也无可奈何，只好接受

然而，接受梦醒了的这个事实，突然发现，接受比挣扎来的轻松。

有些事情，不能接受，只能选择走开，或许走开一段日子，会对彼此都好过，勉强抓着一段错误的感情，伤到他也伤害到自己，慢慢的明白到，放开他，我也放过我自己。

他不应该，让我感受到我原以为不属于我的喜悦....

我并没有怪他，我反而要谢谢他，因为他，我更加了解我自己，让我可以变成一个更好的人。

Claire 跟我说，放开他，如果他会回来，他是你的，如果他不回来，那有更好的人在你的未来等着你哈哈

这点，我是很相信的哈哈哈

我跟他之间也算是告一段落了

我们还会是很好的朋友吧哈哈

Things will be better in time ^.^

Au Revoir~ Mon Cher Chester Li

安静

2011-09-29T22:21:00.001+08:00

我没有这种天分包容你也接受她

我会学者放弃你是因为我太爱你

In the end.

2011-09-19T10:43:00.000+08:00

No matter how much I cry, it still doesn’t change the fact of the current situation I’m facing. You said, it’s just a game, and I shouldn’t take it too seriously. Be it just a game like you said, I put in my real feelings, those feelings I have for you were not fake.

That night when you told me why you can’t accept me, you have no idea how pain my heart is at that very moment. Every single word that night stabs my heart like throwing millions of darts on a dart board. I never knew I was so difficult for you to handle, and I’m really sorry for sharing our things with 2 of my close friends. I thought to get better advice from them based on our situation, therefore I told them. But it is because I don’t want to lose you.

I know how mad I made you that night, perhaps it’s good to make things clear for us. I make your life bad, I make you feel tie up and hard to breathe. For that, I’m really deeply sorry. End of that night, you offers me to be your closest mei. I refused to be, I don’t want to be your mei. We choose to be close friends. Very close friends you said.

When I thought everything is going to be alright, until that night, when you came online, I saw your ring is gone. You asked me in pm, will I be very angry if you couple her. I said I might quit. I knew you were pissed when I said that, because it makes you feel like you have no freedom in doing things you wanted. You love your freedoms and space. You came into the game is to relax and play with friends. But every time I online, I will surely go finds you which makes you feel I’m sticky, I thought I was pei-ing you. For that. I’m deeply sorry too.

To be honest, it hurts me badly when you coupled someone who is close to me, someone who I used to tell her about how much I like you and things related to you. I know I have no rights to blame anyone on this issue, but still it hurts badly inside my heart.

Feelings won’t just fade away like nothing, I need time for me to move on. Now that you have her as your couple, I won’t have to worry if you have no one to accompany you anymore.

This is what I keep telling myself. I know it will. :)

Lastly, thanks for all the memories you gave me for the past 3 months. I appreciate it a lot and will keep them with me carefully. Thanks to you, I’ll be a better couple in the future.

My wish.

2011-09-04T21:12:00.001+08:00

I wish to cared by you even though I know it’s not right.

I wish you knew how much I wanted you to be happy.

I wish you could see how much you mean to me.

I wish I could make you smile, even just for awhile.

I wish I could be the girl who always listen to you, be there for you, supports you, cheer u up when you’re sad, calm you down when you’re mad, chill you down when you are pekcek or dulan, mostly importantly, someone who can make you happy and forgot all the fan things.

Music Means...

2011-07-01T17:09:00.001+08:00

30 Seconds to Mars taught me to speak whats on my mind

Greenday taught me that government's gonna fail someday.

Bruno Mars taught me to do anything for that one person I love

Eminem taught me that life is hard but you can make it through

Travis taught me to be generous

Taylor Swift taught me not every girl is going to treat me right

The script taught me to move on

Michael Jackson taught me to always love the people around me

Music taught me to live

Saw this on youtube and feel so meaningful. :)

Crappy Days.

2011-05-23T13:26:00.001+08:00

A good friend of mine asked, “how is your mood today?” normally I won’t be feeling negatively as I have been feeling positively as always. Something bad happened last night, and I began to wonder the value of myself among my friends. Do I mean something to you, my friends?

Along with some other things that happened for the past few days, I feel defeated. However, special thanks to Jocelyn, Angela jie, and my best friend see meng, who was always there when I need someone to talk.

Mindy Gledhill’s California

2011-04-18T21:51:00.001+08:00

Have you been to California
Seen the sights and people there
Walked the streets of sleepy sea towns
Tasted salty ocean air

Once I flew to New York City
Took my picture in Time Square
Soho nights and Broadway lights
Such a pity you weren’t there

Pack your bags and lock your door
I’ll take you places you’ve not been before
All I’ve ever wished to do is
Travel through this life with you

Make your way to London, England
Paris, France is also nice
Ooh la la, when people say hello
They kiss your cheeks three times

Chorus

Monte Carlo is awaiting
Bombay intoxicating
The sky in Bora Bora is
The color of your eyes

Chorus

April.

2011-04-13T00:11:00.001+08:00

Ah Ning is now 6 months old le! YAY! =) She now will lean to me if she wants me to hug her, and as her Xiao Yee, I’m happy about it. =)

It’s been 3 months since Ah Wei went to UK. I do miss my dearest brother very much but at times I don’t know what to say to him when we’re on msn or skype.

Job hunting was never easy but I search on jobstreet everyday. Honestly, I really have no idea what kind of job really suits me well, but one thing I’m sure about was I enjoy talking to people. I’ve been in sales department before and I enjoy meeting my clients and discuss the details with them. =)

When I thought my phone is back to normal, it auto-restarted again. Should I get an iPhone instead or buy Android better? :/

Bee.:D

2011-03-10T00:29:00.001+08:00

I feel super relieved now. I found my long lost best net friend in facebook! Haha! Yup, I found BEE! Hahahahaha.

I still remember we met at mIRC when we were young, where we’re both was only 15 I think. I still remember we were quite able to talk well and since then we keep in contact from mIRC to Icq and to msn and we continue keep in contact through sms and phone calls. We used to talk a lot and we became online best buddies. A lot of memories flow out one by one, I must say we had a very great time talking and chatting together.

So according to my calculations, I know him since 2002, so its 9 years already this year. It’s been a great pleasure to know him. I used to call him different nick names. Ah Bee or Bee. Sometimes when I mention Ah Bee, my mom would think is a girl friend of mine, but Bee was actually his surname. xD

Bee, a very good old friend of mine. Cheers! =)

A testimonials written by him 5 years ago. :P

A Great Night Spending with my Best Friend :)

2011-02-25T02:27:00.001+08:00

Had a great night spending with my best friend Ivan. It’s been so long since we last had a heart to heart talk. He fetched me around 1030pm and we talk until 2am. Too much things to update and share, but we manage to share everything tonight. I’m so glad and appreciate every moment we share together. We talk everything, and I’m so happy for him that he finally found someone he really has feelings for. I believe everything will go smooth for him! Because the secret says so! :)

Review back for the past 2 years since I know him, it’s been an adventure and I will never forget those times we spend together. I have not much friends but thankful to have a few true best friends like See Meng and Ivan. We may have a lot of friends but only true friends will stay long and sincere and I’m lucky to found 2 true friend which always be there for me when I need supports and guidance.

Thank you so much my dear true best friends! You both are the best :) !!!!

I believe true best friend stays forever!. BFF For life! :)

Bai Tian Gong 2011

2011-02-11T02:59:00.001+08:00

Happy Bai Tian Gong! :) Huat AH! May all of our wishes come true ! :)

The usual guest apart from our family members, the usual gang Eric and Mun Kit, this year we have Mun Kit’s Gf, and Alfred.

My side, Ivan together with Peik Yew, Cindy Chai and Chun Hong (Aka Ah Zi)

Wished the same wish as last year, hopefully this year all the wishes will really come true. :)

Baked cup cakes for 2 portion, glad to know peik yew them loves it! :)

Thanks so much for the compliment - Not so sweet and Tasty :P

Nice fireworks. Recorded some fireworks video, wait till I finish editing it and I’ll upload here for you all to see.

It’s been some time since I last blog. Hard to get myself to write blog unless listening to *我和自己的约会*

I have to post about my birthday! :)

Chit chat with Ivan them until 230am and they left. Luckily they left, cause not long after that its back to raining already. Heh.

Good luck to my dear best friend who are going to KL tomorrow. Gambateh! You can surely do it. You are so awesome :)

One question, Samsung or Nokia?

Yes, my phone gave me lots of problems, and the most disappointing part was its not even a year YET! =.=

Tears.

2011-01-09T23:26:00.001+08:00

I cried. Was playing mahjong with my Eldest Sis and my younger brother. I was taking a new cards and suddenly I cried. They freaked out. It was so sudden. It’s been a while since I last cried. All this while when I cannot always tell anyone about my day, I will just keep to myself for most of the time. Kept too long, exploded I guess. =/

But it didn’t last so long la of course, I mean I didn’t cry for a very long time, maybe only 5 Mins? ^^

New Year

2011-01-01T02:51:00.004+08:00

It's late at night now but I'm still awake. Wondering if my best friend is mad at me cause I hot no reply from him. Sigh, apart from my family and my parents, my best friends are the most important person in my life. If there is anything wrong between me and one of my best friends, I will not able to sleep well. I've only have 3 best friend that is very important to me. See Meng, Kar Ling and Ivan :). Once again, Happy New Year 2011 to all my dearest friends :)

Changes

2010-12-05T21:39:00.001+08:00

I can feel something’s changed. I’m the kind of person who will wish and hope things to be certain as it is. I hate changes especially when the changes is inter-relation with me. I was told that everything happens for a reason, but changes between us? I don’t know. I’ve been feeling so panic for a long time now….2 months? I feel so panic and lost and am currently dying to find out a solution or perhaps a reason. I know this might sound so stupid and silly.

I keep asking myself and telling myself that I MIGHT be thinking too much. But as time goes by, it’s not just purely thinking too much. I can sense something is wrong but I just don’t know what it is. I hate this feeling I’m having now. Could you please tell me what is wrong between us? All this while we’ve been so close because we are best friends. But what changes between us? I’m still me, are you still you?

I just need you to tell me everything is fine and nothing is wrong between us, it’s just you’re busy with some other stuffs now? ><

Our Shots <3

2010-11-08T00:20:00.001+08:00

Let thy photos do the talking :P

Best Friends are Forever :)

In the church

Happy Friends ^^

3 Happy Guy

Purple Ladies :P

Yu Zhang and Me ^^

Happy Faces

With Penny together :)

2 Leng Lui :P

*Lou Sai* @ Xue Zhang and Me :)

Me and Nicole :P

Amber and Me :P

Happiness. :)

2010-11-05T23:41:00.000+08:00

Finally, my dear little niece is 1 month old. :) May she grow up happily and safely. ^^

Today, on the other hand, it’s also both my colleague’s wedding, Daniel and Cindy. Happy Wedding :)

This was my first time attending church wedding. We always see how those Ang Mo getting married in a movie, a show or even in a video. But this time, I experienced it and I feel so touching when the moment both Daniel and Cindy say the vows to each other, promised to each other to be true to each other, love and care for each other for the rest of their lives. However, this kind of wedding is really simple and relax, no rushing, less headaches. I like this type of wedding, same goes to Ivan. Guess this kind of wedding is just make people feel relax. Chinese tradition wedding is much much complicated in comparison.

The song I’m listening was intro by my best friend. We both love piano songs, it somehow soothes our soul, this song always bring me to a peaceful world in myself. I feel so relax and peace every single time listening to it. Life does go on no matter how bad your day is, no one knows what will happened ahead and we can only stay positive and focus on what we are doing every single day. Thanks so much to my best friend Ivan, I am far more positive now compare to last time. I tend to think things in a more positive way nowadays. :)

Lately, some phrase keeps on rolling in my mind, *What will be, will be*. What is meant to be, it will meant by itself someday. Maybe not yet, maybe not now, but if something is meant to be, then it will eventually.

I know we should focus on what we want for our future, and that we should always look forward rather than look backward. The world just doesn’t goes that way. However, I am someone who always love to put myself into a time slot which already passed, and review back everything in that *past time* slot. Time does not wait for anyone and we should always cherish every moment we are having now cause these moments may not be the same anymore in the future. Ivan always tell me that we all should be always grateful and thankful of what we have now. Gee, I’m missing the old days so so much now. But I feel so glad that I cherished every moment in my life.

I have a job to do, I have wonderful parents and family, I have awesome best friends, I can afford to buy things I like *depends whether I am keen enough to buy that stuff :x*, I have my dearest brother who loves me and sisters who always be there for me and care about me, I have a superb cute and adorable bibi to hug. ^^ I feel so thankful and grateful. Thanks God for giving all these to me. :) I might not be a wonderful person, but I tried my best in doing everything. *Komawo* *Gam Unn Ah* ^.Y

Baby Girl @ 06/10/10 :)

2010-10-07T01:36:00.000+08:00

Finally, my 2nd sis born a beautiful baby girl. It was early in the morning, right before I going out for work, mom received a call from my 2nd sis saying she feels something is not right and therefore my brother in law packed all her stuffs and rushed to the hospital. It was 7:50am when they call.

Right after I reach my work place at 830am, I began to feel so excited and waiting my mom’s call telling me that my sis has give birth. I waited and waited, until lunch time, I was on my way to pack my lunch, I called my mom and she told me the good news. Daddy, my eldest sis, together with my younger brother are in the car going to hospital to see my sis. I feel more happy to know both are safe :) Baby was born at 1130am.

Went there straight after finish work at 6pm (Actually asked my superior’s permission to go back early) =x Mom said we will go after dinner so after dinner around 830pm we went there together with my 2nd brother in law. Reach there and saw Ah Foong *My 2nd brother in law’s brother* is there with his gf. We all are so excited and happy to see baby and she is so adorable when she sleep :)

Can’t wait to see her to start mumbling because wanted to learn talking and crawling everywhere :P

Welcome to your new world, 陈欣宁 :)

Happy Birthday My Dear Best Friend.

2010-08-31T23:45:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to my dearest best friend, Ivan.

Thought couldn’t celebrate with you but I’m glad you’re happy during your birthday. That what’s matter the most, right?

Hopefully you will like the present that I bought for you. For I personally think it’s very nice and useful

22nd August 2010 (Know you since one year ago ^^)

I know I always make you feel so disappointed in me when I were quite negative before this. From the day we know each other, you already told me about what the *Secret* teaches us. Thanks for not giving up on me, thanks for always supporting me when I need it the most. Best Friends forever :)

Best Friend.

2010-08-31T10:20:00.001+08:00

Glad that I found 3 in my life so far. I love my best friends. Hope they will love me the same way too

2010-08-10T20:38:00.005+08:00

As time passes by, the date is getting closer and closer each day. Feeling unbearable? Yes, definitely. I will surely miss all of them Who would I miss the most when I leave? I would say its Felicia, Stella, and Stephy. I love to see Felicia especially when she smiles. So sweet and pretty, plus her skin is very fair ^^. I love to talk to Stella or call her Stella Dior instead of Teoh. She is so funny and often makes me laugh so happily. Working life become so less dull without her, in fact, she brightens up my day everyday when I’m sad or moody or just got scolded by customers. Stephy, most probably is because I feel closer to her more because we know each other since we are in the college. She has a quite good looking handsome boyfriend. Most importantly she’s very into movies and we can always talk about movies or tv series.

4 months in DiGi, I’ve known nice colleagues, learned about the work life in a telco company, experienced difficult customers and understand customer’s frustration and feelings. Actually most of them are not totally fussy, they just want us to understand how they feel when some circumstances happened. From my experience, every customers who come and fuss at me, I will listen to them about why they are so fuss and try to help them resolve by showing them that I understand how they feel. Apart from my job, I’m a consumer too, so its understandable sometimes. Luckily my father didn’t subscribe any line with digi, else it will be the biggest headache for us all :x *Zipped*

Jaz left me with no replies. Tried to message him but still no reply. Lost all my hope and stop sms-ing him anymore. Darling just came back from her trip in China, always wanting to play audi with her but every time she’s with ping guo for sure because they are audi couples mar. It somehow makes me feel so uncomfortable seeing them in pairs when I’m alone. I really hope to find a stable relationship, God, please bless me to find someone good soon, I don’t need someone rich, just caring and funny and non-smoker. That’s the only things I asked for. :(

Till then, I want a boyfriend. :(

E m p t y .

2010-08-03T22:50:00.001+08:00

Feeling a little relax after submitting my *FINALIZED* industrial report just now at 6:50pm. This report has been postponed by ME 3 years ago to further notice due to to my laziness. Can’t help it bah, lazy lazy me :x

It’s has been 3 days since Ivan went to Shah Alam for his training. At this very moment, I feel so…empty. Got no idea why do I feel so but this is how I feel now. I’m not sure if Ivan reads the email I sent to him a night before his leaving to Shah Alam last Sunday. Even though I didn’t manage to get the job, I’m still glad that he’s into this now, a bright future is waiting for him. Honestly, I feel more happy back then before we both work together in the same place. We talk on the phone, we go out together, those were no longer there ever since we work at the same place, but in fact, more arguments. I feel so sad every time after we argue. I hate this feelings of us arguing even though It’s about me mostly. I really wish we can back to how we used to be. By the 22nd of this month, it will be the day we both know each other for 1 year. 1 year ago we met in Starbucks and we became best friends in 2 months time. Haha, time flies I guess. Of all the photos we took together, this is my favorite.

Something shocked me so much when I surf through facebook. Sen is married and with a 1 and half year old son! Omgoshhh *Heartbroken* wahahaha joking de, I used to admire him so much back in Dorsett. He is just so cute and handsome, however, my deepest blessings for you sen and your wife and the cute cute junior sen.

Just finish talking with gor gor on the phone. I told him about my contract ending in September. He told me he bought SC2 LOL. Star craft 2 I mean. *Uh Hum* It has been so long for the star craft fans because it somehow took too long a time to finish this masterpiece. It been so long since we both last talk on the phone and also meet up. We talked for almost an hour and was enjoy with it, he’s always my favorite gor gor ^^

Another 5 weeks of time my eldest sis is getting married and so is the ending of my contract in DiGi. I’m going to have little nephew on October. Looking forward soo much to meet my cute little nephew~ ^^ Thought of go for a vacation when my contract ends.

Still considering about buying iPod Touch. Discussed with bro and asked for his opinion. Waiting for his answer

Till then, that’s all for now. Peace

I truly hope so.

2010-07-27T07:55:00.001+08:00

World Cup.

2010-07-03T22:45:00.001+08:00

Sent my dear pinky to the *hospital*, hopefully she can recover as soon as possible :)

Temporary the issues is solved, everything seems to be so peaceful in the office now. I fall sick on Wednesday night and so my mom took me to the clinic. Vomited for the first time right before I was about to get into the car. Luckily I grabbed a plastic bag earlier as a preparation in case I vomit suddenly.

Feel sooo much better after vomited for the first time. Went into the car after that and went to clinic. Waited for 45 mins till my turn to get treatment from the doctor. This time was his wife, Dr. Tan. She’s a very kind and patience doctor *her husband is kind and patience too, just that she’s more detail in terms of explanation =p*

I got flu, slight fever, sore throat, and gassy stomach. Gave me 4 type of meds and got one day mc. Today is the day our centre to start renovation and we will be temporary using the marketing’s side office as our temporary office for the customers.

Tonight the match is gonna be excited. Germany Vs Argentina. Who will win? HAHAHAHA! No one knows. Because the results nowadays are totally OUT OF EXPECTATION =p

Good Luck to any team that wins :)

Cheers People :)

Hurtful

2010-05-16T12:36:00.001+08:00

Can anyone define possessive for me? Towards someone tat i really love before, i am possessive, but towards him I'm not. I admit i do like him a little bit, but i ain't possessive towards him. My heart is so pain, i feel so bad now.

♥ ing This Song So Much ^^

2010-04-30T15:20:00.001+08:00

Taking a trip down memory lane
Things have changed One thing remains
That they will always have each other
And even though those days have gone
They know here is where they belong
There’s some kinda magic in the air
Feel the warmth
That only summer breezes can bring
Sweet little notes of spring begin
Nothing to fear

Taking one step at a time
Walking hand in hand
1 2 3 4
Cheek to cheek
And They’re learning How to do that dance
Let this love be forever more they say
I wish for this, to be true for you and me
Holding her close he leading the way
Out at the park Enjoying the Day
And you can tell They’ll be ok
Feel the warmth
That only summer breezes can bring
Sweet little notes of spring begin
Nothing to fear
Taking one step at a time
Walking hand in hand
1 2 3 4
Cheek to cheek
And They’re learning How to do that dance
Let this love be forever more they say
I wish for this, to be true for you and me

Friendship

2010-04-13T22:24:00.001+08:00

My Big Day. :)

2009-12-22T21:38:00.000+08:00

A week has passed, finally its my big day. Birthday this year seems so peaceful, no big celebration but it’s quite meaningful for me. Thanks to everyone who give me my birthday blessings on my big day in all ways including sms, phone calls or even facebook. I sincerely feel thankful and grateful of having you all as my friends. :)

Last night, my brother took me out and went to fetch Joevy and Ivan to Breeze Cafe to celebrate my birthday eve. Even though just 4 of us, I feel happy enough. Thanks Ivan for the bear, we are best friends forever :) Thanks Joevy for the cup, we are ji muiz forever :)

From Ivan :)

From Joevy

Joevy, Jason n Joey :D

Best Friends Forever :)

Thanks so much for this meaningful day. :)

Released.

2009-12-17T16:31:00.001+08:00

It’s been really so long, and finally it has come to an end. A quite good ending I would say actually whereby he is happy with his life now for he has someone he loves to care for him and love him now. Honestly I feel so glad that he has someone for him to be with and also someone able to take care of him and love him for him. I feel released. Thanks for all the memories you’ve given to me, I’ll cherish them in my memory. Thanks for all the happy times you’ve given to me. I will never regret of the days being in love with you. But since you got yourself someone to care for you, perhaps it’s time for me to really get move on. :)

This reminds me of a song call “You’re in love” by Wilson Phillips. It is indeed a classic old song but the lyrics really speaks out my heart.

Open the door and come in
I'm so glad to see you my friend
Don't know how long it has been
Having those feelings again.
And now I see that you're so happy
And ooh, it just sets me free
And I'd like to see
Us as good of friends
As we used to be
[Chorus:]
Aah, my love, Aah
You're in love
That's the way
It should be
'Cause I want you to be happy
You're in love
And I know
That you're not in love with me
Ooh it's enough
For me to know
That you're in love
Now I'll let you go
'Cause I know
That you're in love
Sometimes it's hard to believe
That you're never coming back to me
I've had this dream that you'd always be by my side
Oh I could have died.
But now I see that you're so happy
And ooh, it just sets me free.
And I'd like to see
Us as good of friends
As we used to be
[Chorus]
I tried to find you but you were so far away
I was praying that fate would bring you back to me
Someday, someday, someday... Ooh, you're in love
Ooh it's enough
For me to know
That you're in love
Now I'll let you go
'Cause I know
That you're in love

I really wish to see us as good friends again. :)

I love you very much therefore I got to pull myself out no matter how hard it is and no matter how long it gonna take, so things will be better for all of us. Consider on her position, I think of myself. Therefore I decided to move back to the place of being your good friend. Friends ma, I know and that’s exactly what I wanted to stay as your good friend. I truly hope that you will still treat me as your good friend since I know you quite well already *that’s how I think la :x* :)

Cherish her more and treat her better. I know you will :)

My most important advice to you, I know all this long in your whole life, everything has been so negative to you, but this thinking is not healthy. What’s the use of keep being negative when things already negative? You’ve got try to think positively because positive is always better than negative. The Law of Attraction taught us that we have to stay positive to attract the positive things to us. So, try to be positive! I’ll still be there to support you because you’re my good friend ma. Remember, you’re not idiot, you’re the best in yourself. There is only one you, no one can replace you. We all are unique because there is no one like us. Stay happy! :)

P/s: We will always be good friends, right? ^^ I will still support you and be there for you because you are my good friend. :)

Ouch. T.T

2009-12-13T23:23:00.000+08:00

It’s aching so badly. I feel so so hurt. T.T

Eyes swelled and pain. T.T

A Song I dedicate for myself.

2009-12-12T10:10:00.001+08:00

我知道我很难过... T.T

2009-12-11T19:25:00.000+08:00

I can hear the sound of my heart broken into pieces. It’s irritating and hurting my ears every second every minute. The pieces of my heart is shattered all over. I am stunned sitting on the ground didn’t know what to do. I am collapsing.

It’s bleeding non stop, anyone kind enough to borrow me a plaster? It’s so painful and I don’t know how to react. My other senses became malfunction for I can only feel pain now especially the pain in my heart. Only him can cure the pain that I’m going through now. But will he cure me once again?

All this while, I’ve been trying my best and very hard to be a good girl to him. Guai guai listen to what he says, he asked me to study harder for my exam, I listened to him and study non stop from day to night. I didn’t even dare to rest even when my brain is overload and cause headaches in me. I’ve been loving him ever since June and it didn’t really stop even after August 17th. Yes August 17th, I will never forget how sad I am that night. Singing falling slowly and crying so badly but I didn’t dare to tell him. I act normal in front of him.

No matter what he told me, I listen and I love it. I don’t even care whether what he told me was lies or not. I love him still. I love his lies and I love him for who he is. No matter how good he say I am, no matter how he know how much I love him and how much I need him, no matter how he say I could be a better gf, or perhaps like he said I am cute in my own ways, but it all doesn’t matter anymore when he’s chosen her even when I’m better than her like he said. What did I do wrong? If I’m really this good like he said, why am I not chosen? I can give up everything for him, even I am so eager to work in sg is also because of him. What’s the use of me being a good girl anymore when he doesn’t even like me?

I am collapsing, drowning in the sea of love, can anyone kind enough to give me a hand or perhaps a rope? My heart so so pain >< </3 I only hope for him to care for me, he said he will still care for me, I really hope he do, that’s the only thing I ask for. >< Coz I really can’t live without him anymore. ><

I am listening to better in time, it’s gonna hurt when it heals too, I can only pray hard and hope everything will be better in time.

Please continue to care for me, you are keeping me alive. ><

Over.

2009-12-10T17:55:00.000+08:00

Finally, exam ended. My last paper was Management accounting which is 3 days ago on 7th of December. God really did bless me for this subject. Thanks God. :) Woke up around 6am just to study and memorize all those accounting formulas. I discovered a way to memorize those accounting formulas.

Gross Profit Margin

GPM = GP / Net Sales

Net Profit Margin

NPM = NP / Net Sales

Current Ratio

CR = CA / CL

Return On Capital Employed

ROCE = NP / (A-CL)

and etc. xD

7 months ago on today, I get to know someone who make me so in love with even until now. Lately a lot of stuffs going on as my 2nd sis is getting married on 3rd Of January 2010. Mama already bought me a RM 210 dinner dress for me for my 2nd sis’s wedding.

At this very moment, I feel my heart is aching and there is nothing I can do about it. Knowing he will be going out with her makes me even more heartache. It’s my fault for not born in sg. I blame myself for everything. I’m really sorry and I just wanted to say you have no idea how much I wanted to be really beside you. Bless you both. Hope you enjoyed your date, as long as you’re happy, I will try so hard to stand the pain I’m having now even though it is very painful for me. Been very sad for the past few days ever since my exam ends. Just came back from outside after going out with Siew Wai. She got herself a Myvi SE White color. She got it since 19th November. It was really so comfy and that is why I love Myvi so much.

I know you think of me as just a friend, and that crossing that line is the furthest thing from an option you’d ever consider. But I have to say it… I can’t talk to you without wanting to express my love for everything you are to me.

Events.

2009-12-10T17:30:00.000+08:00

12 days to~

and

15 days to

I wonder who will remember my birthday this year. Wonder how would my 22nd’s birthday will be. At this moment, I can only wish and hope for the best. Law of attraction says we must be positive and so we will attract positive things to us. :)

Progress.

2009-11-23T20:30:00.000+08:00

The past 1 week has been the worst days of my life, so I’m gonna skip it. Exam is getting nearer and nearer. I study everyday from day to late night. However, I decide to update my blog during my half hour of rest time. Lots of things happened in the past 1 week. I don’t want to talk about it because it was the worst week of my life in this year.

Human Resources Progress

75%

F&B Progress

50%

Management Accounting

40%

I’m gonna make all these to be 100% in this week!.

Gambateh Joey!

Everything will be fine, I’m studying very hard everyday. Gonna strive harder! I wanted to take this chance to thanks him for motivating me to study harder. Thanks a lot, I won’t be this motivated without your encouragement. Your supports means a lot to me. Thanks :) Gonna continue study. Aja aja fighting Joey! :)

Someday In Fitting Room.

2009-11-15T21:46:00.000+08:00

Can’t really remember how, where and when did this photo been taken. But I do remember it was taken by my brother. I like this shirt though. The price? RM 39.90 so ends up didn’t buy and own it. However, it was Converse. :x I want this shirt. T.T

Worst Friday Ever.

2009-11-14T23:00:00.000+08:00

Too much had happen, too tough to go through, I can’t face it all by myself. Hereby, I would like to thanks a few person who go through it with me. Firstly, my jie who pei me cry. Secondly, my dear daughter dotti who pei me on phone till 3am+. Eyes got swollen, cried so much last night. It would be definitely the worst Friday ever.

People say when all bad things happen in a shot, good things will come. I truly hope so. I’m so sorry Mammi, I don’t mean to hide the incident from you, I know I shouldn’t. So Sorry. T.T

Weak.

2009-11-12T23:30:00.000+08:00

Took some pills from mama last night for my stomache. It didn’t cure my stomache. I run toilet for 3 times in the middle of the night again. T.T I made him angry because haven’t really go and see doctor for the stomache. So I ask bro to bring me to doc at 8am. I was told by the doctor that I had food poisoning and only allow to eat bread and drink 100 plus. Feeling so weak and suffer. T.T Didn’t attend classes as well. I want Christmas T.T

Mr. Stomache.

2009-11-11T22:41:00.000+08:00

Mr. Stomache pay me a visit in the midnight. I run toilet for up to 5 times in a night, can you imagine that? Been eating plain porridge whole day today. T.T Watching mama they all eat pizza and I can only eat my plain porridge. >< No idea what did I ate until run toilet so many times. Skipped class due to this. After Mr. Fever went off then Mr. Stomache came by. Hopefully Mr. Flu and Mr. Sore Throat wont come and visit me. ><

Little Penang Kafe Suria KLCC.

2009-11-10T19:15:00.000+08:00

Been studying everyday since the start of November. Promise someone to get good results mar, I will study more and work hard! Gambateh Joey! ^^

Found some pictures in my comp which I have dinner in Suria KLCC some time ago. I remember the taste was quite nice BUT quite expensive. But no choice lar, it’s normal for the price to be so ex in Suria KLCC, Tourist are all over in this building shopping and walking.

If not mistaken, this restaurant is situated around 4th Floor or 5th Floor in Suria KLCC. Honestly, the only thing that I can remember very clearly is that their price is really expensive because its only local Penang food. There are 2 version of this photo session. Before eaten and after eaten.

The Menu

Before.

Hokkien Mee.

Char Koay Teow

Nasi Lemak

After.

The End.

My wish.

2009-11-09T16:57:00.000+08:00

I wish I know how to fill in the quota that I’m lack of. I wish I’m good enough for anyone. I wish to sit in a hot air balloon and travel in the sky with the one I love. :)

Donuts.

2009-11-08T16:06:00.000+08:00

Had Big Apple donuts with my best friend that day. What you all think about donuts? 3 things can be use to describe it.

Beautiful and Colorful
Easily full
and SWEET!! -___-

BUT, I do love to eat it sometimes. 2 piece enough le. Normally people would buy at least 6 piece in a box which is they call it half dozen. The most big box is a dozen which consist of 12 piece of donuts. The most old brand of donuts of what I can remember, its call Dunkin Donuts. Few years back it was the only brand of donuts I know. 2 years ago when I was having my industrial training in KL, I get to know of another brand of donuts by the name of J Co Donuts. Thanks to Catherine, she brought me to Pavilion food court and I saw this J Co Donut shop full of people queuing up to buy donuts. The queue was very long and full of people from children to old people. I got shocked when I see it for the first time. @.@

But honestly, their donuts is really more tasty compare to Dunkin Donuts and also Big Apple Donuts. I only get to know from my best friend that J Co Donut is actually origin from Jakarta Indonesia. J Co stands for Jakarta Corporation. Although both Big Apple Donuts and Dunkin Donuts is origin from USA but I still prefer J Co Donut more. :x

Big Apple Donuts & Coffee From USA.

J. Co Donuts & Coffee

My Favorite Donut Flavor, Tiramisu! XD

Dunkin Donuts From USA

In conclusion, J Co’s Donut Taste the best. *Rated by me :x*

Birthday Girl Tze Yuin :)

2009-11-07T12:17:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TZE YUIN! May you have a great ones. Best wishes from me to you. :)

Hope you won’t mind I use your photo to blog, cause it’s your birthday mar :x This year I even call to sg to wish you leh! Hope you like it :)

Been knowing you for almost 10 years now. Thanks for all the tolerations between us and also please forgive me if I made you angry in the past. Still remember that time we go tuition together and I always go to your house. We chit chat, we sms, we surf net in your house, and we eat very spicy tom yum mee together. Those days are still in my mind and will always be in my memories that we had together. We even write letter to each other. Haha. I bet you don’t remember already la. :x

The Letter

Your Signature :x

Once again, Happy Birthday Tze Yuin, friends forever, we must keep in touch :)

38.5 Celsius.

2009-11-06T22:30:00.000+08:00

38.5 Celsius. I thought it was only slight fever when I use thermometer to check my body temperature after I feel so dizzy and can’t really walk properly. Head feel so heavy and feels like I’m fainting anything soon. I was then told its not slight fever, it’s a lot.

I’m those kind of people who doesn’t fever always but once I fever, it will be like very much fever. I think I will only fever for 2 or 3 times in a year. =S

A lot of foods are not allowed to eat when I’m in the sick condition like now. No fried food, no spicy food, in conclusion, porridge only. 3 things I did when I’m sick.

Drink a lot of water.
Eat porridge and no oily food or fried food *I want KFC T.T*
and
Rest More on bed.

I hate to be sick. >< I can only watch other people enjoying their pizza where I can’t T.T

Future.

2009-11-05T23:36:00.000+08:00

Been thinking a lot about what I want in my life and my plans for my future. Wanted so much to work in sg after I clear my papers. After my exam next month, 3 more subjects to go! WOOTS! Gambateh neh Joey! =D

First thing of all, I must clear all my papers as soon as I can before I can graduate. I cannot afford another *R* word on my profile. I must no matter how spend more time to study! I swear to myself that I must graduate by December next year. I MUST! Too much time has been wasted!

We must not let despair or negative thing to manifest my life anymore! I remember what the secret teach me. We must be positive then only we can attracts the positive things to be happen. Yes!. :)

Due to the new opening of a food court near my house by the name of GP, I’ve met a lot of my old primary school friends. Min Yee, Chai Huey, Yu Mei, Zhen Hui, and a lot more. But, the most unexpected to met one is Shen Yao Guang. Ever since I finish my pri school, I never ever plan to meet him back ever in my life. But I just did. LOL -.- I remember in my memories of my pri school life, I don’t really like him much, used to hate him for some reason but it was too long ago, I don’t even remember a thing about him except his name. He didn’t change much so I can still recognize his face. Bah, I won’t be seeing him again I hope! =s

ARGH,

I REALLY CAN’T WAIT TO GO MY SG TRIP NEXT MONTH. ><

Timetable.

2009-11-04T23:16:00.000+08:00

Finally, after waited for so long, the timetable for my final exam on next month finally came out.

1st December 2009, Tuesday

930am-1130am - People Management

12:30pm-2:30pm - F&B Operation

7th December 2009

930am-1130am - Management Accounting

Sigh, I only left with less than 1 month’s time to study, but I’m not feeling well since few days ago. I promised someone to get all B for this semester. I know it’s hard but I must study harder! Gambateh Joey! ^^

God please bless me with lots of luck in my coming exam. Thanks for the blessings :)

Olivenz.

2009-11-03T22:23:00.000+08:00

Had dinner at Olivenz. I heard that their spaghetti is quite nice, so we went there. It was quite a happy night, did a lot of talking and laughing. It was a quite happy thing to spend time with the one we care :) I ordered Black Pepper Chicken Spaghetti. It is really so so hot. My face turn so red after eating it. Tasted Red Wine Chicken Chop as well, and I actually prefer more on it. I seriously doesn’t like red wine much but this chicken chop really taste quite good. :)

Red Wine Chicken Chop

Black Pepper Chicken Spaghetti

The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button.

2009-11-02T22:35:00.001+08:00

Got intro by my best friend, said this is a very great film and so watched it together with my third sis. He watched it for over 3 times. Bought this together with the movie I watched yesterday - He’s just not that into you.

This story is about a new born baby who is born old. His skin is exactly like the skin of an old man rather than the skin of a baby which is much more gentle. He is ages backward. Unlike any of us, he grows younger and younger as day goes by. Watching everyone around him leave him one after another. T.T

“I was born under unusual circumstances.” I would say this movie is a quite touching and sad movie. It’s rather torturing watching the people we love die before us. Due to he’s ages backwards, he had an unusual journey of life. Been through a lot of things different than how we normally gone through. I would give 8/10 for this movie because it really touches my heart so much when he die in the hand of the woman he love, Daisy’s hand, as a baby.

He’s Just Not That Into You.

2009-11-01T21:45:00.001+08:00

Watch this movie because Er Jie ask me to watch. She said it’s a good movie and I should watch it. It was quite an educational movie. I give it 8 / 10.

Some of the quotes is true,

“Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up. If a guy punches you he likes you. Never try to trim your own bangs and someday you will meet a wonderful guy and get your very own happy ending. Every movie we see, Every story we're told implores us to wait for it, the third act twist, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule. But sometimes we're so focused on finding our happy ending we don't learn how to read the signs. How to tell from the ones who want us and the ones who don't, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave. And maybe a happy ending doesn't include a guy, maybe... it's you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future. Maybe the happy ending is... just... moving on. Or maybe the happy ending is this, knowing after all the unreturned phone calls, broken-hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment you never gave up hope.”

But seriously, Scarlett Johansson do have a very good body shape. I totally agree with my brother and understands why he made her as his Goddess.

Christmas.

2009-10-31T21:11:00.000+08:00

Christmas has always been a warm season of all the year. Although it’s always end of the year, but I love Christmas. Christmas this year is meant to be more special compare to the past few years because I’m gonna celebrate it in Singapore. It’s been year I wanted to celebrate my Christmas in Singapore because they said Singapore has the most beautiful lightings during Christmas time. Bonus is, I plan to meet some important persons when I go Singapore next month. The first to meet is of course my aunt and my dear cousins because I’ll be staying at their house. Secondly, it would be my jie. I wanted to spend lots of time with her, wandering around and talk non stop. That’s if she is free to meet up with me. =/ But most of all, the one I wanted to meet the most, is him. I know it’s not a sure that he will even wants to meet me, but I really really hope and wanted to meet up with him and spend time with him even just for a while. I can’t wait till Christmas. >< How I wish I can turn the time faster, so Christmas will be here when I wake up tomorrow morning. Sigh, I know it’s not possible at all. I’m just dreaming. ><

A lot has been said and I know it very well. I will try harder. >< A lot of bad things keep on happen to me, I cannot handle this alone, can anyone supports me? Comfort me and console me by pop-up me on msn? T.T I know bad times will go, there will be sunshine after the rain, but I really need someone to tell me that now. ><

Green Tea Latte Frap.

2009-10-30T20:44:00.000+08:00

Got complained for keeping on drinking the same drink - *Chocolate Cream Chip*, and so ordered this Green Tea Frap with my brother that day. It actually taste quite good, although at first didn’t get used to it when I first taste it. But after few taste of it, it actually taste quite nice. :)

Had a good talk with my brother. It was a good talk with my brother that night. I even cried in the car while we on our way back home. Thought of something, feel heart pain. All I want is only someone whom I love to cares about me and talk to me, why is it so hard? Or is it too much to ask? >< Tell me? ><

Kalai Curry House.

2009-10-29T20:19:00.000+08:00

After Mr. Chow’s class, all of us went to Kalai Curry House together with Ms. Rachel and Puan. Lela. Me as usual took some photos. I love to take photos, just simply anything or any occasions anywhere anytime when I feel like taking.

Patricia’s Meal

Patricia :)

Cheerful and Happy Judee :)

Fiona :)

Kah Men :)

Ms. Rachel and Puan. Lela :)

And Lastly, My Roti Telur Without Onion :x

P/s: Happy Birthday to Calvin Loh. May you have a great ones with Tze Yuin lar :) But I bet you both sure had a great time together :) May you both happy together always :) You both looks as match as always, Bless you both :)

Left 4 Dead

2009-10-28T19:29:00.000+08:00

Francis, Bill, Zoey, & Louis.

Now I finally understand what Judee mention about *Boomer* earlier. It is a shooting game which is similar to CS. Just that it is much more extreme and much interesting *some say*.

My best friend even told me that some of his friends even vomit after playing this game for a while. For me, although its my first time playing this game, I don’t really feel vomit, only abit dizzy la. But I can still play this game because me and my brother played Doom when we were young. Talking about this game call Doom. I still remember we have to go to the Dos mode only we can play this game. We even use cheat codes to play :x The cheat codes are IDDQD for all God mode *which means wont die* and also IDKFA for all weapons equipped. The 7th Gun is the most powerful ones. :x

In this Left 4 Dead game, there are a few monster I met in the game, Boomer, Snooker, and Hunter. I heard the most scary would be the *Witch*. I was told when the *Witch* is getting nearer, you can hear woman crying, and when you hear that, you have to off your flashlight else the *Witch* will come to you and you’ll be dead for sure. GG-ed. So far, I’ve never met *Witch* yet. Spend 1 hour plus playing this game in Infinity. Thanks Ivan for intro me this game. xD Had a quite happy day playing this game. XD

Here are some of the monster I hate the most.

The First One, Let’s Welcome…..

Mr. Boomer * Yuck*

His tactic is to vomit on one of us and explode. -.-

The Second One, Let’s Welcome….

Mr. Smoker

He will spread out a gas which can damage our life bar.

The Third which I hate the most of all,

Mr. Hunter

The End.

Gratitude

2009-10-27T18:32:00.000+08:00

Finally paid my debts. It’s really so *heavy* and very *pain* on me. T.T

Everyone will surely face problems. It will occurs in everyone’s life everyday. The key to solve problems is to calm ourselves down and find a solution to solve the problems we faced. Try telling it to friends and they might be able to give some opinions and guidelines which can be use on solving your problems. :)

I forgot to bring back my Coke Glass Cup before I left McD just now. T.T So heart pain, the whole set cost me RM 15 plus a sundae chocolate. T.T

A lot of bad things keep happening to me lately, thanks to all my friends who supports me when I’m having a bad time in my life. Hereby, I thank all of you for supporting me as always :)

I agree with Ivan, we must be gratitude. We must not forget to say thanks or thank you to whoever helped us and supported us during the hard times. :)

Thank You.

Arigato Gozaimasu

Kamsah Hamidah

Xie Xie

Terima Kasih

Thanks.

2009-10-26T00:50:00.001+08:00

Thanks to a friend of mine, I came by to know something about myself. Nana, I feel so sorry for irritated you all this while. I will never ever know if you never tell me. It must been so hard to stand me.

I am truly sorry. I don’t know what should I say anymore.

It’s gonna take time, but I’ll change. I promise. I’m really so sorry ><

牵绊

2009-10-25T11:08:00.001+08:00

再不想成为你的牵绊
寂寞总要试着习惯
就当是一场赌注
谁赢谁输
你又何必在乎
再也不想成为你的牵绊
再也不会对你心软
用我的孤独
交换你的幸福
你知道我很容易满足

Picture is telling stories. :)

2009-10-24T22:34:00.000+08:00

This time, I’m gonna let the pictures do the talking. Never did this before, but saw it in my friend’s blog before. So I’m gonna try it.

I mean it. :)

Wedding Dream.

2009-10-23T22:12:00.000+08:00

Finally saw Er Jie’s wedding gown. Thought of myself. I took Er Jie’s wedding gown and put on my body. The gown is so pretty and I’m sure Er Jie will look so pretty when she wears it. :) But ler, it looks so funny on me because I’m not tall enough to even wear my Er Jie’s wedding gown. :x Er Jie even say, “next time you have to tailor make your wedding gown lar” =S

Anyway, everything is still too early to say. I’m not even sure If I ever have the chance to wear that and marry the one I love and then spend my whole life with. I am a very loyal and devoted person. That’s what almost everyone who knows me say de.

I believe every girl did dream about how they want their wedding to be. Wearing white gown and hold by parent’s hand walking in a church. Papa gave my hand to him, I smile happily. Until the moment, I said I do and then we kissed. Or perhaps having a wedding in a garden? Just a small one will do, I am a very simple person, I don’t need fancy fancy big wedding. Just simple as nice, as long as the one I marry is the one I love, that’s the only thing matters to me. :) Receive blessings by my family and also friends. Marry with the one they love is every girl’s dream la, it’s normal, so don’t blame me for dreaming :x

What a beautiful dream, but it still so so so far away. I don’t even have anyone who wants me now. Hah. However, accidentally watch Bride Wars that day, I love Kate Hudson’s wedding gown. Simple as nice. I even did some research on it, it was design by a creative woman call Vera Wang. The wedding gown that Kate Hudson wears in Bridal War was her Fall Collection 2005.

Closer Look. :P

Isn’t it simple and nice? ^^

P/s: I wrote this not because I wanted to get marry so much, I’m just dreaming ^^

Hope.

2009-10-22T21:37:00.000+08:00

Time flies, soon it’s going to be November le. I got to start to do my revision le. I can’t afford to fail anymore. God please bless me the best for my future undertaking.

Human Resources: 50% bah :x

F&B: Erm, I think got 40% la :x

Management Accounting: 20% T.T

Cham le, gonna work harder for accounts le, other 2 subject I still can handle, but accounting is really making me so worry. T.T

Let’s work hard before I enjoy my trip in sg when December comes. =P Just nice timing, because my finals will be on Starting of December, so I might be able to go earlier once my exam finish! Let’s just hope for the best to come. It will be fine, everything will be fine :)

Been wanting to buy phone so much lately. Mama is going to lend me money to buy it, but my decision of buying Nokia’s phone or SE’s phone is shaking. What is wrong with me? I thought all this while I have been a Nokia fans and I’m shaking? =/

Suddenly I thought of something someone told me, he said, as long as you love yourself, other people will love you. So far those bad points he think I should throw away, I think I almost finish throwing le, maybe still got balance 15% la, but I will work more hard to throw the remaining 15% away! :)

2 months later from today, it will be my birthday. Hope I will have a happy happy birthday this year. I don’t wan to celebrate alone anymore T.T Thinking of how it feels when I celebrated my birthday alone during my 20th birthday 2 years ago. I will never ever want to go through the same situation anymore. T.T

Wants.

2009-10-21T19:35:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I feel I don’t really understand myself that well. It’s not that I don’t love myself or have no confidence in myself but its, I just don’t understand myself. But I do know what I want and need. I am a very easy satisfy person. A lot of my friends said I shouldn't be this easy to feel satisfy. When I ask them why, they say its simply because human’s are greedy? LOL!

Different people want different things. What I want is just very simple. I just wanted to be care by the one I love and I care for him and I’ll be guai and listen to him telling me about his life and feelings. Is that too much to ask? :(

No one can really predict what will happen in the future. Do anyone have any idea how much I hope that December is here when I wake up the next day morning? I believe there will be so many happenings during December. First thing is because December is my birthday month. Secondly, it’s the long waited trip together with my best friend See Meng. We’ve been promised to go sg for trip together since 5 years ago. Finally this year we are going to make it happen! Hopefully God bless us that everything will be smooth according to the plan! =D I promise I’ll pray more and even more harder for everything to go smoothly! Everything will be smooth because It will just be! =D

I just wanted to say…

And

The End.

Silly.

2009-10-20T23:44:00.000+08:00

Perhaps you don’t remember anymore, you once said, love is being silly. And so now I reply you back “Anyone can be passionate, but it takes real lovers to be silly.”

You’ve always said me silly and call me silly girl. Yes I am silly and this is me. =)

Went to Starbucks with bro just now since we both are bored. Thanks Ivan so much for the special discount :x

I might be a bored person but I’m trying everyday to learn to be a more interesting person. Sorry if I bored you sometimes. =)

I know something changed between us after that incident. I don’t know how to resolve that feeling but there is nothing I can do about it. What can I do to prove to you that my heart is really sincere about everything I told you? I feel deeply sorry for making you feel sick listening to all those words. Sigh. I shall let time be my witness and they will prove it to you.

You.

2009-10-19T23:30:00.000+08:00

I’ve been thinking so much lately. I’m just a very simple minded girl who wish to have a simple and happy life, why is it seem so hard? I don’t fancy about branded stuffs, I don’t need a perfect rich handsome boyfriend. I just need a normal person who cares about me and love me.

Never thought that I could be this stubborn when it comes to relationship thingy. Last night I listed down things I know about you. For me, those I mention to you is so much already for I only know for 5 months+.

And after I listed out all the points I find in you which includes both good side and bad side of you. I realize for the 2nd time I can really accept everything on the list. I believe you know how I felt for you very clearly. I never thought to stress you or force you, all I want is just to stay beside you and supports you. Is that too much to ask?

So much bad stuffs happening to me. Can anyone console me and give some supports to me? My stomach cramped again. T.T PAIN!!! >< T.T

Happy Pills.

2009-10-18T23:55:00.000+08:00

Do anyone have any idea where to get this? Today has been a miserable day for me due to the effect of what happen last night. I seriously needs this. Anyone kind enough to spare a few pills of this? ><

I’ll be willing to pay at all cost. Can I perhaps offer myself in helping to do housework of whoever own this pills to exchange for a few tabs of this pills? T.T

Perfect.

2009-10-17T22:47:00.000+08:00

You don’t have to be perfect to be exactly what I need. :)

I know I suppose to be in somewhere spending time with you but couldn’t make it due to some reason in the last minute. Believe or not I feel ten times sad and disappointed. You have no idea how many tears I cried for not able to come. I cannot describe in words of how much I wanted to spend time with you even just for a while. However, I believe there will still be chance. December is not that far as you think they are. Time flies. =)

I believe you know how I feel for you. Said too many times already. Hope you will understand what I said. Sorry for being to stubborn, I guess I’m just so devoted to you :x

I am deeply sorry for not able to come. =(

Complications.

2009-10-16T21:38:00.001+08:00

Even though I am in starbucks enjoying my Chocolate Cream, my mind is running non stop. Too many things running inside my tiny little brain. Never feel as stress as this for so long time. Too many problems comes in a shot.

Complications, so much of might and maybe. I’m not sure if I can handle this alone.

Compensations, family issue unsolved, unsure journey, I’m 21 years old already, I should be old enough to handle this, but now the fact has just proved that I am not fully ready for this adult world. How so ever, I am in adult world already and I got to get myself ready and face the world of adults which is full of responsibilities. I need to attend problem solving classes maybe.

I am afraid of things I am not sure of. I want to see the world. I wanted to be trusted and let me try to walk. However, I still need my family and friends to supports me when I fall down. But, my dear mom, will you willing to give me the chance for me to prove to you that I am able to take care of myself. I did prove to you once during my 3 months industrial training in KL 2 years ago. I wash my own clothes, I rest and drink lots of water when I’m sick, I kept my laundry everyday after work, I went to shop for groceries needed myself by taking Monorail and walking.

God please bless me for everything smooth for me. I really wanted to go for my trips. T.T

I am.

2009-10-15T21:01:00.000+08:00

Something very bad happened…

I am stunned.

I am shocked.

I am so sad.

I am so sorry.

I am speechless.

I am helpless.

Can someone help me? ><

T.T

I need someone to tell me this. T.T

Anyone please? ><

I have no idea how to resolve this awful feelings. T.T

E52 Anyone? :P

2009-10-14T22:50:00.001+08:00

~~Current obsession :x~~

Sony Ericsson Or Nokia?

Current Selling Price: RM 1290 *Original Handset with 2GB memory card*

Mamma Mia.

2009-10-13T23:27:00.000+08:00

Tuned into this movie when I was eating my indian fried noodle at home after class ended at 3. Thought of watching this earlier during their premiere which is about 1 year ago but didn’t watch it in the end. Can’t really recall the reason.

This is a story about this woman call Donna and her daughter Sophie, her relationship with 3 man in her life, Sam Carmichael, Harry Bright, and Bill and also her 2 best friend - Tanya and Rosie. Sophie is about to get married to the love of her life - Sky and wanted his father to walk her down the isle on her wedding day. She found out her mom’s diary and invited the 3 guy, Sam, Harry and Bill.

Along this movie, its all about singing Abba’s classic songs like

Mamma Mia
Chiquitita
Money Money Money
Honey Honey
I Have A Dream
Super Trouper
Dancing Queen
Our Last Summer
Lay All Your Love On Me
Gimme! Gimme! Gimme!
Voulez-Vous
SOS
Does Your Mother Know
Slipping Through My Fingers
The Winner Takes It All
I Do, I Do, I Do, I Do, I Do
When All Is Said And Done
Take A Chance On Me
Waterloo
Thank You For The Music

However, I only love some of the songs from Abba, like Chiquitita, Super Trouper, Dancing Queen, The Winner Takes It All, and Thank You For The Music.

:x

2009-10-12T23:46:00.000+08:00

2007

Suddenly found this photo while browsing photos stored in my lappie. If not mistaken this photo of mine was taken 2 years ago. Any changes in me compare to my recent photos? A few friends of mine said this photo looks sweet, any opinion? ^^

2009

Any difference between this 2 photo of mine? ^^

Beside the hair style of course. :x

Loong Xu Tang

2009-10-11T23:20:00.000+08:00

This is one of my favorite snacks to eat. Its call loong xu tang in mandarin. My own translation - Dragon’s Moustache Sugar. :x I don’t always see people selling them so often. Only few months once. Every time when I see people selling this, I’ll surely buy 3 box and normally it cost me around RM 15 bucks for 3 box. 6 piece in a box for the regular size.

Today I Am Alive.

2009-10-10T22:42:00.000+08:00

Was suppose to go somewhere but didn’t make it due to some reason. I feel so damn sad about today. I think I’ve forgotten something very important. I just couldn’t remember what it is.

My brain is not functioning. Wondering what is happening inside my brain. Having war maybe? =/

Totally speechless.

P.S. I Love You.

2009-10-09T23:34:00.000+08:00

Cried very badly just now. T.T Never cry as much as this ever because of a movie. It’s call P.S. I Love You. Heard about this movie earlier but never really watch it before. It even available in books form.

This story is mainly about a girl name Holly and a boy name Gerry and how they met in Ireland. The time when I tuned in to this movie, Gerry already dead due to brain tumor. Everyone were so sad and was holding some kind of Memorial Day for him. At first I didn’t wanted to continue watching and tune to another channel. But then due to the name of this movie is so special, I decided to tuned back to this channel and continue watching it.

Holly got collapsed after Gerry’s death. She said Gerry was taken by the God and it’s not fair. Meanwhile her friends and her mother keep supporting her and console her because they know she is so so sad due to Gerry’s death. Before Gerry died, he wrote Holly a series of letters that will guide her, not only through her grief, but in rediscovering herself. The first message arrives on Holly's 30th birthday in the form of a cake, and to her utter shock, a tape recording from Gerry, who proceeds to tell her to get out and "celebrate herself". In the weeks and months that follow, more letters from Gerry are delivered in surprising ways, each sending her on a new adventure and each signing off in the same way; P.S. I Love You. Holly's mother and best friends begin to worry that Gerry's letters are keeping Holly tied to the past, but in fact, each letter is pushing her further into a new future. With Gerry's words as her guide, Holly embarks on a journey of rediscovery in a story about marriage, friendship and how a love so strong can turn the finality of death into a new beginning for life.

I feel the guy is so sweet and touching. He wrote her letters to guide her because he knows Holly will collapse after he die.

I wanted to say, P.S. I Love You.

Sunshine.

2009-10-08T23:50:00.000+08:00

You fill me with sunshine.

Thanks to you, I am much happier everyday now.

I’ve never been this happy before.

I’ve become a much more confident person.

I really appreciate you so so much. :)

Knowing you is one of the luckiest thing happen in my life. :)

Alive.

2009-10-07T20:01:00.000+08:00

The world may never know the truth about your life; that’s because they don’t care to. But when you find the ones who want to know every detail of it, cherish them, they are the ones to keep. They are the ones who keep you alive.

Cherish them when you found them. Because they are getting extinct soon. :P

How cute. =P

There is nothing wrong with you. :)

2009-10-06T20:53:00.000+08:00

Saw a phrase which I think is quite true while surfing friend’s blog just now. It says,

Love isn’t finding a perfect person. It’s seeing an imperfect person perfectly.

I totally agree. I’m seeing someone perfectly. =p

Say me blind, I see everything is fine with you. =P Bleh.

Remembered :x

2009-10-05T20:46:00.000+08:00

I want to be remembered as the girl who always smiles even when her heart is broken, and also the one that could always brighten your day even if she couldn’t brighten her own. :)

Do I qualified enough to be remembered this way? =S

Happier Life.

2009-10-04T11:33:00.000+08:00

10 Tips For A Happier Life:

1. Don’t worry.
Worry is the least productive of all human activities and thoughts.

2. Don’t let needless fears preoccupy your life.
Most of things we fear never happen!!!

3. Don’t hold grudges.
That is one of the biggest and most unnecessary weights we carry through our lives.

4. Take on one problem at a time.
It’s the only way to handle things anyway; one by one.

5. Don’t take your problems to bed with you.
They are bad and unhealthy companions for good natural sleep and rest.

6. Don’t take on the problems of other people.
They are better equipped to handle their own problems than you are.

7. Don’t live in the past.
It will always be there in your memories to enjoy. But don’t cling to it. Concentrate on what is happening right now in your life and you will be happy in the present and not just the past.

8. Be a good listener.
It is only when one listens that one gets and learns ideas different from ones own.

9. Do not let frustration ruin and rule your life.
Self pity more than anything interferes with positive actions with moving forward in our lives.

10. Count your blessings.
Don’t even forget the smallest blessings. As many small blessings add up to large ones.

Found this article while surfing. Quite a helpful guide, but the thing is, can everyone actually do so? =) I will start to do so. Hope you all can too. =)

P/s: Happy Birthday to Jack, may you have a great ones. :)

Zhong Qiu Jie Kuai Le :x

2009-10-03T23:21:00.000+08:00

Happy Mid Autumn Festival to all everyone in the world. =) Or should I say, Happy Moon Cake Festival to everyone ^^

However, the moon cake festival this year somehow very peaceful. Everyone doesn't really seems so eager to celebrate like the past few years.

One thing I find out, I only likes to eat Bing Pi Yue Bing. Other than that, I don’t really like it. :x My mom said to me just now, “you don’t really interested in eating moon cake huh? I said, not so gian, I only eat bing pi yue bing.”

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█ ● ● █
█ 〃 ▄ 〃 █
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Guess what animal is this? I don’t really know it, but it looks like a mice to me. :x

Awaiting. =)

2009-10-02T17:31:00.000+08:00

I am really looking forward for our trip to come. Never thought that I would have this chance going on a trip with you. Every single time when I thought of it, I will smile and happy. I even dreamt of something about us this morning. I do believe dreams will come true. As what Ivan taught me, as long as you believe in it, it will come true, its the law of attraction. =)

We go walk here and there…take photos…eat stuffs…gossip about the people beside our table or the girl who dress like so lala :x…talk this and that…having fun together….laughing together…how nice just to even think of it….We will make this work…and it will work out fine! It will be, because I know it will be! ^^

That is why I must get a new phone with nice camera because I love to take photos with my phone. Bleh. =P

Awaiting the great days to come. God please bless fully for everything to go smoothly for him and also for our trips. =) I will willing to do anything for both as long as it goes smooth. =)

God, please bless everything is smooth for his work. Everything good happen to him jiu hao le, give him all my good luck ^^

Trips! ^^

2009-10-01T18:30:00.000+08:00

Once again, 3 of us had phone conference together. Planning something fun and exciting. Places to go for a short trip, any suggestion?

Penang

~~Pulau Langkawi~~

Genting

Cameron Highlands

That’s all in my mind for now. To be continue….

Let’s have some fun together. Awaiting an exciting trip. ^^ It will definitely be memories that will last for a life time, for my life time =) Bless and pray hard for this trip to be smooth and success. It will be smooth and success. The law of attraction! ^^

DKNY

2009-09-30T22:50:00.000+08:00

My earliest birthday present of this year. From My Da Jie ^^

Thanks a lot :x

Half of it is Lip Gloss, the other half is the roller ball Be Delicious Fragrance. Limited Edition. It cost RM 90.00.

P/s: Happy birthday to foon, may you have a great ones. =)

Birthdays.

2009-09-29T17:30:00.000+08:00

Skipped class because not feeling so well today. Ever since someone came back to my life, I feel more happy everyday now. I’m happy of how we are now. ^^

However, Happy birthday to Sok Teng and Happy birthday to Raymond who is in Sydney now. May you both have a great ones. Cheers ^^

Mama’s Birthday ^^

2009-09-28T23:10:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to my dearest lovely Mama ^^ May you healthy and happy always. ^^ I just want to say, I love you mama ^^

Happy birthday to you…

Happy birthday to Mama…

Happy birthday to you… ^^

Today is mama’s birthday according to our Chinese lunar calendar. Its ba yue chu shi. Mama loves to eat Chinese cuisine and so we went to Pusing Public Seafood Restaurant to celebrate this wonderful day of the year ^^

Bon Appetite~ =p

长寿面

Sweet & Sour Meat

红烧豆腐

Green Vegetables

Assam Prawn :x

Mama blowing candles. ^^

Can’t Smile Without You.

2009-09-27T22:50:00.000+08:00

Saw this on tv after came back from dinner. This song is indeed a very cute song. I can’t smile without you. =P

26.09.09

2009-09-26T23:25:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday my dear Carol sis, may you have a great ones. =) This is the sms I sent to my sis this morning when I wake up. Although at times we have arguments and disagreements, but deep down, I know you do cares about me and my future. You are just trying to make me into a better person. Hereby, I apologize for all the mistakes I’ve done and hope you will forgive me. ^^

Anyway, we went to have our dinner in a newly open restaurant in Jusco. This shop is located next to KBox Embassy. You will see this restaurant by your right hand side before you reach KBox Embassy’s entrance. At first I thought it is a Japanese Cuisine restaurant but ends up it is a oriental mix japanese restaurant. It is call *Takahashi Cafe*. They have just started their business around 1 month ago.

The Menu

My Green Tea

Mushroom Soup

Chicken Teriyaki Set

Prawn and Scallop Pizza

Mango and Banana Pizza

All those above are foods that we ordered. There are 8 of us excluding my 3rd sis and including 2 of my brother-in-law. It cost mama around Rm140++. I asked mama if she thinks the food there is expensive, she say “not cheap lor” hahahahaha. But seriously, the pizza in this restaurant is very different from pizza hut. I think they smell better with the smell of milk. However, I totally don’t think this Mango and Banana Pizza is tasty. The taste of banana just cannot go with the pizza. Taste so weird to me. ><

The manager of this restaurant is very generous and good in customer service. When he found today is my sis’s birthday, he gave us complimentary ice cream to everyone of us.

And lastly, The Cake of the night.

Once again, Happy birthday my dear sis. ^^

心墙

2009-09-25T23:25:00.000+08:00

一個人眺望碧海和藍天
在心裏面那抹灰就淡一些
海豚從眼前飛越
我看見了最陽光的笑臉
好時光都該被寶貝因爲有限
＊我學著不去擔心得太遠
不計劃太多反而能勇敢冒險
豐富的過每壹天快樂的看每一天
Wooh～第一次遇見陰天遮住妳側臉
有什麽故事好想了解
我感覺我懂妳的特別
妳的心有一道牆但我發現一扇窗
偶爾透出一絲暖暖的微光
就算妳有一道牆我的愛會攀上窗台盛放
打開窗妳會看到悲傷融化＊
Repeat ＊
Wooh～
妳的心有一道牆但我發現一扇窗
偶爾透出一絲暖暖的微光
就算妳有一道牆我的愛會攀上窗台盛放
打開窗妳會看到悲傷融化
妳會聞到幸福晴朗的芬芳

This song somehow reminds me of someone I care a lot. Hope one day I can really across the wall in his heart and melt all his sadness ><

Happy Than Before.

2009-09-24T22:47:00.000+08:00

Ever since my good friend come and talk back to me, I feel so happy and I’ve never felt as happy as this before. Mostly is because of changes between us. We are close friends now. We supports each other and we listens to each other. Although I do love him but I’m already satisfied with our current situation now. I guess we both are having happy times talking to each other. When he’s sad I will cheer him up, when I’m emo he will don’t allow me to emo.

I dare to say in comparison, I am far more positive already and he is the reason who supports me and encourage me to be positive. Another reason is that I did promise him to get rid of all of my bad points. I guess my effort pays well. =P

However, I just want to say no matter what happens, I will always stay beside you, supports you and listen to you. I’ll pei you no matter what. =) We’re close friends ma, I’m really very satisfied with how we are now. I’ll do what you ask me to, time is never an issue to me. Gambateh neh, we will walk through this together, maybe not now, but I will still pei u walk through this together. I have faith you can de. Cheer up! ^^

I know you might say I thick face after this picture. Bleh. :x

Cartoons.

2009-09-23T23:22:00.000+08:00

Sponge Bob Square Pants has been a quite hot cartoon for kids. However, cartoons has no age limit one ma, anyone by any age can love cartoon. My close friend loves to watch SpongeBob square pants. I love to watch Courage the Cowardly Dog. :x I believe everyone has their own favorite cartoon show they love to watch. For myself, those I watched during my child hood are including:

Power Rangers

Pokémon

Power Puff Girls

Dexter Laboratory

Pinky and the Brain

Tom and Jerry

PB & J Otter

Courage the Cowardly Dog

For now, these are the shows I remember to be my favorite show during my child hood. Another show who influence me the most until now is call Wizard of Oz. It is a very classic movie. Dorothy and her little dog call Toto.

Huge Lion.

2009-09-22T23:10:00.000+08:00

I would say this is indeed a very huge lion! Special thanks to Jie for taking this awesome shot! I think he’s probably enjoying his afternoon sleep because he looks so tired. =(

Rest more ba Mr. Lion from Korea. =P

Silly Meets Up. Bleh.

2009-09-21T22:02:00.000+08:00

And so I went out with Mee Kee today. It’s been quite a long time since our last meet, I think it was 2 years ago in Mid Valley. She was late and so she treated me Baskin Robins. :x I still remember it cost her around Rm15. :x

Went to meet her in Jusco at first around 1130am and then we went to Parade together in separate cars. We were firstly thought to have Sushi King for lunch but then due to Mee Kee was wanting to drink so we went to Kenny Roger which is just opposite Sushi King.

Ordered a quarter meal together with 3 side dishes including 2 macaroni cheese and one smashed potato. Ordered one Extreme Chocolate Blend and shared with Mee Kee. It feels so happy talking to this best buddy of mine. I think we have been buddies since we were Form 1, which is when we are still 13 years old. Two silly girls talk and sit together in the class. Although she’s now in KL but we still keep in contact and were very close even though after our graduation 5 years ago.

I bought two books by Amy Cheong again. I just simply love her books because I strongly agrees on what she wrote in her book. We even go and buy birthday presents for her sis due to her sis’s birthday is just around the corner. She spend RM40 on buying her sis a *Fat Cat* song’s collection. We took a few photos before we left. They are silly but we are happy, so I don’t care! :x

Lalala, we are crazy. Bleh. =P

Raya Celebration.

2009-09-20T22:45:00.000+08:00

Today is the official day for Raya this year. The Raya date was originally on tomorrow according to the calendar. However, due to some reason *I have no idea*, the government announced that today is the official Raya for this year.

Applied car from bro yesterday, got my car and drove there at 12:45pm. Thanks God for blessing me, everything was quite smooth along my way to McD Medan Gopeng. ^___^ Xiu Min smsed me earlier that she will be waiting me at McD Medan Gopeng so she can take me to Ms. Nurainie house where I don’t know the place. Reach McD around 1:06pm and follow Choon Chuen’s car to Ms Nurainie’s house. First round’s lunch is at Ms. Nurainie’s house. Miss even bake very cute and small cupcakes served on the table in a box. Feel surprise and happy to see Fiona there. =) She wearing a very pretty hair band ^^

The cupcake I picked.

The box full of cupcakes

Stay at Ms. Nurainie’s house until 230pm. I take a ride in Ms. Nurainie’s car and went to Mr. Hirman’s house. It has been 2 years since he went to UK 2 years ago. However, Sir is still as thin as last time. I was somehow though that he would be at least abit fatter after he stayed in UK for almost 3 years. However, I feel so happy to meet sir. Meeting up with him again reminds me of how I used to make him puke blood. *Sorry Sir, I feel bad about that =(* But I do feel happy for Sir, he’s doing pretty well in UK. He is now working in a Japan Cuisine restaurant which he was paid 7 pounds per hour! I would say that is a very nice pay :x

Everyone is busy talking to Mr. Hirman, asking him about his life and also his working life in UK. Sir is going to start his Master when he go back UK tomorrow at 6pm. Sir, we will definitely miss u so much, take care and keep in touch. =)

Something special found in Mr. Hirman’s house.

What is the thing my thumb is holding? Its call erm Dried Agar Agar. I eat this before because my mom make it once. It’s tasted quite sweet though. If anyone eats this everyday? I guarantee that the person will get diabetes faster than the speed of rocket :x

Went home around 4pm and start to help out in the factory. Work until 7pm and then went home. Since its Raya, papa say wants to bring our maid to help her celebrate Raya since she is not with her family during this festive season. We went to Pizza Hut! Its been some time since we had our pizza in pizza hut. Normally we just ordered through online and they will deliver to my door step. We had Island Supreme and also Haiwaii Chicken.

Tomorrow will be a very emo day for me. I knew it. Sigh.

Hope and pray so much and so my day will be smooth tomorrow. Meeting Mee Kee tomorrow. It’s been a long time since our last gathering in KL 2 years ago. She’s my best buds in sec school until now. =) Hope everything will be back to normal when I wake up tomorrow. =)

P/s: For some unknown reason, I hate myself tonight. ><

I need someone to remind me of something positive. >< Can anyone tell me now? ><

Romantic. :x

2009-09-19T23:13:00.001+08:00

Awww, the guy so romantic. This video so sweet. If I’m the girl I’ll feel superb sweet. T.T

Friday Night.

2009-09-18T19:07:00.000+08:00

Raya is just around the corner, 2 more days until the new year for Malay peoples. =) I hereby wish all the Malay peoples Selamat Hari Raya. It is another long weekend for most of the people. 4 days holiday continuous starting from Saturday until next Tuesday. May you all enjoy this holiday season with your friends and family.

Been having period pain since yesterday and it’s really torturing. T.T. I want to be a guy in my next life. LOL :x I’m not saying its bad to be a girl. Girl somehow has some privileges where guys don’t have. For example, if you go pub or cinema, there will always be a Ladies Night. On this night, ladies are given special price as for cinema. For pub, ladies drink for free during this night.

There is this article I saw while *surfing* around just now.

*How to be a good boyfriend?*

Step 1

No one's perfect- The very first point which needs to be understood for being the best boy friend is to realize that NO human being is perfect and no matter how many expectations you might have from your relationship they would not always be met. Remember that no matter how hard you try there would be small quarrels and disagreements in the relationship which is normal. Perseverance is very important aspect of any relationship.

Step 2

Make every day special- Every woman wishes to get a guy who can make each and every day special for her and make her feel like a queen. Therefore learn to do something new for her each day, does not matter how small or big it is. Just make an effort; an effort is all what is needed to keep it going great.

Step 3

You are not always right- You need to realize that you would not always be right when it comes to certain things therefore it is good to shed your ego for a while and be patient enough to listen to her.

Step 4

Be committed- Every woman aspires for a man who is good enough to commit in a relationship. You should be willing to commit from your heart if you want to become a best boy friend and a guy every woman would love to be with.

Step 5

Solve problems with smiles- Don't let problems sound like problems in the relationship. If you feel her mood is down or she might be feeling depressed put on a some nice music life her up and start dancing. Let her know that you are always there for her and problems would not be problems anymore when you are around.

No one is born to be a good lover. Even in a relationship, couples are learning to be a better lover, that’s how I think. So, it’s ok for not being a good lover, just improve and compromise with your couples. =) Couples grow together and improve together in a relationship. It is a good thing =)

Changes.

2009-09-17T00:24:00.000+08:00

There are some changes since yesterday. I feel happy with the changes. Hope everything will be this smooth for my following days and months. =)

Saw this cute video posted on facebook. Thanks to Ivan for posting it. =D

The husky is saying I love you. So cute! =D

Body Temperature Checking.

2009-09-16T22:18:00.001+08:00

Was late for class already due to some reason. Class at 1pm but I arrive college at 130pm. Paiseh Mr. Chow :x

When I enter college, the Indian uncle stopped me and check my body temperature to make sure I’m not having fever. After he check my body temperature, I got this marking on my hand.

It is somehow quite a smooth and good day for me. Thanks God. =)

Good things will eventually happened when you least expect them. So we must be positive. =)

All The Best.

2009-09-15T22:07:00.000+08:00

Finally, my best friend has decided to go London first. He loves London so much I guess. =p We are young and we should experience something different if we get the chance. =)

I know you have been struggling and I’m glad that you finally made a decision based on what your heart wants. =D

Ivan, I hereby wish you all the best and I’ll support you no matter what decision you made =) I’m so glad to have know you and we became best friends =D

Cheers =D

Best Friends Forever =)

我恨我爱你

2009-09-14T18:43:00.000+08:00

Thanks to my lovely Er Jie for intro this song to me. I love it to bits. The lyrics are very touching and I hate the last part of the lyrics of this song.

我有你拿也拿不走的旧回忆

我可以一个人安静的忘记你

我恨你最后那一句

我爱你

Already break up time, still say you love her for what? =.=

8 years Best Friend. =)

2009-09-13T22:07:00.000+08:00

Finally, See Meng is going to Penang to work starting tomorrow. Been trying so hard to help her find work in here so she could say and work in Ipoh. However, she got a better job in Seberang Perai. I feel happy for her but also sad for myself cause I will not go out if she’s not going with me.

I will be staying at home after all. No outings no gathering no nothing until she comes back from penang during weekends. However, I hereby wish her all the best in her new work place. =)

Best Friends Forever. =)

We’ve been best friends for 8 years already. Must cherish =)

I’m glad to have you as my best friend See Meng, may our friendship stays forever =)

A Lovely Song That Makes Me Cry. T.T

2009-09-12T21:22:00.000+08:00

A song from a movie call “The Wedding Singer” (1998)*

"Grow Old With You"
[Billy Idol (Speaking):] Good afternoon everyone.
We're flying at 26,000 feet, moving
up to thirty thousand feet, and then we've got clear skies
all the way to Las Vegas, and right now we're bringing you some in-flight
entertainment. One of our first-class passengers would like to sing you a song
inspired by one of our coach passengers, and since we let our first-class
passengers do pretty much whatever they want, here he is.
[Robbie Hart (Singing):]

I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All I wanna do is grow old with you
I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you
I'll miss you
Kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold
Need you
Feed you
Even let ya hold the remote control
So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed if you've had too much to drink
I could be the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you

I bet if any guy sing this song to me, I will surely marry him. But of coz lar, got condition. =P

Birthday.

2009-09-11T23:52:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to Ah Bee! A guy net best friend I had 5 years ago. Ever since he study in college few years back, we seldom contact already. Still remember we know each other through a very old chat room thingy call mIRC, quite hot back in when I’m 15 years old. Icq, mIRC, even msn is not as hot as it is back then.

Anyone, for some reason we’re net best friend for 5 years. Although we didn’t contact much already, but I still sms him and wish him happy birthday. He reply me *thanks =)*.

P/s: Click on this photo to get a larger picture. =)

Despite Ah Bee’s birthday, few years back this date, something huge and bad happened in USA. I believe no one can forget about that 911 incident. God bless to those who passed away during this sad incident few years back. ><